SYNOPSIS — the 02z, one of the most famous trios in all of belift high. they’re practically stuck to the hip and if together; create a bunch of chaos. so when jake starts tutoring people, park sunghoon gets bored and offers his best buds a bet. whoever wins the heart of jake’s classmate, yang y/n, gets a hundred bucks. it just also happens that y/n is jungwon’s sister, who absolutely despises them.
classmate!sunghoon watched you from afar– not in a weird way, just admiring you from his desk, safe from rejection. he watched as you flipped through the book you were reading. your fingers felt the sides of the paper, your eyes following every word and you soaked in the plot as it progressed.
“sunghoon, just ask y/n out. it’s not that hard.” jay says with a straight face. sunghoon’s eyes advert from you and refocuses on jay. “easier said than done,” sunghoon says, rolling his eyes. at this point he didn’t care about his friends finding out about on his crush on you, they were bound to find out anyways.
“look, you just need a push and than batta bing batta boom, you’re both on a cat cafe date together.”
“no.” sunghoon deadpans. “i want to ask y/n myself. not with some stupid cheesy plan that you have.” jay tsks, and rolls up the sleeves of his uniform. “fine, fine, do it your way.”
just as sunghoon looks away, he catches your eye. you look at him for a brief second, just before you place a sticky note in between the pages of your book to mark your spot. you raise your hand and when the teacher calls on you, your voice comes out clear and assured.
this gives sunghoon an idea.
sunghoon taps the boy who sits in front of him and he turns around to meet sunghoon with kind eyes and a soft smile.
“sunoo, can you teach me how to make those heart-shaped paper things?”
⁽ ⛸ ⁾
when you come back from the bathroom, there’s a heart-shaped sticky note waiting for you on your book. as you sit, you pick it up and written in neat-enough handwriting and black ink is,
to mark your spot in your book, like you’ve marked my heart lol
— psh :)
( p.s. pls meet me after class )
you bite back a smile, and naturally, you lift your head to meet gaze with sunghoon. sunghoon smiles at you awkwardly as if regretting ever being born.
as soon as class is over, you see sunghoon lingering around the classroom, because you’re always last to leave. when you do finally leave the class, you see sunghoon standing to the right of you, looking more nervous than ever.
“hi, what did you need from me?”
sunghoon clears his throat as if about to give the speech of his life. “do you want to go to the cat cafe with me?”
you narrow your eyes at suspiciously but there’s a tone of excitement followed by your voice, “like as a date?”
“only if you want it to be.”
his response makes you smile, “pick me up at six.”
*•.¸ choi yeonjun ¸.•* the heartthrob. majors in modelling but he dances really well so he takes part in a lot of programmes. >:) knows he’s hot asf. [like he should] knows y/n since they were in middle school together. had a crush on her at one point but he convinced himself it was stupid and ‘stopped’ liking her. doesnt understand why jay is so mean to her [neither does she lmao] yeonjun is basically the definition of ‘bf material’ he’s got the looks, the personality, the money even, which is why he and his [gorgeous] friends have many fangirls and fanboys >:) [but he may have an eye on one particular person… and its NOT y/n]
*•.¸ choi beomgyu ¸.•* the trouble maker [are we even surprised?] convinced he is hotter than yeonjun [ i dont disagree or agree… they’re both hot.] also very talented but annoys yeonjun like hell [noneun nameonae SPeCiAL-] knows y/n and they are friends… not that close, just friends. a casual ‘hi’ and ‘bye’ or some small talk here and there :)
*•.¸ choi soobin ¸.•* that one tall friend who teases us all the time. is very soft [HIS CHEEKS!! :( ] has a lot of fangirls too lmao. soobins family is very very high in rankings too so they are well accustomed with the park family. he knows about the beef between y/n and jay and also knows why jay acts like that to her. he knows it all. but he also knows how to shut his mouth. [ in a good way so he doesn’t spread rumours and stuff ]
*•.¸ ningning ¸.•* the girlboss. very very friendly but also kinda scary when she’s pissed off [ but its very hot so idc idc ] her and ryujin would be best friends but they sorta… dont like each other… WE’LL GET INTO THAT LATER. sings like an angel and she may… have…a … tiny…crush… on… yeonjun… BUT WE DONT TALK ABOUT THAT HUSHHHH.
*•.¸bang chan ¸.•* oh the music producer famous friend. makes amazing songs and gets his friends to sing in the tracks sometimes. wants to call y/n for his next project >:) never sleeps. THIS DUDES EYE BAGS I TELL YOU. please give him a break T-T he hardly gets time to spend with his friends but he always tries [ what a sweetheart <3 ]
back to profiles and m.list!
lilYs thots: this smau is going to be very inchresting. and VEERY eventful.
# sypnosis: [you hated 𝙟𝙖𝙮 with all your heart, you really did. and oh boy were you so happy to finally graduate from high school and start anew with college. but then what happens when you find out that 𝙟𝙖𝙮 goes to the same college, takes the same major as you and so does your highschool crush and all-rounder, 𝐲𝐞𝐨𝐧𝐣𝐮𝐧? and why is jay suddenly being nice to you…?]
