Jyoti, A Tamil Hindu Woman Accepts Islaam Along with her Two Children - Dr Zakir Naik
RRPQA-31[close your eyes and you can see her again. she’s there, she never left. you promised]
1can’t share any of my Spotify end of the year shit anywhere cuz my music has been cringe this year
2so, uh, anyone watch sanrio boys? anyone notice how yuu and twin stars boy are pretty heavily coded as a trans girl and trans boy respectively?? anyone start watching it as a joke and then commit to the bit by editing images to make trans flag mizuno yuu profile pics???
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A friendly reminder from her to mask up 😉
Lately we’ve been talking about threesomes and how much fun it would be to toss her around and use her up. Don’t you agree?
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32It’s weird when you realize the person you once told everything to now has no idea of what’s happening in your life.
34You never plan to fall in love or who with I’ve been in love before but never like this and I fall more and more every day with you and your little girl I hope you both give me a chance eventually
0Can’t stop thinking about her since the day she talked to me again. It’s legit messing up my days making me not think straight. I want to talk to her since that day but also don’t because I don’t wanna look desperate. It’s a constant cycle of talking and interacting, then not anymore, then again, then not anymore. It’s messing me up. I finally at some point forgot about her but all it takes is something that reminds me of our past and it all comes back. And this shit of appearing and disappearing is legit insanity. What the fuck does she want? Why won’t she just reveal her true intentions if that’s the case? If she just wants to be friends that’s fine but honestly I can’t keep a relationship like that. Not with this on/off cycle. I was this close from deleting her from all social media. I’m sick of this. This time it’s for real, it either is or isn’t. I won’t lie about myself. If she doesn’t like it again well, it’s goodbye. This cycle must finish, either for the best or for the worse.
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Today I got a Facebook memory notification. Guess what it was? A post I had made when I reconnected with the girl I met at the airport while waiting for Kristen Stewart few months prior. In that post I say “It’s such a small world!” So naive. That wasn’t a coincidence, I know that now. That was never by chance or random. I’ll probably write more about this in the next days.
3“And there were times when I knew how you felt and it was hell to know it.”
— Vladimir Nabokov, Lolita
58Stasera, dopo che sei andato via, ho pensato tanto. A te e a come mi trattavi e ho pensato “Ma perché lo amo?”. E poi ho sentito che dentro di me mi stavo liberando da tutto quello a cui ero aggrappata e ho capito che non c'è un motivo razionale, non ne ho bisogno. Mi fido di me stessa, mi fido di quello che sento. Non cercherò più di essere diversa da quella che sono, e spero che tu lo possa accettare.
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SAMANTHA: Com'era essere sposati?
THEODORE: Beh, di sicuro è difficile. Ma dev'esserci qualcosa di bello nel dividere la vita con qualcuno.
SAMANTHA: Come fai a dividere la vita con qualcuno?
THEODORE: Siamo cresciuti insieme. Leggevo quello che scriveva per i suoi master e la sua laurea. Lei leggeva tutto quello che scrivevo. Avevamo molto influenza l'uno sull'altra.
SAMANTHA: E come l'hai influenzata?
THEODORE: Veniva da un ambiente in cui niente era mai abbastanza. Ed era una cosa che la opprimeva molto. ma nella nostra casa ci piaceva sperimentare le cose, anche in caso di fallimento, ed eravamo eccitati a provarci. Era liberatorio per lei. ed era eccitante vederla crescere. Siamo cresciuti entrambi e cambiati, e andati avanti. Ma è stata anche la parte difficile, crescere senza allontanarsi, cambiare senza spaventare l'altro. Mi ritrovo ancora a parlare con lei nella mia mente. A rivangare vecchie discussioni o a difendermi contro qualcosa che aveva detto su di me.
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