i just want someone I can watch my favorite movies and shows with
i just want someone I can watch my favorite movies and shows with
“You know what comes after summer? I ‘fall’ in love with you..”
..and after winter, spring, and every other day of the year, haha - eUë
Heute Nacht habe ich mal wieder von Jana geträumt. Von Jana und davon, dass sie mir einen Terminvorschlag im Geschäft eines Schuhverkäufers gab, als wir uns da zufällig trafen. Die nächsten Tage fuhr ich zu ihr, also nicht direkt, sondern in ihren Ort, um dort einkaufen zu gehen, um dort auf das Stadtfest zu gehen. Und wir sahen uns. Mehrmals. Und sie wurde wütend. Wütend darüber, dass wir uns so oft gesehen hatten, in ihrem Ort, dass das kein Zufall sein konnte, dass ich zu viel über sie wisse. Dass wir nun keinen Termin mehr bräuchten. Sie würde nun mit ihrem Mann und Kind auf dieses Stadtfest gehen. Allein.
- Albträume 🤯☁️
never thought that i could love you more than i did, but baby i do. 🖤💍🥺
Extraño mucho a mi persona favorita
pisces venus ♊️
I dream I knew I couldve stayed into, I wish you were that close to me, distance and approach. I don’t know how can I ever tell you this feelings I have for you…
From the bottom of my heart I really miss you. I beg you to come back to me. Please.
Off The Top!
I’m done pouring energy into something that’s not worth it.
I’m done trying to believe that you were always perfect.
I’m done believing I was either.
Today I watched you by the fire and I thought no one could ever be as beautiful as you.
Last Wednesday, I was closing the liquor store with my coworker, Omar. I asked you to bring me some coffee, because it was the day before Thanksgiving and (apparently) everyone wants to get drunk. I told you when you show up with coffee, to just let me know you were there and I’d run out to your car, instead of having you come in the store and potentially see someone you’ve arrested.
“I’m here” you send me. I head out the door and over to your car to retrieve my coffee. I asked if you were east side or west side today, and you said east, so I asked “So I’ll see you later tonight?”
“Yeah, but I want to hang out with you, not necessarily watch your store.” I smiled really wide, told you I’d be able to do that, and that I’d see you in a little bit, just let me know when you’re in the lot.
A short while later, you pull up in your squad car and head to the back of the lot where you normally sit and watch people. Omar told me he’d be back, and he went to go talk to you and apologize for freaking out on you last August, and embarrassing you in front of your partner.
As Omar’s out there, I text you and said “Y’all better not be talking shit” and you responded “you know we are don’t hate.” I continue my sweeping and wait for Omar to come back in. When he did, he was smiling and said “I really like that dude he’s cool.” I respond “Yeah, it’s my turn to go chat.”
I text you and ask if you would like anything to drink from inside, and you respond “no, thank you. Actually jk, do you guys have Sprite?” I dug to the back of the cooler to give you a nice cold one and I walked on over to you. You told me you weren’t feeling the greatest, and you were assuming it was something you ate. I asked how yours and Omar’s conversation went, and you said “I like him. He’s a pretty cool dude. He’s funny.” I sat and chatted with you for over half an hour, smiles and all. You had a call you had to respond to, but you said “I’ll be back soon, I’ll keep you informed.” I head back inside and tell Omar that you also like him as much as he likes you.
As your call ended, you texted me and said “well that was fun” and I texted and said “So are you on your way back?” I finish up my stuff, and Omar cuts me an hour early. I text you again saying “So do you want to hang out or…” and you responded “Sure, I just got back.”
I went and stood by your car for almost an hour, just chatting, making fun of the people who were pulling up to the store. You’re such a nice officer that you flashed your brights’ at someone while they were pulling out of the lot without their headlights on, and you said “I don’t want to pull someone over out of your lot, that makes me look like an asshole and makes you guys lose business.”
We continue talking, we got on the topic of Thanksgiving and you said “Oh, it’s after midnight. Happy thanksgiving Rebekah.” and I responded “Happy thanksgiving Dale, I’m so thankful for you.” and you smiled and replied “I’m so thankful for you as well.”
As we were chatting, we watched an undercover drive by us, and you look to see who it is “oh, it’s a rookie, that’s why they’re over here right now.” We continue talking and we see them head back up by us. “I wonder if they see you perched by my car like this” you state, and I respond “Well I can go away if you want me to.”
“No, I don’t want you to go away. I’m just not sure what they’re doing.” A car pulls out of the lot, and we see the undercover make a U-turn and follow them. “I should go make sure they’re okay.” You said and you get your car in motion. “Text me later” I said and you responded “Maybe, who knows. I like to keep you on your toes.” You wink at me, and sped off in the direction they all went.
Later on on Thanksgiving, you text me “Happy Thanksgiving.” We already had that conversation, so I really enjoyed that I was on your mind and you wanted to text me that. I text you back and said “Happy thanksgiving, I’m thankful for you.” and a short while later asked if you were able to get me coffee again. “I’m not sure, it’s thanksgiving so a lot of places are closed.” “I understand, so i’m okay either way. Are you east or west?” You responded that you were west, so I knew I wasn’t going to see you that night.
Without your cop presence in my lot, I dealt with far-too-many drunk, rude, loud, arrogant customers, that I lock the doors five minutes early. I was over it. I texted you that I was over it, and you responded the following morning “I’m sorry you had a rough night at work.” I left you on read, and went about my double at the restaurant on black Friday.
As I’m leaving the restaurant to go get myself some more cigarettes, you snapped me. Apparently you don’t like to be left on read, even though you do it to me constantly. You got a new, signed record from one of your favorite bands, and I snapped back and asked if you had a record player. You snapped me a picture of your face, I fell in love ALL OVER AGAIN, and you said “Hopefully for christmas” and I asked if you knew who was getting you one or if you were just hopeful. “I hope my parents get me one.” you respond, so I said “So dooooont buy what’s in my amazon cart right now.” and you said “Depends on what’s in your cart.” I responded that you should let me know whether or not he gets one, because I’m at 3-4 gifts for you. Your response was “haha stop buying me things.” and I replied “Who says they’re all bought? one could be homemade.”
“Still had to buy the materials for it.”
“Or I’ve had the materials for years and I’m just now using them. Also, you refuse to take money from me every time I ask for a coffee, so maybe this is just my way of paying you back.”
We didn’t talk much over the weekend. Today (Sunday) we had plans for you to show me the Lord of the Rings movies, and I managed to get there at 7:30am Sunday morning to watch one, and you send me home because you forgot you had a dentist appointment in Chicago so you needed to leave for your parents later on in the day.
I wish I could’ve napped with you before you left. I wish we could’ve had more time together today, like was planned. It’s okay, I know this isn’t the end. Not quite yet, we have at least another 2-3 movies to watch together.
Supe que estaba enamorada porque al masturbarme pensé en ti.
Yo, chicken mcnuggets: haven’t tried them but i want to
Also I’m happy
I’m falling in love!
and after all this time i still choose you over everybody else