A/N. at the bottom of the chapter! also ending this au on hoon's day <3 ( not planned at all, not kidding )
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"so what inspired you to paint this?"
"honestly? it was my fiancé."
"oh, you have a fiancé? congratulations!"
"where is he?"
"oh uhm, he couldn't attend today."
"oh, that's sad. by the way, how much is this painting?"
"I'm not selling it. it's really special to me and my fiancé."
"ah, I see."
"hi love," a voice said to your right.
you turned around and you see sunghoon, your fiancé. it's been five years since you and sunghoon were accepted in paris.
you two are still together and going strong. during those five years, you two became your own best friend, family, and most importantly lovers.
throughout those years, you still had hardships. there were times you would fight over petty things like which ramen you should cook ( courtesy of being his roommate, you had to provide food on the table ) sometimes, there was a moment you had a heated fight where he had to sleep on the couch.
but on the same night, you couldn't sleep. you tossed and tossed around the bed but still didn't get sleepy. as you turned to your right, a creak and a shadow were on the door of your room. "sunghoon? what the fuck are you doing?"
"I'm...here to apologize."
"then speak, don't just stand there like some ghost or some shit."
he went closer and sat on your bed while you rose to mirror his actions, "god, I really want to do something with that mouth?"
you had a sudden burst of confidence rush through you. you leaned to the point you were face to face, "oh yeah? make me."
safe to say you didn't get any sleep that night but hey! at least you woke up with a ring on your finger.
anyways, back to the point.
"love! what are you doing here?"
"coach canceled our training since he knew you would be holding your art gallery today."
"I always knew I was coach's favorite," you boasted.
"please, don't get so cocky. you're not even part of the team."
by this time, the client you were talking to left. "but it's true though you just don't want to admit it."
you rested your head on his chest and looked at the painting you were discussing with the client earlier while he did the same.
"does it look good?"
"of course it does, my fiancé made it."
you slapped his chest, "stop it! but I agree with you it does look like a masterpiece."
he looked down at you, lovingly.
"yeah but you're my masterpiece."
A/N. and that's a wrap, folks! thank u so much to every single one of you guys who stayed from the very first time I published this onto now, I love you guys from the bottom of my heart. thank u for staying, reading, and patiently waited. I love you.
seo yn, senior, student council president, always ranked first in every exams. best friend with jay’s twin sister - sujeong. you’re in a relationship with choi taeyoung - soccer team captain - and people are envious of it, but actually you aren’t really happy. you don’t understand why jay always frowns whenever he sees you.
park sujeong, senior, jay’s twin sister, basketball team manager. your best friend, never seems to approve of your current relationship and is aware of her brother’s desperate crush on you.
sim jaeyun - jake, senior, student council vice president, sujeong’s boyfriend, closes to heeseung, jay and sunghoon. you and jake are classmates in advanced physics and you guys trust each other.
kim seonwoo “sunoo”, sophomore, student council secretary. knows all tea in the school. doesn’t have trust in choi taeyoung. one of those who you can rely on.
yang jungwon, sophomore, student council treasurer. mature than his age, keeps everyone in line, especially sujeong and sunoo. one of those who you can rely on.
teaser | profiles two
#SYNOPSIS. you have a perfect life, student council president of decelis academy, always ranked first, have a caring friends group and of course, a wonderful boyfriend. you’re living the others’ dream life. but what if everything is not what it seems?
you’re the type of person to get cold very easily but won’t say anything about it. because of this, heeseung had grown accustomed to this characteristic as your relationship went on, but it wasn’t hard for him to notice if you were cold. even the slightest shiver from you or even one goosebump on your skin would make this boy drop absolutely everything to make sure you were comfortable. heeseung would scold you with a cute pout on his lips as he gently led you to a chair or the foot of your bed, his thumb running over the back of your palm with one hand and a pair of the many knitted socks he’s bought you in the other. you can only swoon as he maintains eye contact as he crouches down in front of you, insisting that you make sure you stay warm so that he doesn’t have to put socks on for you. nevertheless, the smile on his lips and the kiss he gives you afterwards tells you he doesn’t mind doing this for you one bit.
제이 、PARK JONGSONG !
packing up leftovers at restaurants
ever since you and jay became roommates (then eventually started dating), you had unofficially established a plan that whenever you ate out, you would purposely order more food than you could finish so that the two of you would have leftovers to eat. this plan has lasted for years now, but each time, jay doesn’t let you lift a finger when it comes to packing the leftovers away. the task isn’t even grueling, but he’s fully convinced that it is. he just wants to take care of you by letting you relax, allowing you to not worry about accidentally spilling any food or getting any sauce on your hands. it’s cute, really, because jay gets to sit back in silence as he packs the leftovers, allowing himself to enjoy the smile on your face or the laughs that erupt from your mouth when you’re out eating with your friends or the other boys. each time he wonders how lucky he was to find someone like you and each time he ends up almost spilling because he’s so enamored by you.
