I’ve been talking to a girl for about 8 months now. Our relationship has been incredibly toxic from the very beginning, ALL because of her. I treat her like a princess or a queen. I treat her like she’s the best thing that’s ever happened to me. And in return she treats me like garbage, constantly leaves me hanging and unaware of her feelings. It’s so emotionally exhausting. I’m depressed. I just want her to tell me she doesn’t feel the same, or that she does. But she just keeps playing this game. It sounds really stupid, but it’s hard to explain when you’re not actually witnessing it. It’s hard to just give up Bc she’s the first girl that I have felt truly in love with in over a decade. My heart can’t take it anymore. And the anger just makes me wanna find a different girl and absolutely rail her soul out of her body and abuse her like a slut to take out my frustration. Sorry for the novel but I have nowhere else to express myself and release some tension by getting these words out. Maybe I’ll connect with one of the 750 of you. Idk. It’s all pointless. Just wanna be happy. Why are people like this? I don’t get it.
Y'all my mouth hurts and not even from fun stuff I literally just went to the dentist, and not even in a kinky way I literally got two teeth removed, and not even in the fun way, the dentist pulled two of my teeth out, and not ev