CDC Reveals Hospitals Counted Heart Attacks as COVID-19 Deaths
CDC Reveals Hospitals Counted Heart Attacks as COVID-19 Deaths
Why we feel like strangers to ourselves?
and how can we stop
I am submerged
I’ve given up on a better tomorrow
I don’t see a point in tricking myself anymore
Who I am is not enough to any of you
Reason they all go
Cannot say I blame anyone but myself
A waste of a life
If this is “God” and his plan, he has a fucked up sense of humorI know it could be worse
That still doesn’t mean I’m okay“Try harder” I am … I have … sorry sorry for the pain I have caused and inevitably will continue to cause I promise I’m trying
(photo is not mine)
When I find out I was lied to, probably because they didn’t want to hurt my feelings:
That’s their deal and not mine. They have to live with the fact they lied and made a mistake. And if they ever mustered the courage to approach me and apologize, my trust would be restored in them.
That’s the biggest misunderstanding liars have, not taking responsibility and returning with the truth. They turn and run, and collapse in their inner turmoil. Most often times they can’t look the truth in the face and step forward.
And in the same token, perhaps people are shitty and think I don’t deserve the truth. Again, their problem, not mine. And I am glad I can see through it.
Until then, trust is broken and it is not up to me to repair what was broken by another.
They lie but expect truth.
Identity of the Ground Locations Like Parks and Campuses Recording Illus…
When surgeons offer lots of different procedures they never become real experts in any of them. FACT!!
A plastic surgeon can treat skin cancer and hand trauma but can they do cosmetic surgery which is not part of training?? FACT!!
I TELL ALL MY PATIENTS TO ASK THEIR SURGEON WHAT OPERATIONS THEY DO AND ONLY GO TO SURGEONS WHO OFFER A FEW TYPES
Just read that having a seizure can make you exhausted. My mom said that wasnt true and that’s not how my fathers seizures are. Awesome. Thank you useless family I wish you all a swift death.
if you are familiar with the article by the national pulse on your ‘biden or die’ sign, which you probably are, i’m pretty sure you could file charges against them for libel.
( thenationalpulse [ dot ] com/news/biden-or-die-yard-signs-colorado/ )
they are alleging a connection between you and the denver shooting.
for one thing, i’ve looked into publicly available information on both your backgrounds, and i don’t think you or the shooter have any experience conducting antifascist activities in any consistently leftist capacity.
i don’t think it’s particularly relevant to you, but one of the claims about the shooter being antifa pertains to the tattoo on his wrist, because in germany they use space invaders as symbols of antifascism, but i’m an antifascist activist and an anarcho-communist, and i’ve never heard of anyone doing that here in america, so that would only make sense if the shooter lived in germany within the last 10 years, which is not the case — no, it’s a tattoo for a local band in his area known as “sub.mission” — and he was on the pinkerton payroll. as far as i’m aware, no anarchist or communist would be caught dead on that, we have a grudge against pinkerton, but a registered democrat might have no qualms about working with pinkerton.
as for you and the “biden or die” signs, it seems pretty clear to me what your intent in that was. like the “join our die” ads in newspapers by benjamin franklin, obviously it’s not a threat, unless the national pulse would like to consider that benjamin franklin was threatening loyalists. it’s pretty obvious that the intent in your message was that poor people and immigrants and minorities are doomed if biden doesn’t win. whether or not your message is true and for what reasons is neither here nor there, the national pulse insinuated that your intent was to advocate or condone violence against conservatives, and they tried to use that to connect you with the shooting in denver, and as far as i can tell, without reaching out to you for a statement, which is a pretty clear case of libel. you also call yourself an entrepreneur. leftists are fond of quite a few things, but entrepreneurship isn’t one of them, and here conservatives and most notably their pundits are accusing you of being an antifa/left-wing extremist. the writers at the national pulse are either that severely frightened and confused or they are malicious and pathological liars.
if the signs said, for instance, “biden or the bullet” (which is a bit catchier), THEN it would be a threat.
