#literally her Tumblr posts

  • 1-800-deathnote
    09.05.2021 - 4 minutes ago

    i cannot handle living with my parents much longer. vent do not interact

    #im so done with them. #i fucking hate them both. #my mom is literally the reason why my mental health is so terrible. #and why i have abandonment issues. #everytime my mom says my dad isnt going with her somewhere #i literally beg her to make him go or to take me with her. #i am that afraid of my father. #but she ignores that and just says ‘oh well he needs better meds’ #like dude really? it’s literally his job and the environment he is around there that makes him a prick. #god im literally so done.
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  • nobff
    09.05.2021 - 6 minutes ago

    kinda wish i took that offer to get a diagnosis paid for me

    #d #yeah ican handle 3 more years till my free one #what year in a half #it’s like 160 but idk if they do like they diagnose asd #i saw some white lady ask for medicines for her son lots of bags asked for addersll #of course that’s if they wanna believe i have anything #you can get drugs off the streets man #literally go to a college campus #what do I gain by lying #oh ima sell lithium #i been with your stupid asses since I was 14
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  • alliluyevas
    09.05.2021 - 8 minutes ago

    how I’m gonna look pulling out a whole corn on the cob in the faculty room tomorrow at work during lunch break:

    #my one coworker literally like twice a week brings the saddest little flat cheeseburger in plastic wrapping #like a thin flat patty and thin flat bread and one slice of American cheese I’m like. concerned for her health #and she says she doesn’t eat vegetables I’m like Margaret I love you but you’re 50 years old #sorry for being judgy hhhhhh I’m just like that is such a tragic stale looking hamburger and you eat it twice a week? #does she buy them in bulk?
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  • cosmostellar
    09.05.2021 - 16 minutes ago

    i love xiangling so much when will i be able to pass the third spiral abyss :((((

    #koh talks #literally only playing spiral abyss to get her then im never looking at it again i hate timed challenges fsfsdsfds
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  • belatalbotgf
    09.05.2021 - 16 minutes ago

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    #i'm so sad not rlly idek how i feel i hate mothers day and i hate how my life turned out and i can't believe that i'm me and i have to deal #with that for the rest of my life #been trying to avoid social media & i did a pretty good job until now lmfao #i can't believe my mom has been dead for almost 4 years and this is my 4th mothers day w/o her like wtf ???? #it still doesn't feel real and like some cosmic joke and i hate those days where it really sinks in that this is my life and this is how #it's always gonna be and there's nothing i can do about it #i hate grief it's stupid and i hate my stupid undiagnosable health problems #they don't make anything easier #wtf am i gonna do w my life #also i'm so fucking ugly  & i do be ignoring it most of the time but the last couple days????? that shit has been hitting #nothing to do with anything but. w/e just venting #personal #i wanna fight everyone who's ever said life gets better ya'll lied #i miss my mom #she was a horrible mom actually #i will be in therapy for the rest of my life bc of. her <3 #but i miss her anyway #nothing more deancoded than that amirite ladies! #literally get help. #ok i'm done i've never used tagged like this lmfaooooo #i see the appeal now #bye
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  • goldrushzukka
    09.05.2021 - 26 minutes ago
    #like i put up w him at the start bc it meant more screentime for cristina since they were together but like. jesus fuck i hate him #anonymous#greys#asks#mine #but i think the difference between spn and greys is theres no gay angel on greys. like theres no cas equivalent. #the closest they get is cristina. but thats literally just bc i love her as much as i love cas
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  • malyen0retsev
    09.05.2021 - 31 minutes ago

    “alina shouldn’t have given up her powers” BITCH HOW MANY TIMES, ALINA DIDN’T GIVE UP HER POWERS, THEY WERE TAKEN AWAY FROM HER AND REDISTRIBUTED DUE TO THE DESIGN OF THE AMPLIFIERS, THIS IS NOT HARD