제이크 、SIM JAEYUN !
blows on your food
jake hates when he accidentally burns his tongue on his ramyeon or hot chocolate, but he hates it more when you do because he knows how much you enjoy eating, and burning your tongue incapacitates your taste buds for a few days. jake hates when you’re not able to enjoy the things you love so for you to be able to enjoy your meal, he would let his own food go cold so that you can eat or drink yours comfortably. he makes sure that either you blow on your food to cool it down or he does it himself. he’s said many times that it makes him happy to see heesung and jungwon running to the kitchen when he makes them ramyeon, and i have no doubt in my mind that he would make you as much ramyeon as you want. jake loves seeing his members enjoying the food he makes, but add his s/o in and it’s 100% better (would also definitely feed you while you’re studying or busy doing something else).
성훈 、PARK SUNGHOON !
untangling your headphones
ironically, you and sunghoon had actually met because you had both been at the skating rink on the same day. he had been out on the rink after his practice had ended, and you, although you were horrible on skates, had decided it would be a good idea to push yourself into the center of the ice…right where he was mid-spin. neither of you fell for each other (no that happened a few years into your friendship) but you had blatantly rammed your body into his, his arms quickly moving to steady you back onto the balls of your feet. the problem was that his earbud wire had gotten tangled up your hoodie string. now, five years into your friendship and two into your relationship, every time he sees the mangled mess of your headphones, sunghoon immediately plops down next to you and starts to work at the wires. a small grin is guaranteed to form on his face as he teases you, pretending that you purposely meant to skate your balance and run into him that day. because as much as he doesn’t want to admit it, the reason he had stayed so long that day even after his three-hour practice was because he had seen you.
선우 、KIM SUNOO !
doing your hair
would 100% love to do this (just compliment him for it though, don’t be like sunghoon lol !!). he already does this for the members so he would no doubt do your hair in a heartbeat if you ask him to. sunoo’s always got some form of skinship with you, and i feel like one very subtle one when you don’t want to be all couple-like is when he’s just playing with the ends of a lock of your hair, or if he’s feeling playful, he’ll ruffle it up just to fix it all over again. as much as him running his fingers through your hair maybe be soothing (and sleep-inducing) to you, it’s just as comforting to him because just the fact that you’re in his arms makes him wonder how lucky he was to have someone like you in his life. sunoo would always be looking up no hairstyles to try on you, and would always give his input and go to the salon with you if you ever wanted to get a haircut. this cutie would also most definitely keep a hair tie on his wrist for you!
정원 、YANG JUNGWON !
peeling fruit for you
because you had been friends long before you started dating, jungwon had known early on how much you like fruit, but also how much you hated cutting, peeling, or opening them. you always thought it was tedious and struggled to peel the skin without cutting too much of the meat off, so jungwon just wordlessly passes you a bowl of cut-up fruit whenever you’re sitting at his desk or table doing homework or laying on the floor playing with maeumi. he still gets shy doing it because you always try to feed him. you once handed him a bowl of peeled and cut persimmons when he was doing his homework and his heart burst when you told him this was your payment back for all the times he’s done it for you. he thanked you but then he saw the little fruit-patterned band-aid on your finger and scolded you, telling you that while he just fell more in love with you, he didn’t want you to get hurt. dropped a kiss on your finger then pulled you onto his lap to give you a big kiss on your cheek. he definitely doesn’t let you peel fruit after that.
니키 、NISHIMURA RIKI !
putting away your electronics
it’s not rare for you to fall asleep next to niki while he’s gaming on the couch and you’re working on something on your laptop with your headphones plugged in. it’s not rare for him either to feel your head drop onto his shoulder when it starts getting late (or rather, early). niki, just a teenager in love, moves immediately - but gently - to shut off the tv (even if he was in the middle of a round in smash or race in mariokart). niki closes your laptop after making sure your work is saved, unplugging his own laptop and phone from their chargers and yours in. he makes sure your alarm is on so you don’t sleep in too late, and carefully takes your earphones out. niki doesn’t know whether to move you to his bed or leave you on the couch but he decides to just sit and sleep next to you as to not wake you up. the next morning, jay walks out of his room to see both of you asleep with your head tucked into niki’s neck. niki is craned in the most uncomfortable position, but the way his arms are wrapped tightly around your body shows jay how much his younger brother really cares about you.
⌕. author’s note ; happy birthday to my ice prince and our precious maknae !! love you and best wishes to our talented hoon and riki <3
Mellow speaks: Anyone up for a Jake NSFW Alphabet? I sure know I am!! This was really fun to write, so I hope you guys enjoy reading!! And a huge thank you to the anon that requested it!
