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  • historicfailure
    01.01.2021 - 2 weeks ago

    Recap 2021 and Plans 2022

    Hello there! With New Year’s today, it’s time to talk about the last year and my sudden disappearance, as well as plans and ideas for the future of 2022 (yes, I actually have plans. Also yes, I’m just as surprised as you might be.)

    Recap 2021:

    First, the official part. According to my AO3, I have...

    published 338.441 words this year

    participated in the Iruka Week 2021 with 7 entries

    finished three long-term works, which would be “Build A Close Connection”, “Communication is Key” and “Soul Searching”.

    Second, the inofficial part aka the explanation why I vanished. I have to apologize for that as I dropped the ball on “The Forest Cat Café” without any explanation or warning at all. Reason was that I had to move around a lot for my job in the last two months of the year, as in, switching stations/offices every two weeks. Plus, the workload picked up a lot.

    Now, I hope I can settle again into a routine as I’m now again for a longer time in one place and don’t have to move around so much. Which brings me to my next point...

    Plans 2022:

    As you might know, I have two works currently running. Those are “The Forest Cat Café” and “Hanahaki - Reprise”. I will start posting at the 8th of January, with the next chapter of “Hanahaki - Reprise”. The week after that (the 15th of January), I will post the next chapter for FCC and continue in a two week rhythm. I apologize again for the long wait on those chapters.

    Next, my planned projects and goals for 2022. No surprise there, I want to finish the two fics I mentioned above this year. This is definitely doable as FCC is at least in my head “done”, as in, I planned the rest of the fic for myself, and the last chapter of “Hanahaki - Reprise” is... still being worked on -.-

    Also, even though you guys probably don’t want to hear it anymore, I will continue to work on the requests in my inbox. I started some of them already, but... I’m a procrastinating POS sometimes, you know that by now -.-

    Then, I would like to go forward with last year’s 1000-Follower-Celebration. The price for that were three physical copies of “End My Loneliness” which I would like to send this year to three randomly selected winners. I will make an announcement for that selection when the books are done.

    Also, my own works and ideas. I have some very good ideas, I hope, such as the Attorney!Madara x Reader fic or a Historical AU with a Kakashi x Reader fic mixed into it. Those two are longer ideas which I already started/Planned out meticulously, and I have high hopes, especially for the first one. You can always expect shorter fics in between, as I can’t guarantee when I get another idea ^^’‘

    Last, but not least, I want to talk about other possibilities outside of Tumblr. With the latest iOS-tagging ban debacle, I don’t want to rely on Tumblr solely anymore. I won’t leave it, don’t get me wrong, but branch out to have the same level of... well, communication to people who enjoy my fics. The first other platform coming to mind would be Discord. I wuld be able to still make announcements for my fics, notify members about delays or other stuff, as well as answer some questions quicker than here on Tumblr. Now, I won’t suddenly start a Discord out of the blue, but want to ask you guys if that would be something you are interested in. Please let me know how you think about joining such a Discord channel. Any feedback is appreciated.

    ~ X ~

    Now, a last point which is personally very important to me. I wanted to say Thank You to you all. Without your support, my blog wouldn’t be anything. I never would have thought that people would enjoy my fics so much, or that I would one day even start posting fanfic, and through this hobby I met so many incredible, creative, wonderful people. Thank you all for the support, your love for my work, the comments, likes and reblogs, and that you all enjoy my stupid ramblings ^^ Happy New year’s to you all! All the best of wishes to you! :D

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  • whatshernameis
    25.12.2021 - 3 weeks ago
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  • whatshernameis
    25.11.2021 - 1 mont ago
    #hela.answers #hela.games #historicfailure#moots ♥️
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  • historicfailure
    18.11.2021 - 2 monts ago
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  • historicfailure
    29.10.2021 - 2 monts ago

    Weekly Heads-Up...

    will happen today, as the last one is later, but hey! For the next one, I’m really early!


    Yeah, moving on

    Coming Up:

    Listen, I’m an idiot. I didn’t realize the Indra Sequel was proofread, so I waited for anything to happen and not communicating like an adult and simply asking... that’s why nothing got posted last week -.- But it was finished, and it will come this Saturday instead.

    NOT Coming Up: (this needs to be a category at this point -.-)

    the 13. chapter of the Forest Cat Café. My apology for this time is actually for once a really good one. I’m moving offices again, and will spend the next two months running around and trying to figure out where am I even supposed to go, because my job has fully functioning adults (such as myself) in the higher positions and I have no idea what am I even going to do until Christmas.