when i first heard the rumors about “antifa putting up 'biden or die’ signs,” i assumed they were talking about a few black bloc activists wheatpasting printouts on walls and lampposts, because that sounds more like the sort of thing that would mean when someone says that antifa is posting signs, notwithstanding the strange insinuation that left-wing extremists would be interested in disseminating electoral propaganda instead of advocating direct action, or in promoting biden’s campaign after our long history of opposition against him and trump altogether, but i digress. if “antifa posting signs” doesn’t mean that people are out wheatpasting printouts in black bloc, then it doesn’t follow, it means that it wasn’t 'antifa’.
no, democratic voters decorated their lawns to try to tell other progressives that if biden doesn’t win then everyone loses, with signs they ordered from a self-styled entrepreneur days or even weeks before the aforementioned pinkerton man shot someone who had a gun and had already been accosting protesters with mace. and there are absolutely no other connections you have to this incident, or it’s aftermath.
that’s what makes more sense, plain and simple.
and that’s why i think neither you, nor the shooter, nor anyone posting those signs, are antifa, and why i think the national pulse is demonstrably telling malicious lies about you.
anyway, please have a nice day
That subtlety my God… I already want it for myself. If they tried more it would hurt. Par de payasas 🤣🤣🤣
TLDR; I smoked a lot of weed and I write about this. Listen to me anyway? Or don’t. I’m not cutting it off. Scroll past. I dare you. U a coward? Maybe. SPIN UR WHEEEEEL MAAAAAAN. BE A DAMN WIERDO….. I DARE YOU. COMMUNISM? CAPITALISM??? SOCIALISM!!!!!!!!!! MILLENIALS!!!!! FIND OUT????¿¿¿¿? JESTER WAS MY FAVORITE AND SO WAS CALEB AND SCANLAN AND I LOVED CRITICAL ROLE AND DRAGON AGE ITS A METAPHOR BABEY. TIME????? FABRIC. SPACE??? LIGHT. PARTICLES AND WAVES BABEY. WHY BE BAD WHEN U COULD BE GOOD CHAOS. IM A WRITER.
I’m gay bc someone called me a faggot? I like women. Trans people exist I was confused. Danny was a liar. That’s it. Zootopia. Judy was a cop. Cops are liars. Violence is still a lie. Chaos chaos chaos chaos that’s why I did it. Mischief. The troublemaker. The Traveler. Solas was Chaotic Good Actually But He SEEMED Pretty Neutral BUT Very Wise In The Begginning. I STILL LOVE CASSANDRA EVEN THO SHE WAS DEVOTED TO “ANDRASTDE” THE LADY JESUS THE DIVINE(pope) COULD STILL BE A MAN DORIAN WAS RICH AND GAY AND GREW UP AROUND ELF SLAVES IM SUCH AN ASSHOLE BLACK LIVES MATTER IM CONFUSED THESE ARE PEOPLE THATS WHY IM MAD. CHAOS OH MY GOD I FIGURED IT OUT AND IM GOING TO WRITE IT ALL OUT HOW EVER THE FUCK I LIKE AND I HAVE AN EXCELLENT VOCABULARY I KNOW SO MANY WORDS AHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAAAHHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHGAAHAHAHGAHAENWJIF I FIND WHAT I DONT UNDERSTAND AND I LOVE IT UNTIL I DO I LOVED EVERY GENRE OF FICTION UNTIL I DIDNT ANY MORE AHAHAHAHA I can’t believe I understand the whole world at the same time at the ripe young age of 20. I hunt. I don’t have to kill. I’ll never kill you: pacifism. Polite. Class????? Disgusting. Chaos. Balance. WIZDOM. Spirits. Old things are always complicated and are usually too busy. Statistics. I took a class in it. I got a 4/5 on that AP test. An AP is “Advanced place” apparently. I was in the “talent pool(ed)” my whole life but I always hated math until I found it fun. I liked to solve problems. I HATED Physics bc all of it was math but my physics teacher was really kind and really liked doctor who and I really actually