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Live at
https://twitch.tv/vladolak2 ^_^ Im at 13/50 of my end of the year follower goal
Heres my brand new avatar ^_^ Im really proud of how it turned out and I hope you guys like them as well <3
I based Vlad off of a Alpine Sheep ^_^ They are Non Binary (like myself) and it feels good to have an avatar that represents my personality<3
Thank you for the continued support of my art and twitch streams :)
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Any LGBTQIIA+ witches, pagans, those practicing witchcraft, spritiual folk, etc. wanna chat or maybe be friends? đ„șđȘđđ±đźđ
Stream will be late today, im going with my mom to visit her aunt. She isnt doing great :(
Just wanted to let you all know so you arent wondering why the stream isnt up.
people with a gender that changes can at least switch between how they wanna present!! i however have to constantly want to be feminine, masculine and androgynous >:(
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i came out to my aunt a few days ago and she agreed to buy me a binder and when she couldnât buy me the one i wanted she started researching them i love her so so so so much
I just wanted to say that polyamory is fuckin lit like wow das so kool u have multiple partners wow kool amazing i might never do dat but other people do and dats so flippin kool like wow wow wow amazang
hey yâall do u guys think my family got the hint that iâm bi when i posted this on instagram
also check the location at the top lmao
can nonbinary people use she/her and they/them pronouns or do they have to use they/them only...???
A busy weekend alone.
My flat is still a mess. So itâs hard to gauge productivity when it feels like this.
But at least the Christmas shopping is done.
Iâm thinking a lot about love and relationships at the moment.
Everything feels okay but nothing excites me.
I guess thatâs the type of year itâs been though.
I want to be in love again. And the feeling of falling in love.
Iâm trying to force it in my daydreams. Trying to search for if this is what I want, then why am I so against dating right now?
I thought maybe I had undiscovered romantic feelings for one of my best friends. I donât. Iâm just really looking forward to seeing him again.
Iâm tired of the dating apps. I stop replying. But get sad when no one replies to me either.
I just need to get on with things but the whole groundhog day of study-work-exercise-sleep-repeat. Just fucking sucks and is dull when itâs dark all the time.
So maybe this will sound flip-floppy compared to my previous posts, maybe not.
Iâm on my period rn which always makes me feel quite extra in terms of emotions and sometimes completely different to how I feel when Iâm not on my period - when will I learn? Â
Anyway since my last two posts, (broke things off with this lady I was seeing, had some fun with a cis-man), I feel v different to even two days ago.
Last night I was on the phone to some other guy from Bumble and Iâm quite open if someone asks me what I like sexually and about masturbation etc. I donât care Iâll just tell you. I just donât think sex is this thing people should hide and keep secret. And when I tell women this stuff, they find it intriguing and the conversation maybe gets a bit flirty but not full on sexual. Not over the phone anyway. And so when I was telling this guy these things heâs clearly enjoying it a bit too much and being on my period Iâm not exactly enjoying it so by the time I figured out what was happening I was just laughing and enjoying the control I had over this guy who was about to (and did) cum in his pants. Bearing in mind this is like the first proper phone call weâd had I kind of felt like a free sex caller at this stage and I was like âwhy am I not getting paid for this?!â.Â
That kinda made me revert back to my FWB situation I had with the first guy I was intimate with when I was 18. And how I just felt a bit used and sexualised. I guess because I didnât expect the phone call yesterday to turn into that, I guess it made me feel a bit like âwtf dude, thought we were just chattingâ. Kinda made me feel like most guys are like that though. The other guy, I was with on Monday, Z, he was no different really but at least he went about it a bit more respectfully.
So this realisation kinda made me like âwell this is clearly not what I want.â So, what do I want? And then the girl I was dating & broke things off with started messaging and idk, I feel like I already miss going on dates with her. I want to take her nice places and be cute with her.
I mean these feelings towards her where 'I wish things were differentâ were bound to happen. Thereâs nothing inherently wrong with how we get on, itâs just a timing issue and soon there will be a distance issue. Itâs a shame but for the best. At least we get to stay friends this way. And who knows, maybe things will be different one day.
And I guess period-me is feeling sentimental. I started missing having sex with someone I love. Someone around to cuddle me, rub my stomach or make me tea when I have period pains.  Or just someone around in general to be like âhey, I really care about you and what youâre up toâ.Â
Then ofc my mind naturally goes back to my most recent ex (which is now a whole year ago) like, âhm, wonder what sheâs up toâ, âwill we ever speak againâ, âdoes she even think about me anymoreâ. Itâs not like I would want anything from her now but thatâs just the last example of that closeness that I had.
Weâll see how I feel after my period. But itâs annoying because I really donât have time for a relationship so if thatâs what I want, I kind of need to sort my studying out so I can make space for it in my life.
Hmmn.
I didnât post anything for National Coming Out Day, so hereâs something for all of you guys.
As being closeted myself, I know what it feels like. It doesnât matter if youâre out or not, you are you and thatâs okay. One day, youâll come out, and It will feel awesome. No matter what, we support you, no matter whoever you decide to tell says.Â
Did I just buy a hyrdoflask and a pride sticker just so I can make it clear to my coworkers Iâm not straight?Â
Yes. Yes I did.Â
Eu me sinto inexistente quando alguém que não entende me trata como um retardado, porque tipo, eu sou assexual e arromùntico, isso não quer dizer que eu sou infeliz por não ter alguém, pelo contrårio eu sou feliz assim e as pessoas não entendem. Poxa eu to cansado quando começam a falar sobre relacionamento eu só abaixo a cabeça, porque explicar não resolve!
I wonder who in my family will be the first to tell me that "queer is a slur" and when because I use the word pretty often when talking about anything lgbt+. It'll be pretty funny tho when it happens.
Eu sou assexual e nĂŁo sofro por isso, pelo contrĂĄrio me sinto livre sem preocupação nem peso de outra pessoa nas minhas costas. NĂŁo tenho paciĂȘncia para ter relacionamento, sou arrumado atĂ© de mais, se eu tivesse alguĂ©m com certeza eu jĂĄ teria tido vĂĄrias infartos, Ă© muita cobrança do(a) parceiro(a).