A = Aftercare
(What they’re like after sex)
An absolute softie, who would want to cuddle with you for at least ten minutes before he so much as gets up to grab a towel. Jake is quite a sentimental being, so the Intimacy of having sex is quite a serious matter to him, and hence, I see him as the sort to just let everything sink in once the both of you ride out your highs, simply holding you close and telling you how much he appreciates you. Once he does go into aftercare mode though, he will be very gentle with you, asking you if it hurts or if you feel uncomfortable.
B = Body part
(Their favourite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)
He really likes his jaw and neck, and he definitely has good reason for that. He knows his jaw is pretty defined, and he absolutely loves it when you place fluttering kisses on it, or even better, when you gently bite it before making your way down to his neck and collarbone. On that note, he also really likes his neck, and one of the fastest ways to get him horny is to leave open-mouthed kisses on his soft-spot, or better yet, suck on it. And you know it.
When it comes to you, Jake is a sucker for your waist, and wrapping his arms around you is his way of showing that you belong to him. Even when you're having sex, more often than not, his arms are securely wrapped around your waist, no matter if it's him who's ramming into you, or you who's riding him.
C = Cum
(Anything to do with cum basically)
There's just something about you sucking your own cum off your fingers that really gets Jake all riled up. More often than not, he asks you to touch yourself, feeling himself nearly drool at the mere sight of your cum-coated fingers, begging for you to suck on them. Even when he's the one touching you or eating you out, he makes it a point to bring his fingers up to your mouth, making you wrap your lips around his digits and suck them clean.
D = Dirty Secret
(Pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
Not to make him sound like a creep, but he really enjoys it when you change in front of him. Just the sight of you taking your clothes off in front of him with no intent of doing anything dirty makes his mind go haywire. He feels himself grow harder with every piece of clothing that is discarded to the floor, and you definitely know how to use that to your advantage, turning him on while not coming across as too desperate.
E = Experience
(How experienced are they? Do they know what they’re doing?)
Jake seems like the kind to be somewhere in between being experienced and naive, and that often projects into the way he has sex with you. He knows what he wants, but he always makes it a point to ask your permission and opinion, wanting to pleasure you just as much as he wants you to pleasure him. He's always ready to try new things with you, and isn't shy to admit it if he feels nervous about something or doesn't have experience in something, gladly letting you guiding him.
F = Favourite Position
(This goes without saying)
He really is a huge fan of doggy-style, his fingers teasing your clit while his dick enters you at a rhythmic pace. What's even better is that the pose lets him keep his hands securely around your waist, helping you keep your balance while he continues to ram into you.
G = Goofy
(Are they more serious in the moment, or are they humorous, etc)
Even though he tries to be on his best behavior inside the bedroom, Jake often ends up making things goofy because of how easily confused and flustered he can get. He loves complimenting you, and isn't really opposed to receiving compliments himself (he actually really loves it, but more on that later), turning into a blushing mess with his trademark puppy smile gracing his lips. He also likes to crack soft jokes every now and then, just to lighten the overall atmosphere of the room and to hear your pretty giggles, which he loves second only to the sound of your moans.
I = Intimacy
(How are they during the moment, romantic aspect-)
As I said earlier, Jake is quite the sentimental type, so even if he is busy being a goofball while having sex, he sure knows how to make you feel warmed and loved inside, a happy tingling spreading throughout your body from the sweet nothings that make their way from his mouth to your ear. He loves placing soft kisses onto your bare skin, considering it his own way of showing just how much he cares without actually having to use his words.
J = Jack Off
Jake is quite a fan of mutual masturbation, loving the very sight of you pleasuring yourself while his name slips past your lips. And if you show an interest in the same, then there's really no stopping him. He will often opt for masturbating together with you, be it as a foreplay to the main thing, or as a way of helping you both tide over your neediness when you're too tired or too short on time to actually go all in.
(One or more of their kinks)
I really see Jake as having a huge praise kink. He really loves putting in his all to pleasure you, and he loves it even more when you acknowledge his effort and praise him. Say things like, "You're so good to me," or "You fill me up so well," and he'll be on cloud nine. On the other hand, one of the best ways to tick him off (in case you want things to be rougher), is to not praise him at all. He catches up to your lack of reaction rather quickly, and once he does, he will actually stop moving altogether, glaring at you while he says, "Where'd your voice go?"
L = Location
(Favourite places to do the do)
Jake really loves doing it in his dorm, but since he doesn't have a room to himself, he usually saves it for days when he knows that the two of you will be able to have some alone time. And so, once he's sure that the members aren't going to be back for a while, he sneaks you into his room, making love to you and urging you to scream his name. Of course, this has often resulted in the others walking into the dorm, only to be welcomed by the moans and grunts coming from inside the room.
M = Motivation
(What turns them on, gets them going)
I've said this before, and I'm saying this again. One of h Jake's biggest turn-ons are when you place kisses onto his jaw and his neck and suck on his skin, moaning his name ever so softly every once in a while. Another quick way to get him riled up is to take your clothes off in front of him, under the pretext of changing into....say something more comfortable. The moment your clothes are off your body, his hand will stop you from putting on a new pair, his arms wrapping around your body as he softly tells you to you he wants you.
