Wallpaper/Aesthetic Niall Horan
pollux voice I have one brain cell and it’s dedicated to Being Stupid On Purpose
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I still have nights where I want to text you about a joke you would’ve loved to hear then I realize I can’t. It hurts knowing that I can’t contact you like before. I miss our late night conversations. I always got butterflies in my stomach whenever I saw you. When you told me you had feelings for me as well I was the happiest ever. You were my first love. We both were going through problems of our own and cheered each other up. I wish we could have one more good time like old times without any sad feelings but I know it’s not possible. Today I wanted to message you so bad wishing you good luck on an important day you talked about for a long time but I stopped myself because I realized we’re strangers now and I shouldn’t lead you on. I miss you. It’s crazy how a stranger becomes a friend, best friend, lover, then all of a sudden a friend, & finally back to a stranger again. a stranger that knows every little part of me. will i always love you? probably. will i ever forget you? no. i think you’ll always have a big part of my heart no matter what.
I saw you in my sleep,
But I didn’t scream,
I didnt wake up breaking down,
Maybe I really am healing now.
now that mcc is back, so is the big question: whose fucking pov am i going to watch???
If I’m allowed one more confession— I love you, and I always will be, but I don’t have the strength to go on without you by my side, (with you by her side.)
I can’t pretend to be happy for you. (I’ve fallen for you too deep for that). So just be happy with her. (I’ll just be here nursing this heartbreak of mine). Know though that you’ll always be the sun and the fire in my life.
i’ve been this way for so long now, that i’ve become accustomed to the sadness.
i can no longer determine if this hurt is better or worse than it’s been in the past.
All of my pain has become too relative.
STAY REAL AND STAY LOYAL OR SIMPLY STAY AWAY FROM ME (BY KEVIN MCKENNA)
Do you feel like you have just had enough of it all? Like you are sick and tired of dating the wrong men and wasting your time on people who will never be able to see your worth? Do you start thinking like you should give up on love? Like it is really not meant for you? Giving up on love is wrong because deep down, I am sure that we all have a soulmate, that one person who is meant for us and with whom we will spend the rest of our lives.
What is the point in cheating? What is the point of playing with someone’s heart? How can someone betray the person they swear they honestly love? When will some people learn that a human heart and emotions are not their toys? You can not play with it and then throw it away when you get bored or find a new ‘toy’ for yourself. The thing that comforts me is that they do not believe in karma. But I do. And I know it will come knocking on their doors one day. It will catch them off guard and make them pay for hurting another human being and breaking their heart. Its timing may be slow, but karma will be served one day because karma always wins.
My soul is full of bruises, and my heart is full of marks. They were both hurt so many times, and I think they will never be able to heal completely. It is time for change. That is why I have decided to change some things. This is where I am putting my foot down. It is enough. I have had enough of the mistreatment and half hearted love. It needs to stop right here, right now. I am not saying it all was my fault. Maybe some people will judge me and say how I was guilty of letting my heart get broken again and again for so many years or how it is my fault for allowing others to treat me poorly. I honestly just wanted to be loved. I wanted to feel that true, unconditional, eternal, forever kind of love that I was giving to others.
If that is a sin, a crime or a mistake, then I am guilty and I am admitting to my crime. I hate myself a little bit right now for allowing people to make me feel insecure. Now, when I am completely aware of how much I am worth, I will never allow another person to treat me any less than I deserve ever again. I will nott accept being treated as basic anymore. From now on, a person who will want to talk to me will have to try hard to win over my heart. I will never again commit my time or give my honest and pure feelings to someone who is not ready to reciprocate them the way he should. I will never again forgive being betrayed or cheated on. I will never again give someone more than one chance because I truly believe that if you honestly love someone, you will never hurt them.
I will never again settle for half hearted love. There are no halves when it comes to real love. It is either to the fullest or not at all. Prove your feelings but most of all prove to me that love is not complicated. And the only way you will be able to do that is simply by truly and deeply loving me with your entire being. I know that I do not ask for too much. I just want to be loved, truly loved without any games or betrayals. Unfortunately, I see that is too difficult to find in this fake world today. I have decided that I will not tolerate or entertain any more nonsense. It is definitely time to start appreciating myself more. It is high time to stop allowing people who do not deserve me to waste my precious time. I am tired of forgiving and sick of giving second chances to irresponsible people.
making an attempt of angst and slowburn. im excited as He'll.
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Was the revenge ever worth it
Why do I keep digging my own grave? Why do I keep looking at your profile, knowing I’ll only find the two of you together? (My heart is breaking and you don’t even realize it.)
I can‘t force you into loving me back.
I can can only give you anything there’s to give.
Everything I have.
My heart, my soul and my sanity.
Hoping, that you won‘t tear it into pieces with your bare hands.