“I’d like to see me from your point of view” 🥰
Sangel x Ariana Grande is always a good pair. even though it’s cancelled, they always have my heart as they had each other’s and loved each other the most. I hope y’all like this edit 💗
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Kells go to you trying to fix everything but a lil someone came. 💙
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(This is now purely my imagination bc I obviously don’t know how she feels abt me but I’m a dumbass and got my hopes up with writing this)
Admiration
I still remember it like it was yesterday. The first time I saw her.
She was really pretty.
Blond locks, blushed cheeks, a cute snub nose and I think I even spotted some freckles on her face. With her skirt and the over knees she had a cool style I must admit.
Quite honestly, I don’t know what it is but there is something about her.
I noticed her right away.
How she shyly brushed her hair behind her ear.
How she wrinkled her nose.
How she nervously played with her hands.
She seemed like she would want to be anywhere but here.
I guess she is just pretty shy around strangers.
But soon she opened up a little and found friends.
Of course, I am happy for her…
But I can’t shake the feeling that I am a little
Disappointed?
Sad?
Jealous?
That I’m not a part of her friend group.
I don’t know why…
I could just walk up and talk to her.
That actually shouldn’t be difficult for me,
I do that all the time.
But it’s different with her.
Suddenly I’m scared of rejection.
It’s weird, normally I don’t think twice when I want to talk to someone…
So, why now?
What is so special about that Girl?
What is it about her that makes me nervous?
What is it about her that makes my heart beat faster?
Whatever it is, I don’t want it.
I’ve always been bad in that whole feelings stuff.
It confuses me and I can’t concentrate.
When she smiles and giggles so shyly
I can’t help but look at her.
I can’t help but also smile.
I can’t help but be happy when she is happy.
Sometimes I notice her staring at me.
But that probably doesn’t mean anything…
Right?
But still there is this little spark of hope deep down.
But hope for what exactly?
I honestly have no idea.
Do I hope she likes me?
Do I hope her heart beats just as fast as mine when she is around me?
Do I hope she also feels these butterflies in her stomach?
Wait
Butterflies?!
No, it can’t be…
I can’t
That’s not possible.
My feelings are just platonic!
Nothing romantical whatsoever.
Because I don’t like Girls like that
Right?
I’ve never felt this way about anyone ever before.
So, it can’t be Love.
I’ve been in Love
Right?
Love doesn’t feel like this,
Right?
No, it must be something else,
For sure.
Thinking about her all day,
Feeling my heart pound against my chest whenever I see her,
My Voice shaking whenever I talk to her,
That all means nothing.
That’s not Love
That’s admiration
And pure devotion.
Pure Platonical devotion of course.
Yes, that’s exactly what it is.
I admire that beautiful girl with her pretty locks and her sly mind.
With all my heart and devotion, I admire her.
Even after knowing how the story ends I am curious to get Helena’s POV! She was such a good developed character.
the only thing that makes the end of fatou’s season in a couple of weeks a little less painful is the fact that at this point i’m 99% sure that ava will be the next main and that’s just 👏🏼 chef’s kiss👏🏼
pov you’re a gay character written so homophobically that you cross over into transphobia too
/rp
Everyday I go onto twitter and see people lumping HBomb’s arc with Niki and Jack’s arc and I Cry
okay i gotta be honest i kinda expected more from the clip especially because it was so anticipated and im kinda :/ abt them setting conflict for mailin and ava up right now especially because they could have furthered the ava and fatou conflict (which will happen either way at some point). like the last thing i want is that at some point everyone will turn against ava and that they will force some kind of villain narrative on her