N = NO
(Something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)
Jake really seems like someone who wouldn't be too much into sadomasochism, or even if he was, he wouldn't really want to go all in. He just can't bear the thought of hurting you inadvertently, and anyway, who actually likes being hurt? Or so he thinks. Nevertheless, sadomasochism would definitely be a huge no for him, but he'll be fine with a couple slaps to the butt or maybe a grip on the wrist that's a little too tight.
O = Oral
(Preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc)
Jake doesn't really have much of a preference, but since he really loves having you lick your own cum, he may be a teensy bit inclined towards being the giver. That being said, he is also an absolute sucker for you sucking on him, his hands caressing your cheek as he tells you how good you are to him.
When he's eating you out, Jake really goes all in, working you up so much that you nearly collapse. Keep praising him and telling him how good he makes you feel, and he will continue to eat you out until he's satisfied. And once he has you cumming, he most definitely will whip up your juices, coating two of his fingers in your release, only to have you taste yourself.
P = Pace
(Are they fast and rough? Slow and sensual? etc.)
Things with Jake usually aren't very fast (unless he's super horny and doesn't have much time), though they often get quite rough, especially if he's in a bad mood or if you're being a pain. He likes keeping things slow, small jokes and laughter interspersed with the filthy talk in the bedroom.
Q = Quickie
(Their opinions on quickies rather than proper sex, how often, etc.)
Jake's not usually a fan of quickies, but he's not exactly opposed to them either. They're usually reserved for when you're out in public or together with the boys, a little bit of teasing quickly turning into into desperate touches, which leads to closed bedroom doors and searches for empty washroom cubicles. He doesn't like the feeling of dissatisfaction that quickies leave behind in their wake, but sometimes, his need to have you overpowers his senses.
R = Risk
(Are they game to experiment, do they take risks, etc.)
For Jake, sex is something that piques his curiosity, and as such, he sure is willing to take risks, as long as it doesn't end up in either one of you getting hurt. He will not be shy to explore your kinks and his own, and will be open to experimenting if it means you can spice up your sex life.
S = Stamina
(How many rounds can they go for, how long do they last…)
Jake can last at least two rounds, three if he's really turned-on enough. Minus the foreplay in most cases, since it is pretty much a given seeing as how much he likes giving you a taste of yourself. Things with him are slow more often than not, allowing you to savour every moment until you're completely spent. Since he loves being praised, I feel like he'll really speed things up if you deny him his share of compliments, saying something along the lines of "I'll show you what a good time means."
U = Unfair
(how much they like to tease)
Jake often isn't that big of a tease, with the only times he actually resorts to teasing being when he wants to rile you up for what's to come. That being said, he will really torture you to no end if you don't tell him how good he's making you feel. He feels like he has something to prove to you every time you have sex, and praises really spur on his ego. So if you deny him his compliments, he will leave no stone unturned in ruining you until all that escapes your lips are praises.
V = Volume
(How loud they are, what sounds they make)
Jake is decently loud, the jokes and praises really helping him gel well into the atmosphere inside the bedroom. And before you know it, he's letting out those pretty moans and soft praises for you, while asking you how he's doing as his voice continues to grow louder. Typically, moans are his go-to sounds, though he often lets out whimpers and grunts too, especially when you give him head.
X = X-Ray
(Let’s see what’s going on in those pants)
Of course it's Jake we're talking about, and so, I'm certain he's very much capable of filling you up and showing you a good time. More often than not, his boner is easily discernable through his pants, and once it's out in its full glory, you really can't help but stare at it in awe, because it seems even bigger when he's hard.
Y = Yearning
(How high is their sex drive?)
It doesn't take long to get Jake all riled up, and once he's fully turned on, he really won't rest until he has had you to his heart's content. And by that, I mean that you shouldn't expect him to let you go for at least a couple hours. He often finds himself really needy for your touch, and sex with him is quite a frequent occurence, somewhere between once every two days or sometimes even twice a day.
Z = Zzz
(How quickly they fall asleep after)
Jake usually likes to revel in the moment, wanting to hold you close and shower his love and praises on you while snuggling his face into your neck. He can stay awake for as long as an hour after having sex, at night that is. He just loves cuddling with you and heading your giggles as he asks you what he did well.
a/n: hihi i wont be updating for the next 2 days as im not free, im so sorry about that!!
summary: being in love is hard. being in love with an idol is even harder. being in love with an idol while being an idol yourself is basically hell. what will girl group member y/n and member of boy group enhypen, heeseung, do while in this situation? and are they even trying to hide their relationship? i mean, holding hands without wearing masks and a cap is basically asking for dispatch to catch you!
