Death is not Freedom

I am deeply disappointed in the damaging ending they gave Dean. Several times in the series he makes it clear that the only way he can see to be free of abusive control (whether that’s his dad, his dad’s mission for him, God, or God’s mission for him) is to be dead. For most of the series, he doesn’t see a retirement or a happily ever after for himself, although he clearly sees that for others (although mostly those who didn’t have a childhood of neglect/abuse).

I just really, really didn’t expect the series to seam to confirm his disordered thinking. No, the tv show really goes and says the only way to escape controlling abusers is to die. And it says that knowing that there are ALL of abuse/neglect victims watching this show, and relating to Dean. It’s irresponsible.

And  the fact that it comes after 15 years of Dean escaping the control of his abusers, fifteen years of him choosing found family over birth family, fifteen years of him gaining agency over his own life, and no longer being his dad’s good little soldier, makes it so much worse.

Honestly, if I wanted to read a story about how the only way to be free, and have control over your own life was to die i would read a book about a woman in the 1700 and 1800, thanks. No, but really, we are full up on these stories. They’ve been done, they’ve been written. They’ve taken the lives of non-fictional characters. So, if that’s your plan. If that’s your ending, we don’t need your story.

Side effects center so far received over a thousand reports of menstrual disorders after a coronavirus vaccination. It concerns complaints like the absence of menstruation, heavier menstruation, breakthrough bleeding and bleeding after menopause. It is not yet clear whether these are side effects of the coronavirus vaccines, Lareb said, ANP reports.

It is the first time that Lareb reported on menstrual disorders. The reports are being further investigated, according to the side effects center. According to Lareb director Agnes Kant, this does not mean that these are side effects of the vaccines. "These types of menstrual disorders are also normally common." If many people receive a vaccine, many people will also report with menstrual disorders, which they might otherwise also have had. On the other hand, not every menstrual complaint is reported, Kant said. "So it could also be that there is some side effect, maybe something hormonal. We can't say much about it yet."

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Where is the comprehensive guide of "You've never been to a Dr before for anything and now you would like to maybe inquire about your general health and also your gender fucky so here is how to find a Dr and what to expect and what you need to do to get like contraception or whatever"

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Pfizer, J&J react to COVID-19 breakthrough infections, FOX News

Pfizer and J&J remain confident in their respective COVID-19 vaccines’ ability to prevent severe illness, hospitalization and death amid the spread of the highly transmissible delta variant, the companies told Fox News. Read More

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maybe one day, you’ll find me and apologize.

The first thing I did in lockdown... destroyed the sofa...

The first thing I did in lockdown… destroyed the sofa…

Baby I’ll just take a chainsaw to the sofaWhere I held your body close for so long, so longWalk in the house, lights are offIn the closet by the door, there’s your coatI wasn’t thinking of you beforeToo many rooms in this house and we keep going outWhat the hell is that about?We gotta find a way to be okayBaby I’ll just take a chainsaw to the sofaWhere I held your body close for so long, so…

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yes i’m the family disappointment. Someone had to do it

so my boss just called me abt the questions i had and he said the reason why he left me alone was to see what/if any problems would come up like bro! it’s only my second day! of fucking COURSE i wouldn’t know what i’m doing WTF

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Tumblr fucking up my tags again.

This isn't fair.

I'm so upset rn, i don't have the time to fix my tags.

I've got about a million things to do.

Still unpacking, it's physically and mentally draining for me.

getting more and more ? at myself by the minute

i’m at the point in this funk where i’m not in the mood for any food and none of my music sounds good and my brain needs to be doing something at all times but it also can’t pay attention to it and doesn’t actually want to do it and ????????????????