#inner thoughts Tumblr posts

  • my-brain-is-still-thinking
    06.12.2021 - 30 minutes ago

    About life and suicide and being good to yourself:

    I want to consume life in the best possible way.

    I want people to heal,

    I want to watch the birds sing and hear their songs. The stars are gorgeous on a clear night, eating healthy foods makes my body feel good, loving myself feels beautiful, loving everyone else feels like flying.

    There is information about myself and the world and the universe at my very own fingertips.

    I have the power to spread joy,

    I have the power to spread love,

    I can feel pain but I can also feel pleasure. Most importantly pleasure.

    What is pleasure?

    It is an intense feeling of positive satisfaction. Like happiness.

    What is happiness?

    It is a feeling of great joy that stems from overall life satisfaction and overall human well being.

    IN MY OPINION, I THINK THIS IS ABSOLUTELY GOOD.

    what do I mean by “good”?

    By this, I mean what is humanly right and morally okay.

    IN CONCLUSION:

    It is humanly right and morally okay to be GOOD to yourself.

    I think one reason to keep on living is for feeling good and spreading goodness around.

    I guess that’s 2 things.. but yeah while no other creature commits suicide the way that humans do, on the same hand I believe no other creature can experience life with such great pleasure and has the power to change minds the way humans do, and I think that is something to live for.

    #life#happiness#happy thoughts#my thoughts#journal thoughts#tw suicude #be good to yourself #be good to each other #inner thoughts#happy#pleasure#humanity#nice#daily life#positive thoughts#good health#good#self love#love#depression #dealing with emotions #dealing with pain #dealing with mental health #dealing with death
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  • yourlocalsewerdragon
    06.12.2021 - 1 hour ago
    #dragon shows what you seek #~silvercrane14~ #ask games my beloved <333 love lettin ppl peek into my inner thoughts a lil bit aside from the occasional rant post #tw caps
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  • reidsacademia
    05.12.2021 - 1 day ago

    me every year without fail

    #i just thought about how close my bday is and it doesn’t feel like it because my school brain is still on #to be fair it never feels like my bday but let’s not get into that 😁 #but ya i just never expect it and then the day comes and whaddaya know i’m crying #the feminine urge to sob on ur bday #syds inner monologue
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  • jinns-randomness-nonsense
    04.12.2021 - 1 day ago

    My goal in life is to go to a foreign country for a week or two, fall in love with a local woman, tell her I’ll be back for her, somehow lose all contact with her, not return for 10 years because I’m unable to, randomly see her across the street somewhere, run over to her and whisk her away to a cottage in the countryside and live happily ever after with her

    #jinns life#jinns mind #jinn the storyteller🤍🤍 #jinns inner thoughts
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  • ladywishflyinabonnet
    04.12.2021 - 2 days ago

    The maze of confusion I am in, either I am absolutely oblivious still or so close to the truth that it becomes overwhelming to accept.

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  • hcpefulmarshmallow
    04.12.2021 - 2 days ago

    ⋆。˚ 💚 ˚。⋆。˚ 🍀 ˚。⋆ -- tag dump.

    #⋆。˚ 💚 ˚。⋆。˚ 🍀 ˚。⋆ -- 「 i was just in the middle of an inner monologue 」 ooc #⋆。˚ 💚 ˚。⋆。˚ 🍀 ˚。⋆ -- 「 i've made peace with the fact that i'm lowly stupid and insignificant 」 ic #⋆。˚ 💚 ˚。⋆。˚ 🍀 ˚。⋆ -- 「 the philosophical musings of a no one 」 thoughts #⋆。˚ 💚 ˚。⋆。˚ 🍀 ˚。⋆ -- 「 report card 」 headcanons #⋆。˚ 💚 ˚。⋆。˚ 🍀 ˚。⋆ -- 「 shadow of the flowers in the ripples of the water 」 images #⋆。˚ 💚 ˚。⋆。˚ 🍀 ˚。⋆ -- 「 how many seconds in eternity? 」 threads #⋆。˚ 💚 ˚。⋆。˚ 🍀 ˚。⋆ -- 「 enigmatic box of sound 」 audio #⋆。˚ 💚 ˚。⋆。˚ 🍀 ˚。⋆ -- 「 you are definitely someone who embodies hope 」 boost #⋆。˚ 💚 ˚。⋆。˚ 🍀 ˚。⋆ -- 「 do your best miss protagonist 」 self boost #⋆。˚ 💚 ˚。⋆。˚ 🍀 ˚。⋆ -- 「 a frightening liminal space between states of being 」 comm #⋆。˚ 💚 ˚。⋆。˚ 🍀 ˚。⋆ -- 「 i don’t mind if you just want to see me naked 」 crack #⋆。˚ 💚 ˚。⋆。˚ 🍀 ˚。⋆ -- 「 your gracious invitation make me want to cry 」 memes #⋆。˚ 💚 ˚。⋆。˚ 🍀 ˚。⋆ --  misc
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  • youaremysunshinekt
    03.12.2021 - 2 days ago

    I will never not imagine life with her until the end of my days. My heart and soul refuse to accept anything else. If she can only be mine in my imagination then so be it. I will never not write about her. All my stories, poems, essays, etc. feature her. She'll forever be my main source of inspiration and as that she is timeless.