    Working On: (What am I not working on? That would be more fitting, again)

    in order, without any preamble

    The 13. chapter of the Forest Cat Café

    The next chapter of Communication is Key

    Working on the long promised, probably nearly forgotten Baker!Reader x Kakashi request

    A Mershark!Kakashi request

    The Attorney!Madara fic, which will be long and disgustingly drawn-out and detailed (you know, the usual with me)

    I’m a little confused and run around like a headless chicken for weeks now, so sorry for not updating as much and not communicating better there. I have the feeling that my RL, after being in a coma for so long, is now trying to drown me in a way. Lots of things going on all of a sudden, lots of things to organize, little time to myself and not much of a mood to do much beside binge watching mindless sitcoms, eating junk food and not going stir crazy in the meantime. I’m just sorry for that and I hope I can get back on track soon, especially with FCC, as I really want to wrap this fic up.

    Overall, I might talk about my ongoing projects a little more, if people are interested. Things like how the progress is (as the little updates with the heads-ups were pretty irregular in the end), what my current direction is, where I might go with it and so on. An expanded FAQ of some kind? I also thought shortly about making a Discord server for more direct contact with people who want to write, create or just interact with each other, but that is just hazy, befuddled, muddy dreaming at this point. (Also, idk, me streaming games occasionally when I need some downtime sounded really appealing, or even me streaming trying to write lol)

    Idk, just lots of trying to come up with something to... better this blog? My writing? My fanfiction? Because ofc I want to become better and want to give you guys more insight into my thought processes and progress as well, as I receive lots of comments on how to write, and also would like to get to know more people. (Maybe the Lockdown over here is finally getting to me lel).

    To cut it short:

    I’m really confused atm and I’m sorry for that

    I will try to return to a more regular schedule in a bit

    lots of RL stuff going on

    thoughts about improving the blog aka trying to expand my reach in ways which don’t require money from people who want to interact with me

    possibly more content outside of fanfiction big fat question mark

    Yeah. That’s where it’s at atm. Sorry for the ramble and the lateness of everything. Thank you guys for supporting me all this time and for all the patience, I’m trying my best and I just have the feeling it’s not good enough. Aaah. Fuck. Sorry, my imposter/inferiority complex is showing again ^^’‘

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  • historicfailure
    17.10.2021 - 3 monts ago

    Weekly Heads-Up

    Coming Up:

    this week, the sequel for “Til Death Do Us Part” will come. This time, for sure. Yes ^^’‘

    Working On:

    the 13th chapter of “The Forest Cat Café”! :D

    also, the next chapter for “Communication is Key” ^^ It will be certainly interesting ;D

    also, with the next overdue chapter of “Hanahaki - Reprise”, I’m still working away on the last chapter of that fic...

    That would be it for this week! Sorry for dropping off the face of earth with the supposedly last update, I have to move again soon and that takes up lots of my time and concentration ^^’‘

    Thank you all for the continued support! See you all next week and stay safe and soun you all! :D

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  • historicfailure
    05.10.2021 - 3 monts ago

    Weekly Heads-Up

    Coming Up:

    the small sequel to “Til Death Do Us Part” ;D Just the smallest of all sequels, but a cute little thingy for in between and softening the ending of the first part a bit more ;D

    Working On:

    the 12th chapter of The Forest Café! Yamato’s own backstory needs to be fleshed out and I only hope I can make a convincing case for all characters there ^^’’

    the last chapter of Hanahaki - Reprise! Also a fic which soon will be/needs to be updated, and I plan to make it happen, no matter what ;D

    also, I had a cute little one-shot idea for Yamato: just him and his S/O spending the day in bed, lazing around and doing nothing else but sleeping and cuddling T^T9 

    I’m also working away on the next chapter for Communication is Key, and hoooh boy, that shit will be emotional >-<

    That would be it for this week! Sorry again that the heads-up comes this late, I don’t even really have an apology... yet again. Hopefully, the content makes up for that. Thank you all so much for the continued support, stay safe and sound, and see you all this Saturday! :D

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  • naruto-smut-monday
    26.09.2021 - 3 monts ago
    #NSM 2022#historicfailure #send in your thoughts or ideas!
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  • historicfailure
    26.09.2021 - 3 monts ago

    Weekly Heads-Up

    Coming Up:

    The next chapter of The Forest Cat Café! The end of the summer arc, which includes some alcohol, dancing and some embarrassment ;D Coming on Saturday!

    The next chapter of Communication is Key... Though I’m not done with it at the moment and will not be done tomorrow, but I’m trying to maybe finish it around Wednesday :/ Not satisfied with my work at the moment in that regard.

