soooo yesterday i was yelled at until i cried and i’ve been up all night thinking about it and i wish i could have a hug :’(
Nothing hurts quite as bad as feeling unheard. What hurts worse though is being blatantly ignored by the one person who made you feel heard.
Mir geht’s um das „in guten und in schlechten Zeiten“.
Ich will nicht nur deine guten Tage. Ich will auch bei dir sein, wenn alles wieder scheiße ist. Ich hab gesagt, ich bleibe. Dann lass mich doch auch da sein?
at this point i really don't believe anyone is out there that will truly fall in love with me
Sometimes I really wish I could reconnect with people I used to know that I've hurt in some way and just apologize.
I know a lot of the times the way I lashed out was justified because of the circumstances but I guess I just have too much empathy? Like I don't wanna hurt peoples feelings????
I dunno. I do it in the moment and then regret it later I guess lmao
Life is hard sometimes.
♚ “ @eventide ASKED ; “ i’m so , so sorry . you didn’t deserve that . “ // chopped starters
𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝐀𝐒𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐈𝐎𝐍, 𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝐃𝐀𝐘... the lord commander could only shrug a shoulder in a manner so half hearted, eagerness to let the passerby’s hiss in their direction to fall out of the other ear.
‘twas an action easier said than done, of course, especially when one was a soul of the more... sensitive variety, shall we say. for many years had aymeric concerned himself too much with the opinions of others, much of which was far from constructive criticism... some, blatant attacks on his personage beyond his pauldrons && his quill against parchment, his very existence controversial from the start. hm. perhaps, upon deeper thought on the matter, it was safer to think ill of a babe than it was to think ill of a man of such status && power, who could without mercy punish those who dared let a single thought pass between lips...
an easy target. one that could not, for years to come, fight back. still wouldn’t. not really...
the elezen releases a sigh, his shoulders lowering as gaze finally makes attempt to meet the other’s own. expression is naught but apologetic for his hesitation to respond, his subtle movements which seemed to contradict the next. one moment, self assured. unbothered. the next, concern that dismissing their opinion as unimportant was in some way a risk or an act of disrespect towards them. gods, his mind ! why did it have to work this way ?
❛ part of my role is to heed the words of others, no matter how uncomfortable they may be to hear.... the least the people of ishgard ━ of any nation ━ deserve is to be listened to now that we are in an age where they’ve the freedom to speak true.... so long as what is said is not immoral, of course. ❜