A/N. happy hoonie day!!! second to the last chapter ppl! are u ready? also pls tell me if you guys changed your username because if I can't find or tag your exact username I'll be removing you guys from the taglist! pls understand that I don't want to tag anyone who is actually not you just someone who has the same username.
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"sunghoon? what are you doing here?" y/n examined him as he approached the group.
he ignored your questions and turned to their professor, "Mr. Franco, can I talk to y/n for a second?"
Mr. Franco beamed at you two, "alright but be quick, we have a flight to catch."
"yes. thank you, sir."
as soon as they left, you bombarded him with questions, "what are you doing here? how did you get here?"
he shushes you up, "can we talk?"
you scoffed, "yeah no. we did enough of that."
but he didn't give up, "can't you just at least listen to me?"
you didn't reply and sunghoon took that chance, "listen after we broke up, I applied for the ice skating scholarship they have and I got in. I realized after we broke up I couldn't live without you or even be away from you. I fucked up I know that and I'm sorry, I know I will forever be making up for that mistake but I can't do this without you. I'm sorry."
"you fucked up."
"you know it'll be hard to gain my trust again."
"I know and I'll be spending my life gaining it again."
you sighed and looked away, "you really hurt me, you know? I know I overreacted but it was my future, even if you aren't my soulmate this still going to be my future and you almost ruined that."
sunghoon looked down, guilty. the hope in his chest is slowly dying with every single word you utter.
"but," he looked up. "I'm willing to try again."
you rolled your eyes, "yes, really. but you can't fuck this up, not again or else you're not getting a third chance anymore."
his eyes turned teary, "are you crying?" you teased him.
he looked away, "no, of course not."
he made a step towards you and was about to initiate to hug you but paused. he looked at you and said, "can I?"
those eyes who you grew up seeing were right in front of you, staring right at you full of love. you couldn't resist him, no matter how much you pull away you'll always come back to him. to your home.
you took a step towards him and wrapped your arms around him tightly. he staggered, shocked by your move.
and there, both of you stood outside hugging.
to others, it was like seeing a couple reunite for the first time. by the way both of you hugged each other so tightly it was as if one of you was going to disappear.
you can never resist him, no matter what because how could you? when he's your home.
your screen abruptly changed to show the incoming facetime call from lexy and you took a deep breath before accepting it. lexy's face—well, half of it anyways—appeared on your screen shortly after and you were met with a bunch of shuffling in the background.
"how much do you have done?" she asked, getting straight to the point of the call.
"my introductory and first paragraphs, a total of around 750 words," you answered, sighing in despair as you calculated the number of words you had left to fulfill the requirement. "only 2,250 words to go."
"yikes," lexy commented, "that's all? how many of those are in your first paragraph?"
"around 600," you pursed your lips nervously, "is that bad?"
there was a loud clunk as lexy sat her phone down somewhere steady before she fully sat down in the frame. you began to hear quick clicks and typing sounds as she presumably began to open up her own essay on her laptop. "not bad for a paragraph, but your time management is no bueno. i've got around 750 for my three body paragraphs with 200 for both my introductory and conclusion paragraphs, but a lot of those words came from sources rather than just my brain."
"i have a few sources but i don't even know where to use them," you sighed, also setting your phone up somewhere so you could type hands free.
"send them to me and i can pick out some information you can use," she ordered, and you felt the small ounce of stress you'd been feeling leave your body at once.
"thanks so much, lex, you're a lifesaver," you blurted out as you began to copy and paste the links you'd saved into an email to send to her. a few minutes of silence fell over the both of you as she then began to go through the links you'd sent and sent back chunks of information to use in your essay. those few minutes gave you time to think, and before you knew it you were voicing those thoughts aloud. "are you upset with me?"
lexy paused in the midst of her reading and glanced over at you through the camera on her phone before shrugging slightly and returning to her laptop screen. "i dunno, you're the one who ghosted me. are you upset with me?"
you swallowed thickly and shifted your gaze back to your own laptop screen. she was right, you'd been the one to break off your friendship with cali which kind of pushed her away by default. "i'm not sure," you admitted sheepishly. "i think i'm just hurt that nobody tried to reach out to me aside from avon. you kind of took cali's side."
"you kind of didn't really give us a choice but to take her side," lexy answered defensively, sitting back in her chair and crossing her arms over her chest but still refraining from looking at the camera. "you distanced yourself from us and made it pretty clear that you weren't gonna talk to anyone. the only reason why avon got through to you is because she was persistent."
"none of you even came after me when i left the party in tears, and i know for sure that blue saw me leave!" your voice wobbled as tears began burning in the backs of your eyes, threatening to spill over at any second.
"well then that's something you should sort out with her because the rest of us didn't see shit. we didn't even know what had happened until we went online to ask where the hell you'd gone only to see petty subtweets from you! what did you expect us to do?"
"i expected you to be good friends and ask me what was wrong!" your voice began to raise as the tears finally spilled over your cheeks and dripped into your lap.
