I’m tired of be crying all the time.
Everynight I cry, and at the day, when I’m alone, I cry.
Now my tears are always on my face, my eyes are tired of be crying, it’s sad and red all the time, because I can’t stop crying.
I’m completely alone, this loneliness hurts me as nothing else. I hate be beging for attention, for someone talks with me. Because in the end, no one really wants to be with be, because of that Im completely alone and everyone always leaves me. Im nothing. Not a good company.
When I look at all the pills that I have here in my home, alone, I ask myself why I didnt drinked it all yet.
What am I waiting for?
There’s nothing to wait.
There’s no why to be alive.
All these pills can makes my pains stop.
Just right now.