    #I FEEL LIKE I'M GOING MAD #i got a reply to one of my posts and it was v well measured and nice and all #but the thing is the crux of it is 'alina shouldn't have had to give up her powers' #SHE DIDN'T GIVE THEM UP #THAT'S LITERALLY I JUST #SHE DIDN'T GIVE THEM UP!!!!!! #SDKJGFHJFSABDJGFKHSKDJBGHJ #POWER CORRUPTS I'M ACTUALLY GOING INSANE #sarah rambles#alina starkov#grishaverse #the grisha trilogy
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  • unmeiii
    09.05.2021 - 32 minutes ago

    one of my biggest flexes is how i throw down in the kitchen 😌

    #d.talksback #for my momma #literally had thr biggest smile ok her face #mothers day#the*
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  • nycbambie
    09.05.2021 - 52 minutes ago

    some of y’all really let your sexism loose every time you talk about Shannon.

    #911 fox #if you hate her for leaving eddie and chris to take care of her mom #then why are you an eddie diaz stan #he literally enlisted without telling her bc he was scared of being a dad and staying home with his wife and newborn son #if you can forgive and stan uwu eddie diaz #u shouldn’t have a problem with shannon #Eddie Diaz
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  • lrson
    09.05.2021 - 1 hour ago

    ahah totally not me crying when people show that they care in the slightest bit

    #fuck the person who gave me so much relationship trauma #i literally hate her #im trying to get over it #but like damn people actually care about me
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  • malitiosa
    09.05.2021 - 1 hour ago

    - headcanon -

    though diva gave birth to two beautiful children, she does not feel like a mother.

    diva is a wild and untamed soul, but she is very much dependent on those around her. she clung to saya during her time in the tower and, later, clung to amshel once she had made her escape. since then, diva surrounded herself with men permanently bound to her as chevaliers.

    so when solomon turned his back on her, diva was devastated by the idea that it meant any of her men could leave her behind at any given time. it meant they may grow tired of her, have less patience with her, and one day be driven away. this drove her mind to the thought that if she had children, they could never leave her. diva's own mother died with her children in the womb, never truly leaving them. diva's children... they would be her flesh and blood, beings she herself created and nurtured. they would be bound to her in a way a chevalier would not be. once they were born, diva would never have to worry about being alone.

    but then she lost her children in more ways than one, and as they grew into proper young women, with no knowledge of their heritage, diva knew she could never keep them. they held a fire within them that diva recognized in saya - a restless spirit that sought to learn, to protect, to thrive. they were nothing like diva, who so desperately turned to anyone she could shackle down just so she could make herself feel better. if they had stayed with diva, a deep, dark part of her knew she would've sucked the life from them both. they may have even grown to resent her.

    whenever mother's day comes around, diva does not think it's for her. it never was. she may have given birth but she was no mother.

    #♛ ; ▎▏ᵗᵉʳʳᵒʳ ʰᵃˢ ᵐᵃᵈᵉ ʰᵉʳ ˢᵗʳᵒᶰᵍ ( MUSINGS ) #{ headcanon } #{ oh hey; mother's day got me thinking about how diva would be a bad mom #i love rp'ing her a loving and caring mother who only wants best for her girls #but nah diva would legit have been a terrible mother probably #she's a pretty selfish person; very dangerous; especially with out the girls were conceived in canon } #{ someone with diva's psychology would probably hurt the children more than nurture them } #{ also another aspect of diva not feeling like a mom is that she didn't really raise them anyways; #obv bc diva died in canon but in this headcanon where diva lives she never got to bond with the kids as babies #no skin on skin contact; no late night breastfeeding; no changing diapers; no spending time with them and talking to them #diva was literally just a birth giver and kai ended up stepping in as their parent figure }
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  • jupgaming
    09.05.2021 - 1 hour ago

    blue period enjoyers did anyone find it weird that miki literally got groped by that one professor and no one spoke of it again ? like is it just me

