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Last song: winnetka bowling league - CVS

Last movie I watched: the osomatsu-san movie!

Currently watching: rewatching Moominvalley 2019 with the gf ♡

Currently reading: yuru camp manga, also planning to catch up with the girl from the other side + vanitas no carte!

Currently craving: 85c bakery’s caramel pudding 🤤

I tag whoever would like to be perceived today.

Wow imagine if I could stop having NIGHTMARES

i have this struggle in the middle of the day always wherein i become sleepy. i think its a proof that i am not living a healthy life.

but what can I do?

sleep finds me at 1am and for some reason i tend to wake up as early as 6am or 7am.

and in those times, it's like my mind is automatically thinking again of a certain person.

it's crazy that i ended up thinking about the person more than get back to sleep.

its annoying and i can't do anything about stopping it.

that's the reason why i get sleepy at work each day. this abnormal sleep patterns will be the end me.

damn.

i just hope that person thinks about me too.

at least, if that is the case, i can be half as happy on this lack of sleep than before.

well.

a fool can wish right?

Photo dump🤓🌞🌹🥀

Acta Psychologica Panamensia

*This guy look irritable and annoyed*

Me: *says nothing*

*maybe we should continue to bother him* "What's wrong"??!!

Me:*says nothing*

"Something wrong he's not talking"

Me: *say nothing*

People need to understand if someone isn't speaking they probably don't want to.

4/10/21, Saturday

One of my DR's is me as Marinette from Miraculous Ladybug. I was looking at fanart on Pinterest and saw a cool pic of Ladybug as a pirate, and immediately thought “woah I look so good" before taking a second and realizing that I associated myself that heavily-

Things will get better for me. I have to keep telling myself that.

my rose quartz gua sha tool arrived today! 🤍

I try to post two times a day! Thanks for the support everyone! Today has been uneventful, I went out and gathered things for my spouse. They love Wrestlemania I am not a fan I used to be but no longer care. I’ve just been on my Chrome playing Stardew Valley and watching True Crime the usual. Hope everyone is having a good day and staying safe. 🖤 I’ll be posting soon about a case that is pulling me in right now.

4.10.21

i found bts during their young forever era. it was pretty timely because i was getting over my first love and the whole album just spoke to me. i was already listening to a lot of kpop by the time but none of them really got to me like bts did. and so that was how bts became my first love in kpop. listening to their older tracks brings back those feelings, it reminds me why i loved them so much and how i’ve grown to love them individually. as much as i’d love to keep them for a smaller crowd, i’m actually glad that they got the recognition they deserve and more people can find comfort in their songs like i did 

4/10/21 10:10pm

The first night alone out of many.

After you meet your person, you really never expect that you’d ever be alone again. But here we are. Forced apart.

I’m cried out, I’m burned out, I’m stressed out, I’ve reached my limit and it’s only day one. I can only hope it gets better somehow someway and that this will all be worth it in the end.

what the hap is fuckening

Today's good thing

Talked to a friend today. Even though I couldn't see them because the world is the way it is today, it was still nice to hear from them. Sometimes it's worth while to remind yourself that the world isn't just what you build in your head, and the thought "What if isn't really like what I think it is?" can be a good one to explore.

My mind is tired.

#149 Personal Prompt

04/10/2021

“Name A Book That Has Changed Your Life”

being able to get in touch again with the softer side of myself feels relieving. I’m starting over, and I will embrace sweetness and all things kind!

my bf tried to get the lil butterfly to land on him but he was moving his hand way too much :(