#just rambling Tumblr posts

  • monikamarkovova
    17.10.2021 - 5 hours ago

    i still have the jorge joestar novel on my disk that i havent finished reading gotta figure out when to get to that

    #just rambling #still rememebr some of the absolute batshit weird thigns that happened there #and from what i remember there will be many more
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  • kuramapijama
    17.10.2021 - 11 hours ago

    Thoughts

    Yall ever get stumped with how to portray a character? Like I know this character, but I cant damn express what she's thinking, or how shed react to something. Why is that so hard omg.

    Thing is, I know Mikki can be very confusing sometimes. At first glance she looks like a mean bitch, but she's actually pretty shy. Note she doesn't have much friends, she tries to avoid that since she feels like she just not capable. But one thing I like about her, her way of making friends is gifting them something. For real, she'd give u a flower or a fruit, she's just hella awkward lmao. During the journey to Egypt, she once made these ham and cheese sandwiches with baguette, and gave them all to the crusaders. It was a nod to Polnareff, since he's french she thought he'd be homesick. Her way of saying 'thanks for being a friend to me'. Something she isnt able to say with words, lol. And yeah she is impatient so she'd probably get frustrated with herself if she ever had to voice out her feelings. Ah

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  • earlesskitten
    17.10.2021 - 16 hours ago

    ok, i understand why don't want minors in your spaces and it's totally respectable, but why some adults act like teenagers (most in the rang of 16-17) can't have sex or even capable or have the guts to think about? like y'all look like your conservative aunt that think chastity is like a tool to prevent them to have sex. i think at this age (in my case) we are capable of respecting boundaries and obviously separate fiction from reality.

    like calm down. we're doing this for fun and because we like to imagine how a fictional character is railing us so fucking hard because we know it's not real.

    #just rambling #there's a lot of things i wanted to add #but this is the main idea #just respect everyones boundaries
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  • fandomcrysis
    17.10.2021 - 17 hours ago

    Oh lord i just finished the first draft of a Fushiguro angst story. Now i just have to edit it which is the absolute worst part. And it’s all based on a mental breakdown I had so I don’t want to send it to my friend for beta reading 😣. And I’m aggressively dyslexic so after 3-4 editing there are still missing words. So yeah idk what’s gonna happen. I’ll probably post it after the editing and hope for the best.

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  • monikamarkovova
    16.10.2021 - 21 hours ago

    THE FUJYKIG FROGS I JUST SAW HOW THEY MOVE AND JUMP

    THIS IS SPO AMAZING FUCK

    #just rambling #i cant fucking wait for them #but ill have to #i love em #i love em so much #also the damn warden city? fucking bonkers #its great #its all great
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  • fireflysystem
    16.10.2021 - 21 hours ago

    Disclaimer: I’m not offended by the meme in question or ppl who use it! This is just kind of a personal reflection

    The “having a stronk, call a bondulance” meme doesn’t make us laugh nearly as much since our relative actually had a (mini) stroke…I can see why it’s funny to others, but it just makes most of us anxious now ig

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  • deep-spiral
    16.10.2021 - 1 day ago

    Sometimes I’ll go on a little tumblr post journey where I’ll go through people’s blogs, and find a post from someone else and then go through their blog for a while instead, and I end up in some truly incredible places and I never have the faintest memory of what path I took to get there. Anyway apparently there are people who think people should literally, no hyperbole, die for the crime of supporting AO3. Incredible. I’m so tickled to know tumblr really hasn’t changed even one single iota in the 6-7 years I spent away

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  • monikamarkovova
    16.10.2021 - 1 day ago

    i forgot where the village with the cats is im upset

    #just rambling #i know it was off to the direction of the closest village to my house #but i might have turned a few turns and that sucks now #my head hurts fuck
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  • jodragen
    16.10.2021 - 1 day ago

    FIRE FLIES omgomgomgomgomgomg I Love Fire flies!!!!

    #just rambling #omg lighting bugs!!!
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  • looking-cool-joker
    15.10.2021 - 1 day ago

    I love wanting to see more of a ship that I love and wanting to see new content and then deciding to go on twitter where everything about the ship is from March this year and all the posts are from antis.

