#i don't Tumblr posts

  • should i tell you how i feel about you?

    #i want you to know #but at the same time #i don't
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  • Since my dad died

    Had it not been for a Timehop reminder?

    The day would have gone by without me realizing any significance


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    I feel like I should feel bad

    #I don't #I don't feel anything at all #It's just another day
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  • Do you ever send a message and no one responds and you think “Fuck they all hate me what have I done I’m a goddamm idiot I wanna die-”

    Or is that just me?

    #Told thsi to someone and they staright up asked if I have anxiety #I don't #I absolutely support those who do it's I don't have it #Being human is werid #Not fandoms #shut up dweeb
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    • brain: what. what are you doing.
    • me: eating frozen corn?
    • brain: …why?
    • me: still hungry.
    • brain: then make food. you have the power.
    • me: do I though?
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  • Me, at everyone defending/otherwise trying to deflate my anger over e-girls and ahegao in my facebook comments:

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    #look #i know you all are weebs but you do not need to defend this #just because i am upset with one aspect of weeb culture does not me i hate weeb culture #i don't #this is just not cool and you cannot defend it. #personal nonsense
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    #real life or something like #what#I'm#help #I can't even #I don't #WHAT IS THIS
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  • All lesbians have a shirt that just says “girls”

    #i don't #but i'm pretty sure all other lesbians do #lesbian stuff
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  • Star Wars #67
    October 19, 1982

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  • I have very little hope of finding another job, which I desperately need, since my current job will barely pay my student loans. I hate that I need another job, but I have no skills outside of retail and I refuse to go back to retail. I wish I was actually good enough at art to apply to some of the like art studio assistant stuff, but I guarantee I am not accomplished enough in that field to even be considered. 

    #At least I like vaguely have a job #i guess #every time I go job searching #I get completely disheartened about myself as a person #i'm that useless freeloader that all the conservatives don't think deserves a good life #and they're right #I don't #i have no skills
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  • Yo, I’ve only just started writing it, but man… Chapter 41 is the chapter none of you expect, and all of you deserve.

    #dawn of aquarius #writing #this isn't a spoiler #it could be anything #maybe i hate you all #i don't #i'm sorry i love you
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  • w͟ḩy͘ d͠oe̡s̕ ev͏e̵rything h҉u͞rt?̕

    #what's happening to me #I don't #w͢ ̴h͠ y ̡?́ #i ̨w͝a̡nt m̕y͘ da̷d #i ̡d҉on͡t w̶a҉nna die͡ ̕he̶re
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  • ME: “I kinda want to watch that scene in Endgame where Steve fights himself after being on the elevator with Rumlow and then Sam says “On Your Left” and everyone comes out of the portals …”

    ALSO ME: “Yeah, but you have to also watch all the time travel babble and Nat’s death and the rest of the movie …” 

    ME:

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    #every time i think about rewatching it #just for a scene or two #i don't #maybe I should make #a version with just my favorite parts #it would be like #30 minutes long #but I'd get to see Clint's tat sleeve #and Steve with the hammer #and hail hydra #and some fun Hulk scenes #with Antman tossed in #yeah #that's my version #and I'm sticking with it
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  • I don’t like the whole awkward first meeting stuff with characters. Who wanna just plot with me? 

    #ooc #this is written like a joke but im serious #i was gonna reblog one of those starter memes and answer as one of my OTHER characters but #i don't #like first meetings #im too awkward
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  • I have every intention of regifting a bottle of wine my friend gave me for Christmas last year BACK TO HER because I don’t fucking drink like she does and so I haven’t even touched it in the year she gave to me lol. She buys me wine for every birthday and Christmas and I just don’t know why lol. 

    #i literally only drink when I'm hanging out with her #she drinks#i don't #i drink socially #i don't drink on my own or just for funs #i'm so straight edge that my anxiety is anxious about how I'm free balling this shit
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  • just checked, and it looks like nobody made an animatic of logan with afraid from the neighborhood, which means that if i had the tools to, i could totally make it

    #i have almost everything in my head #i could totally do something if i had a tablet #but guess what #i don't#sigh #why am i doing this to myself? #sanders sides#thomas sanders#logan sanders
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  • You know what…Ima say it, Charmed Season 2 ain’t as good as season 1

    #charmed 2018 #I just don't like it #I don't #between this and this h*cy mess they got going on #no maam pam
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  • being in grad school has made me even worse at receiving kindness or basic compassion

    #welcome to academia #one of my advisors asked how my quals reading is going #and whether i felt comfortable for a meeting or whether i felt overwhelmed #and i was just like [insert jpg of ''wouldn't you like to know''] #it's bad that my first thought was this is me getting in trouble #it's also bad that i'm too spacey to meet with him today #but i haven't reviewed my notes for this thing in like two weeks #also i feel uncomfortable telling me i forgot how to read last month #that sounds so fake! #slash Show No Weakness or whatever #ugh #sometimes i want to believe i can deserve...kindness #i don't #but i wanna
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  • Me, after watching the trailer for 4 Loves For Winter: thanks, I hate it 🙃

    #sdfghj#I don't #I just hate how Jaehyun can do /that/ #also I'm glad NCT U's making a long awaited comeback #but honestly it's prolly just the classic TaeDoJae #SM can't surprise me anymore #in the words of Amy Santiago #ya just plain boring #what am I even talking about anyomre #anymore*#asdfgh #rae.txt
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