liked her in the end but I never knew how to say sorry that I was rude in the beginning. Teaching is the noblest profession but I don’t understand children because I understand logic and empathy. SHERLOCK HOLMES WAS A RELENTLESS LOGICIAN. HE DIDNT KNOW THE EARTH REVOLVED AROUND THE SUN. HE WAS BRITISH. THE BRITISH ARE LIARS BUT THEY HAD THE BIGGEST GUNS AND THATS THE ONLY REASON THEY CONQUERED CHINA AND CHINA WAS THE FIRST PLACE THAT HAD GUNPOWDER BECAUSE THEY USED THEM FOR FIRE WORKS AND FIREWORKS CAN BE DANGEROUSAND THATS FIRE. ATLA. I LIKE AIRBENDING BECAUSE THEY ARE PACIFISTS AND PASSIVE AND SPIRITS AND KORRA WAS HOT BECAUSE SHE WAS CHAOTIC AND SHE LIKED MAKO THE FIRE BENDER BECAUSE HE WAS “HOT” BUT IN THE END SHE LOVED ASAMI AND THATS BISEXUAL GET OVER IT. ASEXUALS DONT LIKE SEX AND DONT HAVE IT. I HAD A CRUSH ON ONE ONCE. SHE WAS A HE AND VERY PRETTY UNTIL HE WASNT AND I AM GAY. AND I LIKE MYSTERY BC I AM MYSTERIOUS IT IS THE BEST THING EVER. A WISE WOMAN SAID SO IT WAS A METAPHOR ANYONE CAN DO IT. I FAILED THE CALCULUS ONE I GOT A 2. 2+2=4 4/5 on the TEST GOOD? GEORGE ORWELL DIDNT THINK SO OH MY GOD. CHAOS THEORY. I GET IT NOW. I GET IT. I GET IT I GET IT I GET IT AND IT TOOK 20 WHOLE YEARS. I am a FIREBENDER WHO LOVES PACIFISM AND FREE WILL AND SHATTERED WINDOWS THE NAZI’S SHATTERED THE JEWS WINDOWS KYSTALNAUCHT THE SECOND WORLD WAR CAN WE NOT START THE THIRD ONE WITH. CHINA MR TRUMP HOW BOUT THAT. MY BEST FRIEND IS ASIAN (from Korea) (which is in Asia) AND PEOPLE ARE TREATING HIM LIKE SHIT BECAUSE OF COVID AND I HATED IT PROTECT IS IN MY NATURE. I LOVE PEOPLE AND I HATE THEM THEY WILL ALWAYS DO WHAT THEY WILL. ALL ONE THING HUMAN YEA??????????
Pieces of advice I found on the web that I need to follow but don’t: 3/??
I recently lost a very very close friend. This tweet made me think of them right away, specifically of all the late night talks, kept secrets (from my side at least), 15+ year friendship and everything related. I felt physically sick the day I was told I was betrayed, I felt sad - wondering what had I done wrong, maybe trusting too much, being carless of what I talked to them about, all the red flags I constantly ignored because I just related them to their personality. Then I felt bad for myself, for trusting. I always had their back no matter what, helped them even when I didn’t have to, going out of my way to have their back and even changing my thoughts/values/morals in order to relate to them even more. A few days later I confornted them directly, only for them to keep lying defending their innocence when they were everything but. I was even more dissapointed when even when caught, the lying didn’t stop. I sometimes tell myself its not going to end well when having such a soft heart - I forgive way to easily and often let people walk over me to avoid confrontation or conflict (it happened within my own family) and it happened here as well. I’ll never look at them the same even though I told them that I would never turn my back on them only for then to realise how dumb I sounded in my own head and how available i was being for so many unavailable people.
But what i’ll tell you now is that having a soft heart ain’t too bad either. Having empathy is to me, the most important trait I could possibly think someone can have, and even though these type of situations constlantly happen in our lives, it shouldn’t make us change. There is just to much bad in this world for you to dim your kindness.. No matter what.
tbh i thought drinking water would solve all my health issues but apparently not
All you ever did was lie. All you’ll ever do is lie.
Someone blow my fucking head off already 😤😤