    #discourse #the ship i’m vaguing about is squip/jeremy #and I guess this post could apply to dek/umight #just rambling
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  • bryndeavour
    15.10.2021 - 2 days ago

    i want to write genderswap aus that dont change much. i dont like the propensity to ‘soften’ or ‘harden’ characters based on their gender.

    i want toxic female morse who is as internally self hating as male morse is (not that they know it). who assumes shes the smartest person in the room still. who is sort of a bitch. who has a string of unfulfilling relationships behind her and seeks relief through sex without shame. problem with authority. problem with alcohol. being a woman has raised her walls not let them down. she meddles. she says the wrong thing. she’s not more emotionally wise. she cares about people a lot but goes about it all the wrong way all the time. shes always wanted grand romance and stability but has never felt respected for her equal need for independence and has also never respected anyone else enough to change herself in the least bit to compromise. she takes up ‘personal projects’ thinking they will fulfill her - buys a house to become domestic - tries to garden - bird watch - choir - and very few of them survive her lifestyle and thirst for constant stimulation.

    i want a quiet yet stable and secure max. also a know it all. eccentric. bit of a bitch. shes fought hard to achieve her position and does not intend to let anyone undermine her. shes dominant but wants pleasures where she can get them. she straddles a fine line between feminine and butch. she knows heartbreak enough to know she doesn’t need a spouse to be happy, or at least as happy as possible. (and my shipping brain tells me she’d be happy to let morse be her pillow princess for a while and morse would get her mind blown and their unhealthy codependency as sometimes-friends-sometimes-lovers would remain)

    I want a ronnie box who is as intimidating and problematic as male box. outwardly confident, winking and lascivious. charming. obsessed with her outward presentation because she deserves it. she needs it. because shes shaken inside, really. the shell is a presentation, to look like a leader when she knows deep down she’s nothing but a follower who’s good at flash and glamour and doing the right paperwork and talking to the right people. who gets shook by genuine care and friendship to her own downfall.

    and Fred Thursday as a MOTHER. Stop the fucking presses. That would be a shift.. and would she be a Winifred???? WOULD WIN AND FRED JUST SWAP? I’m sorry im now completely derailed and having a crisis. 

    A male Joan Thursday. Frustrated to be locked into this tiny world that doesnt extend outside of oxford. flirty and playful in the early years. easily turned by a pretty face. Becoming an adult and realizing the issues in the family. wanting to fly and find his potential. wanting to NOT be like his parents... but after stumbling - after making mistakes - finding his way home. finding a career with purpose that can do some good. realizing that maybe not all character traits of his parents are bad. stability. reliability. care. not seeking excitement and drama anymore. finding RELIEF in that revelation. deciding that maybe settling down isn’t a bad thing.

    How about how much more meaning there would be for a female jim strange to offered a position in something *like* the masons. she doesn’t come from much but its a step up for her, a way to achieve what she wants, and she’s ultimately got a heart of gold beyond her ambition. she befriends everyone. even when the friendships are one sided. shes a GIVER. a nurturer. a caretaker. but also a boss. just let her be a boss!

    anyway theres a lot and i may not every write any of it but i like the thoughts... how much harder most of them have had to fight to be where they are. they are strong, sure, but complex and still twisted in places and maybe even a bit more human and less like walking romanticized male-toxicity tropes. 

    #ange talks#just rambling #i know that gender is made up #but its a very tangible thing in this fandom and in the media itself #its always about men and women #its also very relevant to how you are treated in society #i just dont think gender coding should be 'fix-its' #could you imagine a motherly fred getting attached to ronnie box #MY HEART#anyway
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  • monikamarkovova
    15.10.2021 - 2 days ago

    the gile is too big ot send and everyhithign is taking too long to do im gonna commit die i swear to fuck

    #just rambling #im so hungry dude
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  • monikamarkovova
    15.10.2021 - 2 days ago

    my sister coolest motherfucker i know

    #just rambling #i appreciate her so mcuh
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  • monikamarkovova
    14.10.2021 - 2 days ago

    fuckign hate illustrator this shit keeps freezing on me its pissing me off

    #just rambling #and 2 more squares left god fucking damnit
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  • monikamarkovova
    14.10.2021 - 3 days ago

    i feel like a real teen student young adult thing now cuz i got invited to eat some food with friends and we just ate mcdonalds in my friends car in the underground garage it was great

    #just rambling #the front seat could turn around that was p cool
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  • consciouschunkofmoss
    14.10.2021 - 3 days ago

    portuguese sucks man :(

    cant even use my cool neopronouns smh :/

    #just rambling #this is kind of a joke and not be taken that seriously #but i do wish neopronouns were a thing in my language lol
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  • monikamarkovova
    14.10.2021 - 3 days ago

