#i just Tumblr posts

  • umiwomitai
    28.09.2021 - 2 minutes ago

    yk over the past 2 years ive slowly realised that ive lost all motivation to do the things that i used to want/like and its been replaced by absolutely nothing so im just sitting here trying to figure out what to do w my life but there's nothing i want so like. lmao. what now.

    #like. idk i think i had plans before? now i barely have plans for each passing day. #i feel so distant from everything and empty uhhhh #i feel like whoever i was before wasnt me at all and now im just. no one. not an actual human being. idk idk.
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  • herrera-n-hayes
    28.09.2021 - 2 minutes ago

    "I am so afraid that I am signing up for more pain"

    Travis still being fearful of the thing with Emmett is honestly something I wanted but didn't expect to actually like hear/see. I thought it was all sorta wrapped up after 4x09 we'd wrapped the whole Michael greif up and would brush over any lasting affects now that he and Emmett are together, seeing how greif and his widow status affect his dating and his relationship/future with Emmett is something I'm personally excited to see

    #they just CANNOT have their first ily this week cause i gotta write a fic before that AND HAVE NO TIME #station 19#travis montgomery#emmett dixon#tremmett
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  • enbyintegrity
    28.09.2021 - 2 minutes ago

    I don’t mind being the most mature/responsible/experienced/what have you. I truly do not care.

    What I mind is the consistent pattern that I’m always the most mature even when I’m the youngest/younger of my peers, no matter the group.

    Because then it just feels like another reason I’m the odd one out. And this time I feel like the odd one out for having a life I had no choice but to live.

    #okay to rb #I feel like this has smth to do with eldest daughter syndrome #or just my upbringing in general #rambles
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  • 10000ducks-whump
    28.09.2021 - 3 minutes ago

    currently drowning in homework and college application stuff. i'm so sorry i have to do this again but until all this work dies down (i'm not too sure when), i'm gonna be posting sporadically or maybe even not at all. gotta push aside tumblr for a while so i can work on more important things lol

    #just a lil psa in case i don't seem too active
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  • lesbianeurydices
    28.09.2021 - 3 minutes ago

    you know when you finish a book that wraps around u so fiercely and literally. like. absorbs u. that when ur done you just like lie silently on ur bed and stare at the ceiling and try not to fall into an existential spiral? yeah. 

    #anyways i just finished the starless sea.....girl help!
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  • fenixdown
    28.09.2021 - 3 minutes ago

    i really need to curb my habit of saying random things are sexy. we got a UI update at work and my first instinct was to go “wow the update is so sexy” in our corporate monitored work chat.

    #i'm gonna get reported in game for this one day too i swear #ooc. #shitpost. #every other raid there's a drg with a lance i've never seen and im lways like. WOW. UR LANCE IS SO SEXY. #and im sure ppl are like uR SeX.uAlLY harassing them but im nOT #I JUST LIKE LANCES OK?
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  • beelovd
    28.09.2021 - 3 minutes ago

    *bites glass* So we won’t be reading the book I was most looking forward to in this course bc the teacher can’t manage time 💆🏽‍♀️😋💕

    #THE SAME prof who is cancelling Thursdays class so we can write a whole paper he only introduced today and won’t even give us till midnight #to turn it in. it’s just ‘by the end of our regular class time’ as tho he’s not going to take his sweet time gradingwgxuhdhxhw #mine #ok this is not a huge deal but I have so much to catch up on before the end of the first week of Oct that I’m easily set off this is soooo #annoying. I constantly have to try not #to fall asleep in this class bc he does nothing to make it interesting or engaging #‘we won’t be reading this book even tho some of u have started it already. don’t let me stop u from finishing tho! it’s really good ❤️’ #ok accept my late work then in exchange. I don’t have any for this class (yet) but. #maybe I should’ve asked for a few hours long extension before leaving class but I was so eager to Get Out it was like a tiny freezingprison
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  • dummydolli
    28.09.2021 - 3 minutes ago

    *day dreams about being a house wife and my only responsibilities are running the household and looking cute n lovely all the time*

    #fuck office work #like im glad to be making $$$ but really i just wanna maintain a home #dummydolli#mine
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  • adversaryss
    28.09.2021 - 3 minutes ago

    ( ...listen i have very specific needs and those needs just happen to overlap the tropes 'cursed knights', swearing fealty to morally grey immortal/divine beings, and getting their shit wrecked by them, i do not ask for much i am a simple mun and in this essay i will-- )

    #ooc#suggestive// #(Iaaiiajskdkkdd deliriousposting go brrrrr) #(75% of my ships for childe involve an immortal partner and i am just yelling into the void over being so predictable Sjdkdkfkfk)
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  • pinktwinkiezoppo
    28.09.2021 - 3 minutes ago
    #dan vs#asks #the only reason I heard of it was because of a series on YouTube that had nothing to do with the shoe #*show #he just happened to be there
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  • magicuniclaws
    28.09.2021 - 3 minutes ago

