Small hiatus while I regroup my thoughts and feelings
-$1,000 accidentally overdrawn and I don’t get paid for 11 more days. I have no actual food. No idea what to do at all…
“Teaching” has stressed me out to the point of panic attacks again.
I’m healthy, physically, but not mentally.
My pancake sized bruise is turning dark purple/black and it fucking HURTS.
I’m writing, yes, but posting less because it’s all in my long fic.
But you know what else?
Now I’m getting anon asks telling me my tumblr friends are fake. They’ve said some things that only a few friends would know, so someone who has been a friend here is saying this to me.
Says being my friend was a waste of time and they’re worse off for it.
Says that many of my followers are purposefully only “liking” my fics and never leaving comments to get me to give up.
I’ve deleted all of them, I only posted 1, but it’s weighing heavily on me and I just needed to not hold this in anymore. It’s been a few days of it.
I need me some Sam and Dean.
I need some love…