"we shouldn't have to coax answers out of you like you're a toddler! if you had a problem with one of us or with something that we did then you should've been mature enough to come out and say it to us rather than ditching everyone like we're still in high school!" lexy finally turned to acknowledge you through the phone screen directly, her own eyes growing glossy with unshed tears.
you hastily wiped the tears from your face and let out a long, shaky sigh. "i know," your voice wavered, "i'm sorry. i felt alone and i just sort of assumed you'd take cali's side over mine. you four have been friends since you were kids and i only came in during middle school. i always felt like you girls were closer..."
"that's always been your problem, y/n," lexy fumed, "you assume the worst about every situation and look where it got you this time." you remained silent as more tears dripped down your cheeks that you uselessly wiped away. "the truth hurts sometimes, y/n. i'll send you the rest of the excerpts when i'm done."
you nodded and let lexy end the facetime call, and you sat there staring blankly at your laptop screen. once again, she was right and that meant you had a lot to fix for yourself. picking up your phone, you started a separate chat between you and blue.
Teaser: Four different bodies, four different locations and just one person connecting them all
Warnings: okay guys I'm gonna be honest here some of the members of enhypen here are just assholes but that obviously doesn't mean that their like that in real life. This is purely a work of fiction. Other warnings would again be , Suicide mentions and curse words.
A/N: Chapter 2 is here!!!! I hope anyone reading this enjoyed it, if you have any constructive criticism, theories or anything you'd like to share please do so in the comments or send me an ask!!! I would love interacting with you guys!!!
Jungwon isn't a murderer. But he certainly feels like one. School isn't the greatest place for him from the start but ever since that day it's been worse than before. His constant tossing and turning in the bed didn't help him with his situation as well. The parasite of guilt had eaten him from inside making his stomach and head hurt. His brain tried to confront himself, Maybe Jake did commit suicide? Maybe he was reading his expression wrong? But the back of his head kept whispering that maybe if Jungwon had followed him Jake would not be dead right now. Honestly, even Jungwon was confused as to why he was so caught up in this? If anything, he should have been happy.
It doesn't help that the new counsellor had kept calling him inside the office pestering him with questions that he honestly felt wasn't so professional of her. Every time she tried to pry into him to find out his juicy secrets he had buried he had an urge to flip her and run. Maybe Jungwon was too judgmental but he felt that the excuse to "help students with their mental health" Was all just a bunch of bullshit.
Lost in his thoughts he didn't notice the group of boys that were in front of him and bumped into them harshly hurting his face. He looked up to apologise until the apology died in his throat leaving his throat harsh and suddenly very dry. Park Sunghoon's face stared back at him, Jay and Heesung's right beside him. He didn't realise before but the school had gone quiet. Way too quiet. He didn't need to look around to know that the entire school was looking at them with bated breath. This sudden change of scene annoyed and surprised Jungwon. They didn't care before so what's so special now?
Before he could ponder on the weird behaviour Park sung- hoon made a noise that was between disbelief and amusement. He harshly pushed him back and staked away with his two buddies side by side. Jungwon fell backwards and gritted his teeth. He didn't do anything before and he wouldn't do anything now. After all, it was for the best. The ugly voices whispered again calling him a liar. He didn't do anything because he couldn't.
Picking himself back up and brushing his pants he calmly walked away ignoring the prickling stares at the back of his head. What the hell was up with everyone today?
At lunch someone surprising came to visit him. It was Sunoo. Jungwon didn't know much about Sunoo. All he knew was that he was just like everyone else. There were two e policies that were ingrained to everyone in the school. 1) You remain ignorant of everything around you.
2) Give a shit about someone else and you'll face consequences.
Although it wasn't said vocally everyone was aware of the rules and the ways of the school. And sunoo was just another person following it obediently. While Jungwon didn't respect Sunoo he understood where he was coming from. Nothing in life was ever like the movies you saw on television screens. There was no one that was going to stand up for someone else. There would be no one helping someone in need. It didn't work that way. Life didn't work that way.
Sunoo had led him to a narrow corridor with no teachers or students around.
"What did you call me here for?"
"What? O-oh yeah, well I just wanted to umm tell you something." Sunoo mumbled, fidgeting his fingers nervously.
Jungwon was not one that pitted people, he was too busy doing that to himself but he had to admit that he had never seen Sunoo look so uncertain, scared and nervous before and that just made him more curious as to what he called him for.
"Oh- shit I'm sorry I didn't mean to- listen do you know what people are talking about you?"
Jungwon wanted to say that he didn't give a shit, which he truly didn't. Any other day he would have slapped Sunoo for thinking he's concerned with what people are talking about him. But this time he was careful to pry and not scare Sunoo off. He wanted to know why everyone was behaving so strangely and why any of that had to do with him.
"I've noticed everyone is acting….weirder than usual….why do you ask?"
Sunoo looked down, biting his lip nervously, Jungwon erased the urge to tell Sunoo to spit it out.
"Well-you see. Look there's no easy way to say it people are saying that you murdered Jake."
