Worrying does not make tomorrows sorrows go, it empties today´s strength.
Yesterday my doctor and I have finally come to a decision to have a major operation that will improve my physical mobility after an accident at a ski resort two months ago.
I got sick in my stomach while he was explaining to me how the operation would go. I thought I would rather not know but he insists that it is best for me to know what goes on with my own body. At this time of the year, even when the sun is too slow to descend, I feel like the setting sun is always looming around the horizon. The feeling of worry is draining and make it difficult for me to live in an enjoy every moment of this unknown journey. Worrying about the future truly ruins the present so I put my faith around the people who truly cares for me at this time - Jocke, Ann-Brit and Reine and to my doctor, Nenad.
Tomorrow, the sun will shine bright again!