tw: mentions of puking and hella sad thoughts
i got super drunk last night with my friends, which seemed like fun at the time. however, it was apparently the hottest day of the year in the uk, so i was overheating like crazy. combine that with the fact that i barely ate and was mixing drinks, and what do you get? puking. lots and lots of puking. i also faintly remember revealing my love for girl in red to some of my friends (👉🏼👈🏼) and my depressive thoughts to my parents, so that’s great!! i don’t even remember everything i said, and i feel terrible for upsetting them. i was crying a lot last night too, so overall i was just a (literal) hot mess. fucking fantastic!