I’m always worrying about my weight. Every single day it’s not a day that goes by where I don’t worry about it and don’t worry about gaining weight and being fat and being ugly and feeling heavy, it’s not a day where I don’t worry about it I battle with my weight every day
Losing the person you still love so dearly is sincerely painful.
Anime: Tada Never Falls In Love
I truly hope a man will like me enough to not want to hurt me one day
I truly hope a man will like me enough to not want to abuse me one day
To think that the few actions of a so-called ‘friend’ would leave me crying myself to sleep every night for the last several weeks.
I really hope one day I’ll be with a man who actually doesn’t think that I’m fat
I really hope one day I’ll be with a man who actually doesn’t think that I’m ugly
I can’t seem to do anything right. I keep ruining everything. Maybe shit would be better if I just called it quits.
I want to scream. I want to hit something. I want to wreck something. I want to bang my head against the wall. I want to rip my heart out of my chest. I want to do anything to feel something else than my aching heart. But all I can do is sit here in agonising pain while tears run down my face.
having a tough day with physical pain, depression, and anxiety. been very lonely through it. is anyone wanting to talk? could use someone to chat with about anything or make friends.
loving you in silence is just hurting myself in silence
why?
because loving you is like waiting for rain in the midst of a desert
I know I’ve gotten abused, bullied assaulted and molested all throughout my entire life because I’m just not what people like or want at all and especially because I’m not what any man likes or wants or finds attractive so that’s why they’ve always hurt me mentally and physically and why they put their hands on me and that’s why I have always been the target and nobody else has been because everybody else fits into what they like and want and what they all find attractive so it’s all what they think is worthy of kindness and respect and love and just because I don’t fit into what everybody on this planet likes and wants then I don’t deserve kindness or respect, everyone just thinks that I deserve to get used and abused until I’m broken down into nothing like now I know that’s why I’ve been through the hell that I’ve been through, I know if I was what these people, these men liked and wanted and actually saw as their type, I know if I was pretty and was cute and wasn’t fat or ugly I wouldn’t have ever gotten abused or molested or raped or bullied by anyone I already know that’s the reason why. All too well.
I really hope a man will like me and will want me like how men genuinely like and genuinely want other girls, I truly hope I will be worth the love and affection men give to other girls because they think they deserve it
I sincerely hope one day a man will honestly think that I deserve that same love too.
I really hope with all of me someone will think that I’m deserving of the love and affection and effort and admiration men think other girls are worth one day
these days i seem to be at a loss. there is an emptiness in my chest and it echos with the last birdsong of the summer before the colder days settle. the tips of my fingers are always cold and reaching. always moving. i walk every morning and evening searching for something familiar enough to call home. something or someone to lay on and know my place in the world is right there. for too long, i held onto comfort like a lifeline. i held onto ideals and white lies and promises i knew would never be fulfilled. today, my hands are empty. today, i am a hollow girl in a hollow body in search of a heart, in search of a home.
Anger is what you get because if my real emotions came out I’d be so sad that I would take my own life
What can help keep my child’s eyes from hurting after being online all day for school?
by Dr. Geoff Bradford
Is there anything that can help my son, who complains that his eyes hurt after a long day of virtual learning?
Children spend more time than ever staring at digital screens—on computers, tablets, TVs, smartphones and other devices. All that screen time can take a toll on children’s well-being, including how their eyes may feel.
Research shows that children begin zooming in…