    Working On:

    The 12th chapter of the Forest Cat Café! And I think it’s slowly time to introduce some of Yamato’s backstory to the mix ;D

    As stated, the next chapter of Communication is Key ^^’‘

    Also, the last chapter of Hanahaki - Reprise is still in the works! I have to check again when the next one needs to be posted ^^’‘

    The flu has taken me out of my rhythm, just as much as the vacation/free time I had. This has now ended and I think I can return to a more regular/regulated schedule once more (even though that one has already suffered before -.-).

    Thank you all for the ongoing support, all the nice asks I have received over the last week, and I’m trying to work on the headcanon requests sitting in my inbox as well! I can’t say though when I will get to them as they are not my priority.

    Stay safe and sound you all and see you all hopefully Wednesday! If not, then Saturday! :D

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  • historicfailure
    18.09.2021 - 4 monts ago
    #hinata x reader #hinata x reader insert #hinata x self insert #hinata hyuuga #hinata hyuuga x reader #hinata hyuuga x reader insert #hinata hyuuga x self insert #Hinata Hyuga#Hyuuga Hinata#naruto fandom#naruto fanfiction#naruto fanfic#hinata scenario #hinata hyuuga scenario #hinata hyuuga headcanons #lemon#lemon scale #also on ao3 #historicfailure#freakypseudwriter
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  • historicfailure
    13.09.2021 - 4 monts ago

    Weekly Heads-Up

    After I dropped the ball on the last Heads-Up ^^’‘ Here another one, just to make sure I get back into the rhythm.

    Coming Up:

    a little super smutty thing I wrote in between to try something new ^^’‘ It will be a One-shot with Hinata... another one than I already announced a while ago ^^’‘ I hope you guys will like it! ;D

    Working On:

    the 11th chapter of “The Forest Cat Café” ^^ I said I had too many ideas for the lakeside-arc and thus, here we are with a third installment xD That will be the final one though, I promise! (I shouldn’t, and yet I do ^^’‘)

    I’m also working on the 5th and also hopefully last chapter of “Hanahaki - Reprise”! There will be angst and sweet sweet fluff involved. ;D

    Also, still working away on the Madara Lawyer fic, which is more taxing than expected ^^’‘ Logic isn’t my strong suit and Law and Law execution even less, so I have to do lots of research and check with what I’ve already written to make sure everything clicks together ^^’‘ It will take a while to get it right and up to the standard I want it to be.

    That would be it for this week! Lately I’ve been keeping up a stream of content, and I hope I can keep it up as long as it is possible ^^ Also, lots of people started following me lately, and I wanted to thank all of you for the continued support! It means so much to me to see this blog grow and people enjoy my work! :D

    See you all this week on Saturday! Stay safe and sound you all! :D

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  • historicfailure
    03.09.2021 - 4 monts ago

    Little taste of what is about to come...

    To give you all a little taste what to expect from the next chapter of “Hanahaki - Reprise”, here is a little snippet ^^

    ~ X ~

    “(Y/N)!” Before you could gather your wit or mind, Obito stepped closer. It seemed so surreal, you and him meeting in the middle of the city, when all that parted you was the air in between, and the rift you caused in order to protect yourself.

    Protect yourself. Yes. You had to do that once more. Who knew what would happen if he came too close? Maybe the pain would start now when he was close enough to touch you? Who knew? Hanahaki was not only a bitch, but a real mystery, still, even to you. 

    Out of instinct, you took a step back when he grew too close for comfort. A slight wrinkle in his eyebrows said enough, but he didn’t comment on your behavior. Thankfully.

    “How is it going?” 

    “Good.” You fiddled with the strap of your bag. “I’m… It’s going well. How are you?”

    “I’m also good.” His smile widened by a margin, only to drop just as fast. His hand flew up, buried itself in his hair to ruffle through it. “So… here for a shopping spree?”

    “No. I work around here.”

    “A new job?”

    “Yeah. The old one wasn’t for me, in the end.”

    Obito nodded. “That’s really good. They didn’t appreciate you there, anyway.” 

    “Oh. Okay. Uhm…” Quickly, you scrambled for something to say, anything to bridge the awkward silence growing. “How are you and Rin?”

    “Oh, yeah, yeah.” Obito looked… uncomfortable, all of a sudden. “It’s going… wonderful.”

    There was a pause in the sentence; one which told you so much and yet, not enough. But it wasn’t your place to ask and Obito didn’t seem to want to offer any kind of information, so you let it be. 

    Instead, you continued to smile awkwardly. “That’s… good. Very good. Good to see you again, Obito.”

    His smile turned more sincere in an instant. “It’s also good to see you, (Y/N). I didn’t…” He shook his head. “I don’t know what happened, but I just want to tell you that I’m sorry. For whatever I did. I… I want my best friend back.”