    Lets hope these next 2hours of sleep help with the upper back pain i got from hunching over school work guys :D

    #just rambling #hope i dont fucking fall asleep in school or i swear to god #i want it to be friday already
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  • consciouschunkofmoss
    14.10.2021 - 3 days ago

    while driving w my parents today, upon seeing what was VERY clearly a HORSE, i then proceed to say with huge excitement "doggie !"

    i swear i never had such a horrifying blue screen moment as the one after saying that lmao

    #just rambling#like #my brain is basically dead at this point #i kept misreading stuff and not being able to listen properly and even had shit like this happen today #i was (and still am rn) so freaking slow man sxghfjhxhs #tw caps
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  • poisoncasratwaysnow
    14.10.2021 - 3 days ago

    so one thing i get unreasonably angry about is when they have archery in a movie and literally everyone who touches a bow does it wrong!! like, it’s not that hard to just find some random archer to bring in and show them what to do. like i can’t really hit the target (aiming takes too long lol) but i know how to hold a fucking bow and you can bet my form is on point (after a cup of coffee and for about an hour before it wears off anyway) 

    also people in movies dryfire bows as if that’s not genuinely dangerous lol. like a guy beside me once dry-fired his compound and the sight shattered and flew everywhere, the limbs were cracked and he had to replace his whole bow

    so, uh,,, if you’re gonna make a movie with archery, find a goddamn archer

    (also historical archery is very different to what most people do now, and there are different ways to draw back and different anchor points depending on your bow set-up and the kind of distances you’ll be shooting, not even bringing in string-walking... then there’re horse bows and that’s a whole other thing entirely, and with them technique is more loose, but also allows for cooler tricks with less experience, also speed shooting is easy as shit, but only if you’re an instinctive shooter, otherwise it takes forever.)

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  • randomramblesandlearning
    13.10.2021 - 3 days ago

    I’m a little worried about The Owl House. 

    Don’t get me wrong, I love the show. And Season 2 has been amazing so far.  But there have been two things that have been going back and forth in my mind.

    Is there going to be a Liar Revealed plot? I mean the mid season finale was called ‘Yesterday’s Lie.’ Is Luz going to keep lying to her friends-oh yeah My mom can’t wait to meet you, and keep the fact that she promised her mom she would stay, and then that lie will be revealed by Belos or something, and then the characters will be like-how could you? We trusted you?! You were going to leave for good?!

    Yeah. I’m not a fan of this trope, and I hope that’s not the direction they’re gonna go in. 

    The 2nd thing I’m worried about is-just how dark is the show gonna get? Dana said the 2nd half was going to get darker, one of the writers for Season 3 tweeted that he ‘tried to kill all the characters at least once.’ Now granted, that probably was a joke, but... I guess I’m feeling worried because Voltron gave me trust issues.

    And I keep saying to myself well it’s a kid’s show. But Voltron was a kid’s show. And when it decided ton steer away from Fun Found Family Adventure Show to Dark Apocalyptic story, well that did not go well. 

    And it’s not just Voltron, I’m seeing this a lot in children’s media, where they want to be more gritty and ‘realistic,’ like HTTYD3 where it ends with the dragons leaving cause you got to grow up! And I’m just tired of it. 

    My biggest fear is that the show will end with Luz having to keep her promise to her mom, and staying home and never getting to see the Boiling Isles and her found family again. I mean, having to grow up and put away your fantasy world?! That would go against the core theme of the show!

    But then again, I have been constantly pleasantly surprised with the show. Like, I wasn’t expecting Lumity to become canon so early. I wasn’t expecting Knock Knock Knockin On Hooty’s Door  to be plot relevant and being one of the best episodes of the show. 

    And when She-Ra got darker in Season 3 onward, I was thinking maybe it was going to have a bittersweet ending, so I have been wrong before. I hope I am wrong this time.

    I hope that despite all the darkness, the characters will find their happy ending. I hope that despite the hardships Lumity will probably go through, it’ll make the relationship stronger. I hope that if the show decides to have a Bittersweet ending, that it will make sense for the Luz’s character arc and the core theme of the show. 

    #em rambles #the owl house #the owl house spoilers #just rambling #but what do you all think
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