Jungwon stared at the board not paying any attention to it not bothering to stop the consisting tapping of his pen against the desk even if it was oissing everyone around him offf. And the teachers had given up on him anyway. He scored well and that was all that mattered.
The moment Sunoo said that, Jungwon's stomach had plummeted through the roof. His hands had become clammy and his eyes were wide in disbelief and horror. For a second he wondered if anyone at school had seen him see Jake. He wondered if anyone had seen Jake go in theh direction of well and not stop him. He knew that the theory was stupid as fuck because he was a hundred percent sure that no one was there except the both of them. But in that second it felt like he was made of glass and the entire school had seen through his dirty lies, judging him on why he didn't report this to the police? When Jake could have been murdered?.
But upon questioning Sunoo he found out that that wasn't the case at all. Sunoo's explanation was far more simple and understably even logical. People were talking about him of course they were. They were talking about how if Jake was murdered the perfect suspect would have been Jungwon. Perhaps everyone thought he killed Jake to take revenge.
It wasn't long before the gossip of Jungwon murdering Jake was buried, with new evidence that had come people had quickly found a new topic to gossip about with new and frankly irrelevant theories.
News had gotten out, unsurprisingly throughout the entire school. People had come around and talked about how Jake's parents had found a letter hidden in his room. More specifically a goodbye letter. While the contents of the letter weren't exposed it was clear as day that whatever happened was in fact Jake's intention.
Not that it had made him feel any better. As soon as the news had gotten out it felt like a huge weight had been lifted off Jungwon's shoulders. He felt relieved that everything that had happened was on Jake. And he had perhaps read Jake's intentions wrong on that fateful day.
Another part of him had felt guilty that he was relieved Jake fell into the well on his own. He felt sick thinking that he was happy someone died.
Jungwon didn't believe in the saying that Bullies bully because they are being bullied themselves. For the four years he had spent in the school that sentence only served him to remind him of all the uncaring two faced teachers and parents all of whom had told the same thing to him. The saying was only said to Jungwon in an attempt for the responsible and trustable teacher to get him off their backs.
But this time he truly couldn't think so. Jake as far as he knew wasn't a Royal but he wasn't a peasant either. His family was rich that he knew off and as far as he knew he had everything that everyone wanted. So why did he kill himself? Jungwon buried the persisting question deep inside of him. It wasn't his business anymore.
At the same time another question had replaced him. How did everyone know so fast about Jake's letter? Did it accidentally slip or did his parents decide to tell the school?
Jungwon's body ached. Every step he took made his feet and bones complain. His mind was a whirlpool of emotions today unable to stop the lingering feeling in his mind that something was just not right. Why would a person, minutes away from killing themselves be so carefree? He half wondered whether he had simply imagined that day up.
He got in bed, his eyes and legs welcoming the soft material and curling up on himself Jungwon turned his head. Ready to sleep and forget about all of this. Jake was dead. And nothing else could change it.
That was until,unwillingly, Jungwon's eyes snapped open and he sat on his bed, his eyes staring into black void.
The letter. The text Jake had laughed at. The location which eerily turned out to be deserted and bare. The only people that could have planned all of this and lure Jake into the well were none other than Jake's friends.
At that moment Jungwon knew that he wasn't a murder. But perhaps Jake's friends were.
☁ synopsis you have a perfect life, student council president of decelis academy, always ranked first, have a caring friends group and of course, a wonderful boyfriend. you’re living the others’ dream life. but what if everything is not what it seems?
☁ pairing jay x fem!reader
☁ genre fluff, crack, social media!au with written parts, slight angst (?)
but rumor has it he's the one i'm leaving you for,
it was good when you had someone waiting under your dorm building and walking to school with you hand in hand. your relationship with choi taeyoung was exactly the same in the first few months. when you first met, he was the soccer team rising star, while you were a freshman representative in the council.
the amount of time he walks back to the dorm with you became lessened when he said he needed more time to practice, then the morning walks also disappeared. and those were replaced by you waking up early almost every day to bring him breakfasts.
sujeong found it annoying, not because you always make small noises when you go out but it’s because of the fact that choi taeyoung - your so called boyfriend since freshman year - would never know how much energy he has drained from you or how much tears you have shed after your arguments, all of those were started by him.
one more day of you not hanging out with sujeong and burying yourself in work. jake offered to help and now you guys are working together on the tea table, with piles of paper that look like they’re about to fall onto your heads.
sujeong, on the other hand, is in the gymnasium with the basketball team, looking at her twin brother - the basketball team vice captain - she shakes her head.
why can’t jongseong - or as he prefers to be called - jay be the one that makes you happy, instead of that taeyoung guy who only sees you as his trophy girlfriend?
and that’s when an idea sparks in her mind.
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#SYNOPSIS. you have a perfect life, student council president of decelis academy, always ranked first, have a caring friends group and of course, a wonderful boyfriend. you’re living the others’ dream life. but what if everything is not what it seems?