» Title: 執着eye1
» CV: Masato Kawamura
» Release Date: 2020.07.31
» Label: BULLET
» Type: R18 Drama CD
Loneliness is dreadful, it’s the constant feeling of being rejected and forgotten by the world.
Hachi wanted to escape the loneliness that is suffocating her no matter what. She followed the people around her just so she doesn’t end up alone. She went from a relationship to another, because she couldn’t handle being by herself : the insecurities would destroy her mind, seeing herself as nothing but a mass of regret. She always went to Takumi whenever she couldn’t handle her feelings.
Even then, she feels shame for seeking love from people, especially men. She regrets putting her feelings first. She calls herself selfish.
But, aren’t we all selfish? Don’t we all need to feel happiness, love, affection? Is it selfish to think of one’s well being? If every action is motivated by the need to satisfy other people, our life would be an absolute misery. That’s why I think there shouldn’t be shame for thinking about ourselves when it’s needed. Creating balance between ourselves and others.
I always feel sad when Hachi doesn’t see that she has a heart of gold. She has helped the people around her so much, being their emotional support.
What I love about Nana is that the same trait a character has can contribute to their success but also to their downfall.
At first glance, Hachi seems like an emotional mess, naive, acting on impulse rather than logic. But being empathetic helped the people around her by supporting them and giving them the affection they need. She puts people first, yet she feels guilt for caring about herself. She’s the most emotionally mature character in this manga, being self aware of her feelings, being able to assume them.
Seeing Hachi, I saw myself in her and it made me realize how much I hate myself till this day, how much I feel like I’m not enough for other people. Seeing her being drowned by insecurities hit really close to my heart. I relate deeply to her character. Hachi made me reflect a lot, and motivated me to try to be easier on myself, more understanding and caring on myself and other people.
In conclusion, Hachi is best girl.
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Can anyone name this manga? I remember it was a josei about a married couple and some dating app for affairs (think Ashley Madison but tinder). I think they have a kid together. Someone on reddit is also looking for it and remember much much more than I did so I’ll include a screenshot.