I want you but I want to be happy as well.
Even thought you’re dead in my heart you’re still alive in my thoughts. (In my head)
They don’t want to let you go but I do.
This tumblr blog came from desperation. I’m not english, so these post will never sound all perfect, but this blog is for me to express my boring and hurtfull life. I’m 21 and already or still fed up with life. I gonna write about my boring days, my side of view, all my questions and my heartache.
yung mga sandaling sana akin na lang ..
yung mga pagkakataon na di tayo nagkaintindihan ..
yung mga panahong sumaya ka pero wala ako dun para masilayan ka ..
pait ang hatid ng lahat ng oras na wala ka ..
sana matapos na to at magbago na
The perfect time is now, just type 19 days somewhere and get hurt really bad
Don’t be mean towards nice people. Its not cool, it’s just bad.
reminder: don’t check up on ppl you left. there’s a reason you needed the distance.
even if you don’t want too.
to watch someone from across the room all the time
to send them a dozen texts at 3 in the morning
to guilt trip someone and try to make excuses for your poor actions
to get their friends in the middle of things and ask them where that person is all the time
to stand over someone and watch them in silence, making them feel so small
to make someone feel so helpless that they feel they have no control over who is in their life
to not respect or disregard someone else’s wants or needs.
to use someones health, mental or physical, against them.
no one should ever have to feel like this. another person cannot make your pain go away or give you happiness. when you find these things within yourself is when you can let others in.
but forcing your presence on someone who does not want it is not fair and is wrong.
I will not tolerate this any longer. i have been patient and kept to myself for too long. I am done
You know that moment you love someone, but you can’t tell them. You can’t because you never talked to them and he never talked to you. Because you’re too weak to go talk to them… Brief, you never talk to them, but you still love them. When you struggle between if you go start a discussion with him and look really crazy or don’t go discuss with him and let him love somebody else.
Yeah, that’s an awful emotion… Trust me, I talk with experience…
#love #impossiblelove #hurt #gettinghurt #talk #tell #experience #life #emotion #awful #him #
Your lies disgust me; they’re pathetic, just like you and your goals to device Innocent people.
So the guys across the hall from me told my friend that they got into a car accident are were “seriously injured” and were at the hospital. BUT HERE IS THE THING….WE CAN HEAR YOU TALKING AND WE CAN SEE YOUR LIGHT GOING ON AND OFF. It is NOT OKAY to joke about being in a car accident ( their response to this: “It was an April fools day joke. First off it is not April 1st your time is long gone to do that, secondly even if it was the 1st you should never pull a gag like this on that day). This is NOT funny to people who have lost family members or friends this way. All of my respect I had towards these people ( it wasn’t much to begin with) was lost this evening. Joking can hurt people emotionally and you must be careful.
I DON’T KNOW WHY.
SOME PEOPLE CAN HURT YOU TILL DEATH.
ALL I CAN THINK, HEARTLESS