#i’m alone Tumblr posts

  • eppysboys
    09.05.2021 - 54 minutes ago

    I’ve ranted here before about a cousin I worry about (constantly treated like shit, parents put her down all the time for no reason because it’s the only way they know how to lift up the other sibling, reactive, manipulative and controlling parents) and a few kind people here offered the advice of asking for her phone number and messaging her light-hearted things and establishing a connection. Found out yesterday their mother literally reads all their messages, and if I were to send one thing to the cousin I’m worried about the mother would get pissed and start shit with the rest of my family.  But holy shit, reading their messages? They’re teenagers!! I think back and my saving grace when I was their age was having that basic freedom and space for privacy. 

    AND!!!!! Guess who isn’t getting dental work that she needs because her parents (who go away on weekend trips all the time) ‘don’t have enough money’ to have it done because the other sibling is getting the same dental work done no problem? :)))) 

    It’s so bittersweet, this cousin is seriously the human version of the rose that sprouts from a crack in the concrete, she is so sweet and smart and kind, it’s an absolute marvel given the household she’s in and the way she’s treated. 

    #personal#delete later #i'm so livid I don't understand how you can treat your own daughter that way #they are so lucky to even know her let alone have her be so resilient
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  • missmissingsyou
    09.05.2021 - 1 hour ago

    I just want to talk to another person like I feel like I'm going insane talking to my plants because I have nobody else to even reach out to

    #personal #I'm so alone i just can't deal with it anymore
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  • lil-fox-gal
    09.05.2021 - 1 hour ago
    #thank you for the ask bb #💕 #if i have to go out of the earth then i’d go to like #mars... would bring the mars rover home so he isn’t alone anymore #i’m so boring lol
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  • mr-and-mrs-sith
    09.05.2021 - 1 hour ago

    darth vader sexy

    #im. SO drunk. #i just need yall to know i would fuck the brains out of that robot man #mf not gonna be able to THINK let alone speak when i’m done w him
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  • strongenough
    09.05.2021 - 1 hour ago

    SIR, CAN U PLEASE EXPLAIN-

    #🎧 ──┇  error 404: self control not found.  ┇   ➡  【 ooc. 】 #[ N.ADJI MY DUDE YOU CAN'T JUST POST THIS AND THAT'S IT.......... PLS ] #[ don't get my hopes up like this pls give me One More crumb ] #[ the way that i screamed for just this One Picture alone ] #[ second m.iles game????????? dlc pack?????? i'm gonna throw money at you either way just fUCKIN TELL ME PLS ]
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  • petesdragon
    09.05.2021 - 1 hour ago
    #i'm isolated enough when i'm not sick #i dont want to be alone #what is it kitten #ignore my ramble i dont know who to talk to about this
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  • rosesvents
    09.05.2021 - 1 hour ago

    Vent. Please ignore lol.

    Hahaha! Fucking bitch. Have no answer to my texts huh? Realize that I’m right huh? You don’t have any right to know which alter you’re talking to if we don’t feel safe telling you. We’re not going to trust you again after all the drama it caused. Sure you were supportive at first, but we fucking overwhelmed you and you didn’t tell us and chose to fucking send our private conversations with you to other people in the group. Fuck you. You know we have paranoia issues. Thank you so much /s for making it worse. You also know we have attachment issues, why the fuck would we drag ourselves into that hellhole again by talking to you? Overall, fuck you and stay the fuck away from us. -Mal

    #i know i'm lashing out okay. #leave me alone and let me vent here. #i'm so fucking angry. #-Mal
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  • invisiblstrng
    09.05.2021 - 2 hours ago
    #This had to get its on quote post #WHEUU #;— the only heaven i’ll be sent to is when i’m alone with you ( ship - jonas/louis )
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  • frenchtoastie
    09.05.2021 - 2 hours ago

    Guess I gotta make that audio post as soon as I’m home alone uwu ~

    Anyway, this is even more reason for attention tonight, let’s celebrate 🥂

    #don’t get a chance to be loud a lot since I’m rarely ever home alone #but I’ll let y’all hear me; u can imagine it’s you who’s getting me off 💖
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  • noirapocalypto
    09.05.2021 - 2 hours ago

    Just got hit with a sudden wave of loneliness. Dunno what it is or why it came on. Sometimes I’m just tired of being alone all the time, I guess.

