I think this is all bullshit and she’s doing this, avoiding me, to try to get over me
Oh my god
After everything she did to get me… After how reluctant I was, knowing my history and past… Knowing how other girls have hurt me… After all that, and still telling me she wants me and she’ll never hurt me like they did, saying “you just need to find a non crazy bitch, a good person” and she wanted to be with me, after how hard it was for me to say yes to being official…
She still hurt me in the way the other girls did… You went with another guy
My God. We were together every day. Talking, together, video chatting, you took every opportunity to see me, snuck out to see me, I snuck out to see you.
You wanted me so bad
And literally overnight, yes, no exaggeration, overnight you discarded me.
You fucking bitch dude. That’s so fucked up. I can’t even discard feelings for another person in a month, let alone a night… Especially when you were THAT heavily into me. To the point you said you never chased someone this hard EVER. except for one guy. But other than him, your ex, you wanted me. And you spoiled me so great. I fell for you.
The things you said. Even when I almost let you go… You cried and wouldn’t allow it, you called me non-stop.
How did you turn around and just toss me?
You got feelings for the ex you talked so much shit about.
Why’d you even call him?…
What did I not do for you?! Where was I not good enough?! What’s he got that I don’t?! You said I was better in almost every way!
You used to say you love me!
We went through our growing pains of our relationship, we never fought, we learned each other
How did you keep praising me until overnight you just completely stopped
You left me on read today for the first time. I for the first time didn’t get a Snapchat from you asking “what you doing?” I for the first time got nothing from you
You broke my heart worse than another girl. Do you know that? You’ll never see these messages, but
I can’t believe you!
I’m crying so hard