    ~ X ~

    I’m hyped for it ^^ See you all tomorrow! :D

    #snippet#hanahaki#historicfailure#freakypseudwriter#Obito #obito x reader #uchiha obito x reader #uchiha obito x reader insert #obito x self insert
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  • historicfailure
    29.08.2021 - 4 monts ago

    Weekly Heads-Up

    Coming Up:

    tomorrow, Monday: the next chapter of “Communication is Key”! I have to see if I can squeeze it in somewhere between work tasks, but if it doesn’t come tmorrow, I will post it Tuesday.

    This Saturday, the next (and late) chapter of “Hanahaki - Reprise” will be posted ^^

    Working On:

    the 10th chapter of “The Forest Cat Café” More summer fun and more halfnaked Yamato (sorry not sorry, I will see myself - just like the MC - to horny jail)

    the finishing touches of the 4th chapter of “Hanahaki - Reprise”. Soon I can start to work at the fifth and last chapter, which I can definitely stick to... for once ^^’‘ Maybe.

    The second chapter of the Attorney!Madara fic ^^ Even though posting is still far off, I am already hyped to write it. ^^

    Also, I’m already throwing together ideas for the next chapter of “Communication is Key” in preparation for next month!

    This would be it for this week! Only two more weeks to go, then I am on vacation for two weeks T^T9 Let’s see if I will be productive then... for once >-<

    Thank you all for the continued support! Stay safe and sound you all, and see you all tomorrow! :D

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  • historicfailure
    22.08.2021 - 4 monts ago

    Weekly Heads-Up

    Finally, I managed to write one again. Sigh, sorry for dropping the ball a bit, the stress in my life really got to me. Anyway... Good news!

    Coming Up:

    first, next Saturday I will post the overdue chapter of The Forest Cat Café! :D Some summer feelings, some closeness, some bonding! What else could we want (except for on-time posting...)

    then, the Saturday after that, the next chapter of Hanahaki - Reprise will follow! Basically, I will resume with my schedule ^^

    at the 30th of August, the next chapter of Communication is Key is due! It will be glorious, really soft, and yet I have managed to put in some angst yet again >-<

    Working On:

    the 10th chapter of The Forest Cat Café! More summer feelings and some... well, you guys will see ;D We see more of Yamato, quite literally!

    the next chapter of Hanahaki - Reprise! This will be quite angsty, with lots of feels, and all the drama!

    I also... well, finished the August prompt for Communication is Key, so I will start the September one. The prompts for the next month are “Fated/Dirty Little Secret” ... You guys can maybe see where this is going ;D

    Also, I’m trying to catch up on some other requests/fics I’m working on.

    And after all this time... you deserve some snippet of my upcoming updates/fics. Here is the start of the next chapter of Communication is Key! Let me know if you guys want to see some other snippets ^^

    ~ X ~

    Mission after mission after mission. Cursing under your breath, you looked at the new order in your hands, the handwriting on the scroll as neat and proper as the school report of a diligent student. Lately, there just wasn’t an end to it. Fuck, you wanted to relax a bit, did you really have to get injured for a few days off in the hospital?

    Since the dreaded heat wave, you were constantly on and about. A group of bandits terrorizing the defenseless outskirts of the Land of Fire, Kumogakure trying to instigate a minor incident at a political event,  missing-nin of different shinobi villages running rampage and causing destruction. Weeks of travelling back and forth, days of recon and spying, minutes of violence, only to return to the boring travels through nature. Just a week of spending in your bed, eating normal food instead of soldier bars, showering whenever you wanted, that would be heaven. 

    And Kakashi. Seeing Kakashi again would also be heaven. 

    A month had passed by since you met him on the clearing. The only thing left of that day were the nasty sunburn on your back and the pleasant, fuzzy feeling of being held in your sleep. Afterwards, the back-to-back missions started, leaving you no space to breathe or even think about Kakashi. Only sometimes, on long nights of missions with nothing to do but watch over the campside you and your team resided in, you managed to yearn and ache for his presence.

    Yes, you were that desperate. Yearning and aching. For his touch, his voice, his smile, everything about him. Your crush turned without your knowledge into a full-blown emotion; one you didn’t want and couldn’t name at the moment. It was so stupid to be dependent on somebody else to this capacity, but you couldn’t help it. Even now, as you walked back to your home, the dirt of your last missions not even washed off, you wished you could see him, just for a second.

    ~ X ~

    See you all next week! I’m very hyped to go back to posting a bit more again ^^ Stay safe and sound you all, and see you on Saturday! :D

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