    #it’s hard to make friends with similar interest in person #and I’m too unattractive and asexual to even attract anyone in terms of dating #sometimes I’m okay with it #I’ve sorta made my peace with the fact that I’m probably going to be alone for good #but sometimes it scares me
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  • captainjonnitkessler
    09.05.2021 - 2 hours ago

    Why is there so much discourse on my dash today. what did i do to deserve this

    #i'm so tired. leave me alone
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  • grldivision
    09.05.2021 - 2 hours ago

    sighs.

    #i’m so alone <3 #never good enough <3 #i’ll always be the weird / quiet / lonely one <3
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  • doublesadside
    09.05.2021 - 2 hours ago

    Here we go again ...

    Ya se que siempre te he valido kk

    #im broke #you broke my heart #i'm broke #notas de amor #sad quotes#sadgirl #alone in the dark #alone with my thoughts #always alone #frases en español #texto de amor #citas de amor #desamor#desastre#rechazó
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  • 1001lobotomies
    09.05.2021 - 2 hours ago

    well I’m drunk time to listen to zeppelin in bed

    #if I were popular this would get dean speech bubbled and I am aware of that #but this is genuinely what I do when I’m intoxicated alone
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  • petitprincekiryu
    09.05.2021 - 2 hours ago

    . . . . サササ. . . . *slide* 

    #( outofwings. ) #( shitpost. ) #( Got this notification on my phone #yesterday #and I reacted as THIS #although Mr.H doesn't tease as often as J does #I had that vibe of him bragging #about how much Neku praises him / CAT #and my J's here like: Yes... I know. I was /there/ when he said it #can we move on now ?? ? #lkdjglsk in actual DS game Neku spoke highly #of CAT with Josh and Josh alone #but the animation had to include H #and for that i'm /laughing/ #especially when it takes a ton of effort #to get my Joshua to feel jealous #pouting is one thing; but jealously #is a whole complete story ) #( also essentially he likes CAT's work #which is why he keeps it around the city #it's just that smug + Neku praises #that clicked a bit of that jealousy bit ) #( rant over i'll go back to working #on my deliveries hhh ) #✘ ;; Spoilers
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  • gatlily
    09.05.2021 - 2 hours ago

    I want someone to love me-

    #vent post #Or someone who helps me feel less alone #i’m so tired
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  • invisiblstrng
    09.05.2021 - 2 hours ago

    @myhiraeth said,  “ you should be scared of me. i like that you’re not. ”

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    Jonas was chewing on the inside of his cheek, absent mindedly playing with a stick he hand picked up off the ground as he stared into the fire that blazed between them. It would be perfect for roasting dinner, if they had any meat left. They were going to have to hunt in the next day or so. They couldn’t expect to go into battle on a moments notice eating nothing but leaves and berries. It wasn’t realistic. They needed their strength. He was stirred from his own thoughts by Louis’s words, and he looked up with a half smile that was almost a smirk. “Yeah? You used to people cowering in fear at your presence?” He laughed a little. “I don’t spook easy. I’d make a pretty shitty rebel leader if I did, wouldnt I? I mean not that I’m a great one, but I would be world class shitty if I got scared of people that easily.” He flicked a clump of dirt across the fire at Louis playfully and ran a hand through his raven hair. “you aren’t half as scary or threatening as the Limerian King of Blood and I regularly tell him to suck my cock. I guess after that, the fear radar stops working.” He met Lou’s eyes and winked. “Plus, I like people with passion. How you choose to channel that passion is none of my business. If anything, I think it makes you stronger. A better rebel. More stable in this war than maybe any of the rest of us. You know how to focus your anger and what to do with it. How to make it into productive rage in battle. The rest of us are still trying to work that process out.”

