Oh to be manhandled into a tango by a villain as he explains his God-slaying plans to you–!
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Do you have any idea what it feels like
To think all day about you and want to talk to you and tell you everything I’ve done since I woke up and all the reasons I laughed today
To not want to wait to talk to you because you make me happy
To have to settle for not being able to see you every day because you’re so far but not to want to let you go because of how much I care for you
Do you know what it’s like to wait all day for your reply
To want to know if you’re okay or if you’ve slept
To want reassurance that you’re well because I can’t see it in person
To then have to wonder if you’re upset over something, but not know what when you snap because I wanted to make sure you were okay before answering your question on something I said the night before
Do you know how much it hurts
To lay here in bed and not want to do anything but sleep because I can’t focus on anything else but wanting to hold you and ask you what is bothering you so
To wonder what I did so wrong
To want to cry myself to sleep but not have the tears come
To wish I could say it doesn’t bother me
To want to think I don’t care about how you made me feel
Do you have any idea at all of what you do to me…
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“Me & Michelle” by astrangegirl on Flickr, photographed for Valentines day in 1999 and posted under a creative commons license.
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