Searching up outfit ideas is hard work when all you wear is anime t-shirts and jeans and you’re like “uhhhh formal, casual, and goth are the categories right???”

my body is like “maybe I’ll have a panic attack” so my brain went “ok, maybe let’s listen to the Pride of New York instead” and that’s the story of how PONY is barely keeping me sane

crying so hard that you forget how to breathe? yeah..me right now

january 15, 2021

9:02pm

i do not know how to express my thoughts or feelings, i do not want to accept this. i don’t have anyone to talk to as i have isolated myself from everyone for the last few years. my boyfriend is very sweet and kind and does what he can. but i can’t tell him when i’m having an especially shitty day where i am in a constant loop of thought and intrusive memories. i feel guilty, for many reasons, i think the main one being that i feel guilt for even being diagnosed with ptsd. it’s hard to admit but i still downplay the abuse i suffered, physically, emotionally and psychologically. i didn’t even know sleep deprivation was a form of abuse, i still don’t know the effects or long term effects it has on people. i’m scared to really dive in and learn about this and what i means for me. i don’t want it to consume me and i’m afraid it already has. where do i even begin to find my sense of self, it’s hard to see photos of myself from 2+ years ago, i don’t even recognize myself most of the time, i can’t familiarize myself with who i was before The Trauma. i am at a total loss, feeling more alone than i ever have in my entire life. i want to talk about how i feel sometimes and just can’t, i can’t open up to my boyfriend the way i want to. hell i can’t even look him in the eye half the time. i am so on edge with everything, i feel so ashamed and i’m not even sure why exactly. i don’t know how to cope. i don’t know what to do. i feel so broken and defeated. 😞

RESHADE FRIENDS!!

hi okay so what does it mean when it says “errors compiling some effects”?

 did i install something incorrectly?  if anyone sees this and can point me in the direction of any answers i’d appreciate it! 

It’s important.

Genshin impact bookworm swords walkthrough #2

me: *gets pretty close to being comfortable with my sexuality*

*sees tiktok of a woman in a suit*

also me: ok….. am I sure I’m heteroromantic and am I sure I’m asexual?

https://gofund.me/4ac40d4e

If anyone could help us out. My fiancé made a gofundme, for us to catch up on bills. The deadlines are getting closer and closer and we’re no where near close enough. Services are getting shut off, and soon it’s going to start effecting our main income. Due to my disability and I’m still in the process of being considered for state disability, she is sole provider. This gofundme is also for her dream hobby she is trying to turn into work. It was going good for a while until her PC decided to start to crap out on her. Even if you could just reblog this, to get it out there…. it would be much appreciated 😭 anything is helpful, we have no where else to turn.

Bruh, summin weird must be in the air. Why are people I’ve been friends with for years all of a sudden tryna wife me or take me on holiday?!!! I’m like … you know we’re in a lock down right??? Plus who is this new character I’ve never met??? What is going on

i finally finally got a job offer after months of searching. actually multiple!! one fulltime lab position and two part-time wfh positions….but!! but?? i feel like i’m out of mind for saying this but i might not take the lab position for covid reasons…..but then the gap on my resume…..idk what to do i’m so frustrated

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manifested a person then their bestie starts liking me…

the dash is so heccing ded right now where did all my fellow hoomans go >:3

i wanna turn my “gaang in a horror movie” post into a comic but I can’t fucking draw

What is happening in Manaus, Brazil?

Manaus is the capital of the state of Amazonas. Ever since the beginning of the spread of covid-19 in Brazil, it has been the most affected state of the whole country.

For the past month, with the increase of cases all around, Amazonas’ health system has completely collapsed.

• So far, 5.9k people have died by covid in Amazonas. With the rising cases (the death rates have increased 183% in the last seven days), it has come to the point that the cemeteries in Manaus can not manage to bury everyone.
• 100% of the hospitals beds are occupied. Patients are being transferred to other states, because Manaus can’t treat everyone that is coming to the hospitals.
• All the oxygen stock in the hospitals is over. They don’t have any oxygen available. Patients from covid are being manually ventilated. So far, over 50 covid patients have died by suffocation only in the last two days.
• 60 premature babies are going to be transferred to other states (mainly São Paulo) to receive proper care due to the collapse of the Amazonian system.
• A new variant of the virus has been detected there, one that has a higher potential of transmission and reinfection.

Amazonas is in deep need of donations, even the smallest amount of money can help them found new resources (ppe kits, hygiene items, food, drinking water, medicines) and oxygen tanks. These are the contacts I have at the moment (I will be looking for new ones and put them as reblogs) and they accept donations through pix.

• obs: CPF and CNPJ are Brazilian’s social securities number that we use to identify people and business so you can use that to contact them apart from the emails and phone numbers.

This is a phone list of oxygen providers in Amazonas. To ring them you would have to put +55 92 and then each number. I know this is a harder approach if you are not a portuguese speaker but it is still an option.

I will put a link to a fundraiser as a reblog just to make sure it doesn’t mess with the tags.

If you have the conditions to help, please do, you will literally be saving lifes. Spreading these information and making more people aware of it is still helping, so if you could please not ignore this.

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Please help me I only have til the end of the month

@chaoswrites ARE YOU DISAPPOINTED IN ME YET

Okay, I have a lot of feelings about Butterfly!Koushiro/Tentomon biomerge evolution (aka a pretty boy version of Kazemon) and now because of @tangledupblue and @animegenork I have to unleash them somewhere.

• The first time the biomerge happens, all the boys giggle. I mean, he did just turn into a butterfly. Taichi thinks it is the most hilarious thing to have ever happened in history, and brings it up whenever possible.
• “Dude, you’re a butterfly.” “TAICHI, I KNOW.”
• Koushiro himself is like “Wtf????? Whyyyyy???”
• Mimi falls, and falls HARD. Yes, this is absolutely payback for Kou crushing on her hard in high school.
• They’re in college (do Mimi and Kou even go to college???? Kizuna was not clear). And Koushiro is more out of shell, still polite, but he makes sure Mimi knows that he knows.
• Idk what Mimi’s biomerge is at this point honestly, but Palmon is SO OVER with dealing with her human emotions and hormones in the biomerge. (“Mimi, we have a mission here, you need to get your shit together whenever Kazemon is around.”)
• I distinctly remember Frontier Kazemon having a little fan club. You know your boy Kou is gonna have one too. And not only in the Digital World.
• There’s an crisis on Earth and Kazemon (along with the others) appears, but it’s Kazemon who winds up with a human fanbase (led by Mimi cough cough).
• The day a stranger stops Kazemon for a selfie breaks Koushiro. Literally, his brain can’t comprehend this. He’s popular?
• Oh and the Chosen’s identities remain hidden. Cuz like I know in Kizuna, the government is all for Digis. But if they’re Biomerging in this universe, the government would deffffffff do some unsavory things. So yeah. Identities hidden. No one knows that Kazemon is a computer nerd and robotic ladybug fusion. The world simply isn’t ready.
• The rest of the Chosen tease Kou relentlessly for his followers.
• Taichi calls him Pretty Boy.
• Takeru calls him Cutiemon.
• But really? All of the Chosen, yes, all of them, are like dayyyyyummm.
• Yamato hides it best, but really, he’s just a little peeved that he’s been outstripped of his pretty boy status.