    #;— the only heaven i’ll be sent to is when i’m alone with you ( ship - jonas/louis ) #;— it’s a cold and it’s a broken hallelujah ( answered meme / jonas)
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  • anxietylord
    09.05.2021 - 3 hours ago

    I feel like there are so few spaces I can really be myself anymore. In drag I have a very specific work persona and I treat it like a job so I try to be as professional as possible. I barely have any friends in New York despite living here for two years, so I don’t really feel like I have a social circle. It’s probably gross to say, but I like having my silly little space where I can reblog my silly little pictures, and write silly little stories about batman villains, and just be generally cringe on main and not give a shit. It’s just nice to be able to do and say whatever I want to on here without needing to curate a persona. I guess what I’m really trying to say it it’s nice to be neurodivergent in a place where I don’t feel compelled to mask. 

    #I feel like I've been writing a lot of personal posts lately #I'm going back into a depression period and it keeps me from saying dumb shit on my work insta so #anyway I really appreciate everyone who interacts with me on here so I don't feel like I'm just in an isolation cube totally alone #bird boy squawks
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  • curekiss
    09.05.2021 - 3 hours ago

    i’m so bad about isolating myself

    #shut up gabby #esp when i'm depressed whuich i have been as of late and it's really hard to bring muyself out of it #because if i isolate myself then nothing can hurt me #which has always been the case and so i'm thankfult o have my boyfriend because he helps me not be so alone #like i really don't know how to put into words how much of a hermit i am i'm like a turtle tucked away in its shell #and i hate this about myself so much #i know progress doesn't always lead forward but god. #i know i have made some butsometimes it really doesnt feel like it #sometimes i just wish i oculd be a ghost #becaus ei basically am one #anyway
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  • invisiblstrng
    09.05.2021 - 3 hours ago

    @myhiraeth said,  “ i’d cut my heart out and place it in your hands if it would prove my devotion to you. ”

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    what the fuck do I say to that, Jonas thought, staring at the newer rebel with shock written across his eyes. “Stand up, Warren.” He said, a little quieter than he would have normally. He reached down and pulled Louis up to his feet with a handful of the redheads shirt. “Let’s make one thing clear. I’m not a king, a chief, or a dictator. I’m not royal, I don’t want to be treated like one. No one-” He looked around, actively making a point to all the onlookers. “No one, bows before me. Not today, not ever. This isn’t my rebellion. This is our rebellion. This rebellion belongs to ever Paelsian who’s ever been afraid of not having enough to eat. Every Paelsian who has in recent days, watched their family captured and forced into slave labour, every Paelsian who’s tired of being kept in the dirt whil both the kingdoms around us thrive. I’m not your king. You don’t prove devotion to me by harming yourselves. You prove loyalty by standing at each others sides. By walking side by side into disaster because we know we MIGHT make a difference. ” He looked at Louis with serious, but somehow still soft eyes. “Welcome to the rebellion Louis Warren. This is Nerissa, she’s supplying our camping gear, she’ll get you what you need.” Nerissa, in all her beauty and grace, stepped forward to help the new rebel acclimate. Jonas, for his part, was still a little in shock at the display. His eyes lingered on Louis’s back as Nerissa led him off. He was passionate, that was for sure. Fiery, strong, dedicated to the cause. Devoted, apparently, to Jonas himself. Did he even want that kind of devotion from people? He really didn’t, but something about the redhead made it seem a little easier to handle. 
    #;— it’s a cold and it’s a broken hallelujah ( answered meme / jonas) #;— the only heaven i’ll be sent to is when i’m alone with you ( ship - jonas/louis )
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