The pain of missing someone so much where it becomes physical
And yet i swing between deep lows and raging highs
I wish I could go to you one last time
How dare you for leaving me here
Please let this be one big nightmare
Fuck you for tricking me. I trusted you.
I guess the one good thing to come from this is that I see now what my own death would have on others. I just wish you could’ve held on a little longer. I would have absolutely bought a house with you. I would have absolutely grown old with you.
Fuck you for leaving
Please come back
Why is death permanent
Why’d you have to go
Fuck your family
Fuck your ex
Fuck that rapist coworker of ours who i blame fully
Fuck it all
I miss you so much