And theres this huge gap between us, this deep hole filled with darkness. Of course I fall if I try to jump over it. I am just wondering if I would have made it when you reached your hand out for me
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Hovering in the sky
White suspended droplets
I was rotating with them
Static at the same time
I tried to think but I couldn’t keep hold of a thought
It slipped away and became part of a cloud
I was a ball of water and my knowledge of everything swirled in it
Liquefied, became diluted to nothing
Yet I felt more aware than I ever had
I had nothing, just this
Yet this was everything
Hovering
Waiting
Endlessly
Or not at all
And at some point I felt a pressure building
A deep heat forming within this cloud
It swirled in and about
The heat bubbled, intensified
That was all there was
Then I was gone
And I was something else
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i think all of us late mid2000s emo/scene etc kids have been depressed ever since we first heard “if it means a lot to you” by a day to remember in 2009
0At some point, you have to let go of what you think should be happening, and live in what is.
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“Everybody has a secret world inside of them. All of the people of the world, I mean everybody. No matter how dull and boring they are on the outside, inside them they’ve all got unimaginable, magnificent, wonderful, stupid, amazing worlds. Not just one world. Hundreds of them. Thousands maybe.”
9What a fucking tragedy we are
What a fucking tragedy I am
Filled with loss and emotions and doubt and regrets. Everyone leaves me, tells me I am an asshole and probably I am. I am because I am losing my mind. None of you can cope with your emotions and distant yourselves, go and leave without saying why, witjout saying goodbye. And when I freak out, desperate in love and in pain. I am the asshole. I am the asshole
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In mid-March, President Donald Trump personally pressed federal health officials to make malaria drugs available to treat the novel coronavirus, though they had been untested for COVID-19, two sources told Reuters.
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As the first alarms sounded in early January that an outbreak of a novel coronavirus in China might ignite a global pandemic, the Trump administration squandered nearly two months that could have been used to bolster the federal stockpile of criti…
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Pope Francis celebrated Palm Sunday Mass without the public because of the coronavirus pandemic, which he said should focus people’s attention on what’s most important, despite heavy hearts — using one’s life to serve others.
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from NYT World https://ift.tt/2xUCRtl0When I try on some people’s eye glasses, they’re so strong on my eyes. They hurt. It’s like they strengthen the clarity of my eyeballs, but to the point that I can’t see.
0I’m not afraid of dying alone… I used to be afraid of that.
I’m afraid dying and nobody had my back.
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