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PANORAMİK ADANA GARI 

Light, fog and trees. A sunrise in the Netherlands [OC][2048x2062] via /r/EarthPorn https://ift.tt/2RLNmFN

Death Note

J'aime cette photo. J'aime ses couleurs, sa luminosité. Elle représente bien mon état d'esprit du moment : je me sens comme une fleur qui a besoin d'eau et de lumière pour s'épanouir. Je ne veux tendre que vers le positif, vers la lumière. Je trouve cette photo joyeuse, la lumière est si belle. Voilà mon humeur en ce moment.

📸 : Cilaos, Île de la Réunion

“Haji”

Long time no see!
New art!

The other book id like to write

but for now a documentation of my own

coming back to my roots

as I come to realize more and more lately that 

it seems to me that this journey ive been on since moving here has but nothing 

short of healing my inner child/self

the break up was just a domino

open the door to show me I had lost myself

I don’t even remember how long ago

does it really matter?

now it is time to get her back

time to come home

ive noticed it the more I do things that fuel my soul

nature writing reading photography music, art really sums it up

and then yoga and soccer

yoga to connect to my higher self that has been here before, that knows,

that has past lives more wise than most ~ no wonder ive always been called

an old soul…

a way to calm my mind, anxiety, stress, of the external world

in order to hear my quiet inner one

my child I shoved so far back and deep behind walls

buried under layers and layers

of black hair  of tattoos of “swaggy” clothes and “ballin” adventures

soccer, holy moley has that done wonders for my soul

connecting me to my childhood, happiness, my play

even brought out my competitiveness, before I became insecure, 

self conscious, not good enough, and I gave up so I could say it was under my control rather than someone elses

made cool friends, a place where I feel true bliss, happiness, a way to express

got aggressive, score a goal, lost fear

and it has healed me wonders

and then of course I sprained my ankle, 

sending me into sheer panic of not being able to play, then, next week, forever?

we are in almost a month now, and its killing me and discouraging

but I know its teaching my patience, to slow, to listen to my inner self, 

I must have strayed again. im trying my best

to come home. the more I listen, to my voice, my body, these signs

the more I feel solid, closer, softer, but damn did I build these defenses good

feeling love, feeling forgiveness

making decisions

the more I feel this, the more I come home

the more I come back to my roots

ive started falling back in love with syracuse

becoming homesick

missing my friends, wanting to cuse basketball games, crunch games

missing college, missing bars, 

not hating, but loving, missing, longing, feeling

I find myself wanting to go back to my roots

literally

and figuratively

shed my layers outside as I do inside

slowly back to blonde

stop dying my hair

stop saying yes when I want to say no

stop agreeing when I know its conditional or im going to have complaints

stop looking to others for validation, attention, love, and “enoughness”

time to free myself

from my cage I build to protect me

time to take up space

time to create

time to come home

time to move forward, upward

to grow

and become the Soul Scientist.

Spring comes anew.

Things bloom; colours flourish.

I am nourished.

I am able to see all that “is” in front of me.

All that had seemed to die was just asleep.

All there was is still there to keep.

The sun shines on every new flower.

Each petal; a grand design every waking hour.

To walk along the streets; to watch everything that was asleep

As it wakes nothing shakes or fears

Only holds it dearly in passing form or memory

The sun shines to every new design

Dances at top the colours and I receive its unique devine

Colours that I can see

Grateful I am to be

In all the colours of every great tree

Stephanie Stamatis

Issue 1 of Rituals & Declarations zine, arrived in the post this morning.

It’s been a good week for zine reading.

Today’s started out rough, so if you’re tryna spoil me let me know💕 Kik@Thatfrizzygirl

📷 by natureandphotography1 (Flickr, Autumn Blog, Nerdy Blog)

Please do not remove credit :)

«such is the dyad of force»

波の音と光と島と地平線。
贅沢な景色。

#ocean #beach #wave #bridge #pearlbridge #awaji #awajiisland #light #illuminati #evening #sea #winter (at 大蔵海岸)
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