    OK OK SO

    my hero ep 41, “kota”

    i just

    froppy and uravity,,,, holding hands.... COME ON

    a haunted house is the PERFECT queer date, too :sob:

    #froppy#uravity #tsuyu x ochako #my hero#bnha#mha #i know the forest wasn't a haunted house but it's just prime time lesbian date
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  • oaixis
    28.09.2021 - 3 minutes ago

    hey everyone have an awesome day :D

    have some soft dream team i doodled at school :]

    #mcyt fanart #dream team fanart #dreamwastaken#georgenotfound#sapnap #dream smp fanart #the early days maybe #idk i just wanted soft dteam #they’re so beloved ok #running through a flower field at sunset is lile #peak aesthetics #also hey guys i’m at school shhh
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  • diomedrian
    28.09.2021 - 4 minutes ago

    I have taken three pcms in last six hours. Can someone PLS take away the flu

    #personal #if i dont feel better in the morning. im gonna have to survive on mountain dew. cos otherwise i might just. die.
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  • ayebibs
    28.09.2021 - 4 minutes ago

    Wish I was financially stable enough to have a total mental breakdown.

    #i mean i'm having one anyway #i just can't quit my job and recuperate #so i'll just suffer instead i guess
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  • missuscarlikins
    28.09.2021 - 4 minutes ago

    sometimes i forget how exhausting just existing is

    #i am very Tired #i just want to disappear for a bit
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  • elistired
    28.09.2021 - 5 minutes ago

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    #i write a lot but ive never done fics #after seeing the final of season 1 of loki i I just might #go crazy and write a fix it fic #lots of fluff #lokius#loki
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  • johnconn
    28.09.2021 - 5 minutes ago

    Littlest boy😩💕

    #i love how he just completed 2 rounds in a matter of minutes #if only a certain nightwing writer knew how to write experienced fighters #Damian wayne#dc#dc comics#robin
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  • bi9-wave
    28.09.2021 - 5 minutes ago

    I saw Trevor in better call Saul

    #i know his name its just i know him from gta #lelele
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  • jasperunbound
    28.09.2021 - 5 minutes ago

    Rant about content theft I’ve been experiencing

    It's frustrating that I keep having to make posts like this. But I’m still experiencing the same issues, so another post I shall make... in the hopes that maybe people will finally listen.

    Let me begin by saying this: nothing has killed my motivation for running this blog more, than seeing people repost or plagiarize my content.

    I love seeing people's comments, tags, ideas, add-ons, suggestions. I have thick skin and eagerly welcome honest criticisms, because I want to improve. What I truly hate is seeing random people steal my stuff, or take """inspiration""" from my content, without asking or giving credit or any show of appreciation for what I do whatsoever (can’t even be bothered to give a like or reblog!).

    Seriously, what the hell is wrong with people that they don't realize how pathetic it is to take someone else's original ideas and act like they’re your own? Do you have no honor or shame at all, stealing from other people to fulfill your petty desire for internet points?

    Within the past two months I've seen a few people steal my original ideas and dialogue from my Jasper/Hendrik fanfic. Which I spent over a year working on, between life and school. I'm genuinely pissed. Won't name names because I don't care to involve myself in internet drama over dumb fandom stuff. But it really is pathetic, taking ideas from other people without speaking to them once, without giving them an ounce of thanks or credit, no comment saying you liked ‘X’ idea and want to know if you can use it too. Just because I’m creating fan content doesn’t make it automatically okay to use my analyses, interpretations, and memes however you want. There is a difference between respectful use and ripping off of someone else’s work. And there’s a difference between someone I know/have spoken to using my stuff versus a complete stranger.

    It strips away all my joy and motivation, because when people steal my things it says to me that they simply see me as a entertainment dispenser for their pleasure and use. For the most part I cherish the people who interact with this blog, but if you think it is fine to treat me or anyone else this way, fuck you. It’s dishonorable, entitled people like you who kill my desire to create. When you'd rather steal from others than respect the time and effort it takes to be original and creative, you should seriously rethink your life priorities.

    Between fic plagiarism, seeing people steal my GIFs and people reposting my memes without credit, I'm not happy. It makes me want to stop making original content of my own because I don't want people to keep stealing from me and taking as they please. I understand that once you post stuff on the internet it's largely out of your control, but man, I can't believe how honorless some people are. I'm just one person running this Dragon Quest blog for free. Is it too much to ask to be treated with some shred of respect?

    #Between this and people obsessing over only shipping and talking about nothing else I'm just tired #Like I'm never going to delete this blog or anything but I miss having the motivation to make memes and gifs #Jasper is bae 4 lyf but I simply do not enjoy randos on the internet feeling entitled to my stuff :/
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  • mandoandyodito
    28.09.2021 - 5 minutes ago

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    #I never#NEVER #not ONCE in my life #expected the U.S. to be banning abortion and MY country to pass it as anticonstitutional (banning abortion) #like #it just never came to mind that my country would be progressing simultaneously to the u.s. going backwards #and with a democrat as president #not ever did I expect this
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