I remember waking up to
sapphire eyes and a rising sun.
You used to call me honey like-
It was the sweetest thing you’ve ever heard,
but now I wake up to-
broken sapphires lying
on the bedside table and
a note that says:
“I’ll miss you like I never loved you.”
h.k.
0Am I ignorant to think things could go so well?
I’ve spent months thinking of you.
How could this be so right?
But it’s always the same cycle.
And I can take a hint.
I wasn’t her to begin with -
0tell me it’s not my fault
..someone tell me that you love me and that you would do anything to be with me if only you lived in the same town, tell me it’s not my fault i’m alone, tell me i’m just in the wrong place, tell me you love me, tell me i’m desirable
0It’s over. She chose her ex
Also I got ID’d for buying cigs cause the lady thought I was 18
I’m 30
0listening to music after bonding over it with someone who isn’t in your life anymore is more heartbreaking than them leaving
1stop calling a person your “best friend”. there will always be someone else who will make u doubt about your “best”.
0The concept itself is quite insufficient
Day and night were so indifferent
Lights on lights off with my lingering silence
Your only resort was lingering violence
Love come here come close to me
You whisper saying I’ll be free
I open my eyes to see the truth
Not looking at pictures from the photo booth
Slurring words and broken bottles
Doctors offices and chucking vitals
Chimes twinkle from the window outside
I wish I were on the other side
0“do you love me?”
a line that broke my heart
am loss of words for anything else
i stutter, “yes”
words were coated with a lie
i watch you put our children to bed as i lie awake at night
i think, ponder
what did we get into?
for it is just a single black sea, waiting for our bodies to be taken within
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