I would die for lil nas ngl
I would die for lil nas ngl
todd's scared to tell him. which is silly, because they tell each other everything, and trust each other with everything. even still, he's scared to tell him.
it comes up pretty early into their relationship, and he -- well, he tries to take it in stride.
you were my first kiss, y'know. neil tells him. todd hums. was i yours?
no -- he hesitates. no. there was a girl, in 7th grade. we went out for a bit. and a boy in 9th.
you went out with a boy?
no. we just kissed. once.
now it's neil's turn to nod, stay silent, think for a moment. did you like him, though?
and the girl?
this is the part he's scared for. which is silly, and backwards, cause she was a girl.
um. yeah. i did.
and the anxiety must be radiating off him, cause he feels a hand grabbing his, feels neil looking at him; gently. it's all gently. and you like me.
yes. of course.
the wall is white. the floor is gray. neil's still holding his hand.
then ... that's all that matters to me. alright? i love you. neil squeezes his hand. you know?
finally, todd looks at him. he laughs. neil's eyes are brown.
yes, neil. i love you, too.
when you just gave a really poetic speech about Aristophanes theory of love and moon then sends
bad silly zero 🤪🤪🤪🤪
luka's love language
hate not being able to make up my mind about what i wanna do just because artists are payed shit
finally the attention died down that was killing me
cna I just- he's so rich and just himself, but manages to be personable enough that this guy in this random ass apartment is like 'aight I guess ur fine', pls note he also took off his shoes he also respects her and doesn't even question the idea of going into the room with her, just barges into a strangers apartment instead of putting his subordinate out.
but he also came from nothing, so he does know what it's like to be poor. while I don't agree with his mindset, it's logical to see where it develops from bc where he comes from all he saw was weak people complaining and being weak, while he climbed from absolutely nothing to being worth billions, and did it again in dubious but brilliant situations.
Okay im sick of gimme love already
The fun thing is I am completely 1000% checked out at the moment. If anyone cares to read the drama its in the tags, but be warned its very very heavy. Mostly I'm just venting
This Post is severely NSFW to the point where no one can defend me on it pls look away.
Hwang Junho please sit on my face so I can spread your absolutely delectable ass cheeks and make them clap on either side of my face ... Please ...
hi jhgfdfghjk pweese send asks about things that arent my stories or my interests im having a bad time
WE STAY WINNING YALL!!!
THANKS TO YOUR [Total Jackass stunts] I HAVE [Becomed] NEO.
me realising levanter is one of the most important songs in my life 😭😭
im going to scream. I just try to do my drafts and schedule them for tomorrow........ yeah. no. tumblr just decide to delete them........
@deathwis sent: 🔥 for manny abt saf! // from @deathwis / accepting!
send “🔥?” and my muse will admit whether they find your muse attractive or not.
“uhhh... saf is, saf is...” saf is, isn’t she? manny honestly tries not to think about safiya, because the truth is, she’s kind of his type, and that’s more than a little weird to think about. as much as manny spends time with people like nikita, he’s pretty aware that this actively prevents him from developing crushes on his friends — you know, making things weird. so manny examines his nails and tries not to look too annoyed about answering the question. it’s just a question — and the asker probably has no idea how he actually feels. it was a shot in the dark! they probably think she’s hot, too.
manny looks up through his eyelashes and tries for a contemplative look, as if he’s not already completely sure of what he feels and just reluctant to say it out loud. “i mean, saf’s got it going on, right? like — ” crap, he doesn’t have a one-liner ready. he lets his hands fall with a slap onto forest-green-clad thighs, rubs them back and forth like he’s trying to start a fire with the friction. an unintended laugh. “ — i dunno! saf’s attractive, yeah. is she going to kill me for saying so? maybe, but you know, that’s on you for asking.” thank god, he thought of something funny to say. he’s not looking forward to spilling his guts, to saying the whole entire truth, because that’s just a little bit too close to real vulnerability for his liking. “if you find a dead body at the side of the road or whatever...” accompanied, of course, by a click of the tongue, “you know. i want it on the record that this is why.”
a sigh is heaved, dark eyes moving almost guiltily to the side as he resists the childish urge to gnaw at his bottom lip. he’s always got to beat these old insecurities back with a stick, doesn’t he? the truth is, safiya has an easy confidence about her that he admires. admires a lot, actually. and her grounded, serious, intellectual nature — something mat shares, something jc shares, both of whom are admittedly also pretty hot — is something that manny really likes about her. she has it in spades, to the point where his heart flutters when she sets her sights on him. and he’d be lying if he said he didn’t have maybe a little bit of a crush on her. not that he’d let it show, or say anything about it, since she just seems so uninterested.
he hits both hands on his lap once more, a sure sign of his nerves. privately, he’s hoping that his foundation is thick enough to conceal how hot he thinks his cheeks are. “but, yeah, i mean, if she was interested, sure, i mean... sure.”
i write , [surprised]