    She is my eternal muse. She is the ink that's flowing through my veins, spilling out of me. It's funny how only when looking back at my older works in my files I realized that long before we first met, I used her name for the love interests of my protagonists, at least when writing alternate universe stories.

    Interestingly enough, the protagonist herself tends to face lots of hardships before eventually getting together with her love interest, or in some cases, she ends up tragically losing her, or they never actually end up together, it's one-sided, etc.

    Foreshadowing much? I wonder. It's crazy too how I never noticed back then that I kept using that specific name for the protagonist's love interest. Only now, months later, sometimes a year later even, I noticed it. At the time, it seemed like the most natural thing, so much so, that I didn't even question it.

    Now in recap, I could've known, figured that name might hold a certain significance to me, that there was a reason why I seemed to be so drawn to it, kept using it.

    The mind is a curious thing and mine seemed to have known way before I did and tried subconsciously relaying messages to me. Remember that name. If you meet someone who is called that way, it's a sign and they are very important.

    Well, I know that she is, but the same very much doesn't seem to apply vice versa. Sadly, only because someone so happens to be love of our life doesn't always necessarily mean they feel the same way about us in turn.

    All I know is that I will hold those feelings in my heart for as long as I live and her name will forever hold a special meaning to me, just like J/7, the ones who in a way brought us together, made our lives cross, if only for a little while.

    I got to have a little taste of true love and happiness and I will treasure it dearly for all of eternity.

    Your light will forever stay the most hauntingly beautiful memory.

    Time may pass, but my love for you will prevail, it is timeless.

    For the rest of my days in this current existence, I will imagine being by your side. I'm not alone. In my heart, you are always right here with me, no matter where I go or what I do.

    When I close my eyes at night while lying in my bed, I can almost feel the ghost of you holding onto me, spooning me, whispering that everything will be alright, to not forget you, that you're right there and that I shouldn't give up hope, that you love me too, so much and that you will always be by my side.

    Our souls are connected, I know this much. We share this deep, profound bond. This will never cease to exist. So, in a way, we have always and will always be together, linked.

    Sometimes, when I close my eyes, I can almost hear your laughter, see your smile and it feels so bittersweet.

    I sincerely hope that you are happy, no matter where you might be, who you might truly be, no matter where life may take you.

    I wish you all the best because you deserve it. Please, make sure to take care of yourself, stay healthy, be well. Try watching over your emotional and mental health. Those two are crucial to maintaining your overall health, I'm speaking out of personal experience here.

    Don't be like me, please. Enjoy and live life to the fullest, make great experiences, go out, meet new people, travel, have fun, do things you enjoy, don't think about tomorrow.

    But always make sure to rest in between, sleep as much as possible to restore your energy, get enough hydration and nutrition and listen to your body's signals.

    You got this! I will always believe in you. Even if you might not believe it now, you are so strong, powerful, worthy, amazing.

    Don't let anyone tell you otherwise. Do your thing, follow your dreams and always listen to your heart, it knows what's best for you.

    #writer's thoughts#inner musings#my seven#anna#lesbian #dedicated to her #my forever muse #the one who holds my heart #my one and only love #hopeless romantic #insane sapphic yearning #i'll never forget you #please take care my darling #in my heart we are together #our souls will forever be entwined #soulmates
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  • asutoriel
    03.12.2021 - 2 days ago

    cant think about the whole. heartache was supposed to be used for the joker battle thing w/o feeling a little bit insane

    #then my brain takes a wild jump to the 'seam was toriels childhood plushie' theory and i go further insane #these thoughts are barely tangential i have a rich inner mind or whatever the fuck #clown shoe noises
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  • drakesmistakes
    03.12.2021 - 2 days ago