    #blue period #like i was so taken aback i thought it was gonna be included in the plot #but they literally just brushed it aside #like it was a lil comedic bit #AND THEN the professor was like buddies with them i kept eyeing her like 😐 wtf r u doing here fuckass #idk maybe i need to reread this part but i remember it just being a silly thing
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  • oohbabycupcakes
    09.05.2021 - 1 hour ago
    #asks#sapphic squid#i'm dumb #this time it was ONLY with my mom and she trusts me wayyyyy too much kshrkf #because she told me to drive home #ITS LITERALLY MY SECOND DAY AND I WAS FREAKING OUT? #I have only driven for a total of two hours my whole life and she thinks I can drive home? #(I live right next to an elementary school.... which is right next to a middle school) #so I was like I CANT DO THIS #and shes like lol too late you're already at the place where you now HAVE TO TURN INTO A ROAD #NOT AN EMPTY ROAD #though there werent many cars #so she had her hand on the steering wheel the whole time to help me #and I'm not bad at breaking and accelerating #so I managed to drive home and it was FUN #(though at one point there was a lady behind me and I think she hates me cause I was driving super slow. oops?) #but nope no one died 😌 #AND no curbs were hit 😌 #but yeah my mom trusts me too much but I guess I'm not as bad as I thought since I did manage to do everything she said kshdkfld #no accidents caused #or wrong turns/lanes
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  • ilivelikeimtrying
    09.05.2021 - 1 hour ago

    Tag your OC

    #tag your oc #tag the oc #tag that oc #oc#original character#tani#bh6#bh6 oc #big hero 6 #this is literally her character at first
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  • flrey
    09.05.2021 - 2 hours ago

    i just watched the new ii episode . cabby said gaslight gatekeep girlboss <3

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  • dirt-goth
    09.05.2021 - 2 hours ago

    I kinda hate Mother's Day normally but tbh I was able to have brunch and drink with my mom without us fighting. and for like the first time in years she admitted that her behavior to me was Unfair and showed actual remorse for how she treated me after leaving my dad so like. It doesn't fix everything but at least she sees it and is trying

    #she literally said #'its really unfair to my kids I couldnt get better until they were adults' #and like!!!! yeah of course!!!! #but also thank you for finally saying it and owning the ways you hurt me #idk like maybe I wont have to totally cut her out #but none of this negates my Very Complex emotions about our pasy #personal #ask to tag
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  • snapperoni
    09.05.2021 - 2 hours ago

    Dawg I’m in such a bad mood I went to ulta with my ma and my sister and ALMOST bought shit just to feel something

    #snap chats #my sisters came to visit for Mother’s Day #most of the Day was nice it was real fun #hella food- hella good food ;) aka I cooked a lot ;) my fam is grateful I’m they son #but yeah idk like. for the past two hours I’ve just been real down #I just started thinking of like. LIFE and how I do not want to live the life I’m bein set up to live ? #I literally laid in my baby zakk’s old bed for like an hour #I miss him sometimes
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  • dversstark
    09.05.2021 - 2 hours ago

    hold on hold on, you're telling me that Maria Hill is a Commander? you know, that makes a LOT of sense now as to why i'm so weak for her

    #personal post into the void me thinks #maria hill #literally never realized she's a whole commander #mcu #this is the second character that i fell for that has this title #its a damn trend #hER CHARACTER WAS BORN IN CHICAGO #SHES ALSO 5 FEET 10 INCHES #STEP ON ME
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  • jjacob
    09.05.2021 - 2 hours ago

    convincing @honeyju to accept nitro 🏃‍♂️

    #juyeon’s power omg #addy literally never accepts nitro #cant believe we just had to use juyeon to get her to accept it
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  • lucinferno
    09.05.2021 - 2 hours ago

    parakiss x om

    #i accidentally hit post when loookimg at my queue so if u saw this earlyno you didnt ❤ #basically in my tags i said.. lime.. um.b #that i love ai yazawa's work shes one of my fav authors and nana is one of my fave mangas of all time #and parakiss is jusy so sweet and short and literally i hated joji but loved yukari. and saw myself in her how she #so radically and wholly loved joji despite how.. yknow. sometimes loving too much will eat your insides #anyway this is a fucking selfinsert so i shouldnt get so fucking deep. i hate it all #obey me mammon #obey me oc #doodles #in a way you can relate joji to mammon not bc mammons a fucking freak #but bc they both love the protag so ardently to the point they are killing themselves a little everyday #so many times mammon co.pares his love for the human as.. painful. Heartbreaking. suffocating #like. my heart breaks a bit each time because hes so caught up in the human.. like wow 💖
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