Sometimes itās like heās caught me- not against my will, but like Iām running in a blind panic from something else. Thereās a lot of adrenaline, even when weāre just kissing on the couch. Heās serious, or he just has an excellent poker face, so I can rarely tell what heās thinking.Ā āI like when you initiateā heāll say, and so I do, because I like making him feel sexy and wanted in the way that he sometimes makes me feel sexy and wanted. But when he grabs, kisses, grinds back I suddenly feel overpowered by him. Trapped, but in a good way. He gets growly when I tell him Iām about to cum. Thereās an intensity to him that I was drawn to immediately. It didnāt come across online.
Neither of us speak very much when we do see each other- in a pre covid world, that is. I havenāt seen or heard too much from him after the fact. We donāt have much of a connection beyond the physical, we align on so completely I feel lucky, because thatās rare. He lives nearly an hour away and would invite me in the evening to stay the night and I liked it because he has a beautiful home in a quiet somewhat rural area.
It started out awkward as we did most things that werenāt sex in silence: eat, watch a movie, cuddle, get ready for bed. Itās comfortable now. Itās strange how time spent together- even if the time is in silence- can foster intimacy, comfort. I feel welcomed into his life. I never sense any ill will and feel gratitude that I happened upon him. I believe you could create that with nearly anyone, no matter what else either of you have going on in your lives.
0So many people (talking about in life in general) are looking for love through sexual or sensual attraction just because thatās all they know, thatās all theyāre being exposed to. Unless you expose someone to authentic love, you canāt expect them to love authenticly. Jesus didnāt just tell us He loved us, He showed us by example how to love one another. Part of being a true believer is being that example, a light in the dark, steadily pointihg to real love.
0I understand people want to feel loved badly but itās never as fulfilling as it seems in your head when Jesus is absent. Itās good when itās all about Jesus.
A lot of people get trapped in the way is seems and flesh out the way it seems but it still never makes them completely happy because it cost them time with Jesus.
Nothing wrong with affection when itās pure and rooted and grounded in relationship with the Lord.
2Stay you say, gripping my wrist as I slip out of bed. Weekend days are for relaxing. My head realigns with your chest and my palms float across your abdomen. You pull me close to meet your gaze. Whisper that Iām yours.
4Itās weird my tummy is one of my biggest insecurities I struggle with. But itās something about dealing with someone who is super into you, and you feel safe and secure withļæ¼ kissing on your belly š©š itās in like my the top 10.
11I wish Iād known these rules when I started dating 25 years ago!
It would have saved me so many tears and heart breaks from dating wrong guys! And I would have saved so much time healing from break ups and heart pains that I could have invested in much more interesting things then crying for a not matching guy!
The 6 warning signs exist to help you keep wrong men far from you. Each time a man passes the selection of a āfilterā, he gets closer to you and from entering your life, heart, body, and soul. When he succeeds in passing a filter, he is then facing the next filter, which let him get closer and so on. If he passes the last filter, he has the right to really enter your life, and body!!!
In this dating book, I will explain to you how to keep the wrong men from entering your life - an essential knowledge to achieve the desired outcome of finding the man of your dreams while dating men.
These 6 vital dating advises will only serve you well, however, after you have first connected with your true self, when you know who you really are and what you really want. That is, after having let go of your childhoodās conditioned programming and of negative influence. This is the very process I will lead you through in detail in my coming second Practical Guide āIn Loveā to be published in the coming months.
But in the meantime, know that you should be doing all you can to know yourself better, to identify your inner desires and dreams, to let go of your past and to redefine the man of your dreams, and all this from a freed adult and mature point of view! Sound too much to ask?!
Donāt worry, it really is far simpler that it sounds and you may even enjoy the process. Many of my clients do and leave feeling truly liberated and full of new vitality and enthusiasm for what lies ahead.
In the meantime, the following content will definitely already change a lot about the way you approach dating, men and love and will for sure keep the wrong men away from you which is a great start. The next step will be to be able to recognize the right oneDating Tips - How to spot the wrong man for you?
0you cover my body with yours and
we share breaths in this small space.
god watches us, says weāre his muses
we embody love.
your hands roam the expanse of my skin and i canāt help but explore you
your arms, down your back, your chest, your stomach
cradling your face in the basket of my hands and i whisper.
heat curls around us, licks at my skin and at my insides and itās a comfortable heat.
we are beauty and the beast except,
you are beauty and i am the beast.
i satisfy myself by connecting our lips.
my lungs expel in the same breath love and a curse.
every string of words that leave your mouth wraps around my body like lace.
climbing. building. amounting. everythingās fading, everything but you.
the bed and the lights and all noise melts away, churns into nothingness and all i know is you.
youāre my world and i am the space that surrounds it. my heart feels like a supernova and
you plant a seed inside of my body
and itāll bloom.
1Honestly Iām just incredibly exhausted, and I know that. I have to stay up late tonight thoughā¦as Iām not to sleep tomorrow night.
This always makes me face the downside of my extreme independence. If you canāt connect with people intimately, and youāre built not to rely on them, in your unguarded low moments, youāre left with this ironic longing TO long for someone.
0yes i want a gf
yes iām emotionally unavailable and donāt believe love is possible for me because i have extensive emotional trauma and am terrified of intimacy
we exist
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