    Morning thought session number 1,728

    You know there really is such a thing as pretty privilege. But I also feel like there's something as like pretty endangerment? Like the more attractive you look the more you really actually have to start worrying about your sense of safety, cuz I'll be forgetting that people are crazy bro. Forget that people are crazy and, people are weird and, I'm messing round with a dude that attracts a lot of crazy chaotic energy. Like when you start to become more physically attractive, you draw in more energy and no one really talks about how to maneuver that. I talked to this one girl who I feel like is going to be my work bestie, and I wonder if what's happened to her will happen to me. You get here and you're really nice looking so you're the talk of the store, and then all of a sudden people just don't like you anymore. Or Stephanie, who a lot of people don't like. I always try to make my work environment a friendly one but that's also because I know that at some point in time I'm going to need allies and it's not going to be fun to try and get help from people who don't really enjoy speaking to me, so once again changing my behavior for the sake and the feelings of others but it is what it is. There's like two people I know of that I think have crushes on me but there could be more. And my man keep trying to tell me, you know, my mom too, you know, I'm an attractive person. People going to be drawn to me regardless of what I do, because of the energy I carry, and I can't do nothing about that. In a way it sucks cuz you make people crazy by accident or you help boost enhance that crazy without really realizing it. It wasn't until the first of this month I realized I could do that I used to have a FWB relationship with, I finally realized that this man liked me, possibly liked me like to me, and people until I'm well versed in my own new relationship. I keep telling everybody I'm not shit, I don't know why they won't listen, once again the late great Angelou said "When somebody shows you who they are, believe them". Not only have I forgot to do this for people, but I think people forget to do this for my sense of character as well, because they go in based off of what they see. They think that this is the honest true to God me. And the only reason why this me can flourish is because the inner me is a depressed piece of shit 😭 lmaooo, thought I was about to big up myself, you thought lol. I digress

    Like I want to live my life regularly, but I know that the more attention I get the more things can spark up, I don't have no choice for that to be how my life is going to play out cuz I already know that's part of my destiny but like, people are creepy bro and that shit is not fun. Sometimes it gets a little scary, and I'll be confused if I should just be nice to people and try and just pass it off or if I should just snap right there or be like back up off me nigga. My twenties are going to be very interesting, I see...

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  • thesacredalchemist1111
    03.12.2021 - 2 days ago

    Tap back into your inner child, heal those old wounds and you will see your life transform into a joyful one. 😊😄😁☺😉😇🥰🤩😍

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  • euesworld
    03.12.2021 - 3 days ago

    "When someone cries, that is just inner beauty leaking out cause they feel so deeply.."

    It's a sad kind of beauty but beauty nonetheless - eUë

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  • ilivedmylifeinsideadream
    03.12.2021 - 3 days ago

    mental... mental illness....

    #marina miss gurl HOW DID U GET INTO MY BRAIN #im fr i listened to it and i was like. how. how does she know the inner machinations of my mind. its her inner machinations 😭 #marina#mine #train of thought #Spotify
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  • theascendedpath
    03.12.2021 - 3 days ago

    The level of peace after meditation is unmatched. Tap into your own frequency and feel at ease.

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  • youaremysunshinekt
    02.12.2021 - 3 days ago

    So many 'what if's', so much left unsaid and undone. How am I supposed to sleep when my heart is racing, my mind is questioning and my soul is restless, yearning, aching for yours? If only I could talk to you one more time, get the answers I so seek.

    Yes, unrequited love could very well be considered torture, especially when it's combined with this insane yearning and ignorance from the object of your affections' side...

    #nightly thoughts#inner musings#feeling restless#unrequited love #one side pining #insane sapphic yearning #howling loneliness #insomnia my beloved #why am i like this? #all i wanted was getting to know you
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  • reidsacademia
    02.12.2021 - 3 days ago

    people annoy me way too easily these days lmfao

    #like i don't know if it's because ive mellowed out over the years or people are just too much and i'm the normal one #but i get irritated too easily lmfao #i keep my thoughts to myself and i dont talk shit like that but #i just judge in silence lmao #syds inner monologue
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  • crdjnprd
    02.12.2021 - 3 days ago

    *clears throat* fuck YOUUUUUUU

    #thoughts #in my head #inner circle #the boyz are back
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  • lil-artist-blog-fandoms-ocs
    02.12.2021 - 3 days ago

    So much abuse for what I leave unsaid

    #my art#vent art #citizen soldier song #the timing of this song is like... incredible #hiding your inner demons and sinking in your own thoughts and loneliness #is not good
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  • youaremysunshinekt
    02.12.2021 - 3 days ago

    Home is not a place, but a feeling, a state, often connected to people or one person. That's the tragedy. I want to go home...

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  • chynahmoe
    02.12.2021 - 4 days ago

    Be gentle with me for I am broken but you are built with the pieces to fix me. For the world has let me down and you should hold me up but nah you just wanna fuck. - phatMo

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