#loneliest Tumblr posts

  • mjvnivsbrvtvs
    02.08.2021 - 17 minutes ago
    If there were any justice, it's Aguinaldo, it's Mabini, who should have perished on Tirad. But so that Aguinaldo can flee in futile flight, 60 men are sent to pay with their lives for the monstrous botch he has made of the revolution.

    nick joaquin, a question of heroes

    #fuck aguinaldo but i'll hold my ground as a mabini apologist #anyway these essays are very good as a starting place for deconstructing the myth and borderline sainthood #given to these men but also all of it should be taken with a side of salt bc historical scholarship and academic work on them has #advance significantly since then #the mabini essay specifically bc it wasn't until 1980 that his bones were exhumed and we found out he had polio #and the mabini essay/a lot of texts on him prior to 1980 speculate on his paralysis in a way that Feels Bad #to be a hero of the philippines is the loneliest thing in the world #anyway. my initial point. if anyone should have (redacted) it should have been aguinaldo
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  • dreamsofimaginationsworld
    02.08.2021 - 2 hours ago

    Every body want to have peace and and relaxed, For you to get that you have to be dem sirious about your life.

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  • yuzanmartinez
    02.08.2021 - 2 hours ago

    un mensaje viejito de un desconocido pero que siempre me repito

    #tumblr#art #writers on tumblr #escrituras #escribiendo en soledad #lonely#loneliest
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  • matobami-kirani
    02.08.2021 - 6 hours ago

    I am tired of waking up. Going to work, try not let my co-workers step on my efforts, become the best there is. And even when I am PROVEN of being the best there is, I seem to be invisible to the ones in higher positions (and no I do not want a higher position, all I ask for is RECOGNITION). I am tired of going home to deal with a pressured family member, trying to understand her and push aside my own issues, but at the minimal misunderstanding I lose my cool (not like I have shit tons of ice in my mood). My brain feels about to combust, I am fire and all around me is GASOLINE. I try shutting down, but it sets off in my sleep, several nightmares, really horrible images. Shut off my friends (literally have absolutely NONE). Waking up is a real struggle, going to sleep knowing that a new day with same shit awaits is even worse. My health (in all aspects) is worsening every second that pases by. I've learnt to close myself and be as self destructive as possible and more. Is no good, that I am aware of, yet is the easiest for me. I make one single error and I am the worst, so I have given up on becoming better, I get no validation, never had, not from the people I want validation from. Each night I only wish to leave quietly, in my sleep or even disturbed by a nightmare, but yeah, just leave and stop being an issue for everyone that's around me. And yes, have tried to take my life away, MULTIPLE times, but I even seem to fail at that, so I have given up on that too.

    #depressing post#depression #sorry for being depressing #this is depressing #depressing quotes#loneliest#lonely#lonesome
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  • city2ights
    01.08.2021 - 9 hours ago

    NOBODY F*CKING UNDERSTANDS

    Nobody wants to understand.

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  • sleepylittlemoxie
    01.08.2021 - 10 hours ago

    Days when Loneliness visits

    There are days where my heart feels like someone is squeezing it, days where my mind flicks through memories like channels on an old tv only to pause on random moments and freeze. On those kind of days, loneliness feels more like a person, a person that's saying goodbye and for some strange reason, I don't want them to say goodbye. Loneliness is like a person who makes me feel sad, makes me feel like I'm being left behind.
    On those days, I let Loneliness come see me. I cry a little at the memories, I let my heart ache, and I allow Loneliness to engulf me in a hug, even if I don't want it. And when I feel like I'm ready, I get up and say my goodbyes to Loneliness.
    After all, Loneliness comes by for only a few fleeting moments, but their presence is heavy and carries with them the memories that make you feel things you try not to dwell on. Loneliness may come and visit me sometimes, but I know that I just have to accept their presence and when I'm ready, I can send them on their way again.
    #just the little romantic in me being lonely #loneliest#loneliness#lonely#writing#thoughts#musings#romantic #if loneliness was a person #love#writer
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  • coryballad
    01.08.2021 - 12 hours ago

    Remember That

    Inside believed I had no one

    then remembered,

    there was me.

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  • catty-words
    01.08.2021 - 13 hours ago

    build yourself a citadel amid the foothills of regret

    #never have i ever #neverhaveieveredit#nhieedit#nhie spoilers #devi x ben #ben gross#bengrossedit#dbedit #gifs by catty #this is the result of me trying to make the reading of a tutorial stick through practical application #and the fact that i recently got into a new musical artist #not in love with this final result #but it'll do pig #otp: difficult personalities #the loneliest boy in the world
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  • nouvelle-lune-poetry
    01.08.2021 - 14 hours ago

    They always say, "cold hands, warm heart." I guess you never got to see what was in there because your warm hands meant you have a cold heart.

    - nouvelle-lune-poetry

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  • jimmygirl
    01.08.2021 - 1 day ago
    #wa #dean really is like i am the worlds loneliest man and i do not like what i know about myself #the only person who understands me is my best friend. too bad he isnt a girl because maybe then we could be in love and be together forever
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  • cuddlefuxxx
    01.08.2021 - 1 day ago

    I'm here! Lonely? I'll talk to you about anything. Help, advice, I'll do it all.

    Not a bot, just trying to render services. Lol

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  • insomnio-para-escribir
    01.08.2021 - 1 day ago

    Nada peor que llorar en silencio para que nadie se entere de tu tristeza. Quizá a nadie le importa y por eso no quieres pasar la vergüenza de decir en voz alta cómo te sientes. Y lo peor es que ayudas a muchxs, tratas de transmitir buenas vibras y ser positivx con los demás, pero a la hora de la hora, eso que aconsejas no te ayuda a ti mismx. Estás dañadx. Estás rotx. Te sientes mal y no hay nada que hacer al respecto. Solo queda llorar en soledad, tu eterna compañera.

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  • lemony-ink
    31.07.2021 - 1 day ago

    Feeling excluded sucks

    Sometimes I wish I was a part of something

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  • karmaalwayswins
    31.07.2021 - 1 day ago

    @writerscreed prompt 240: the loneliest number

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    9:02 AM

    I stare at the clock.

    9:03 AM

    9:04 AM

    9:05 AM

    The alarm rings.

    I still leave the right side of the bed clear for you. I reach over to turn off the alarm. Your silver bracelets are no longer piled on the base of my bedside lamp.

    9:08 AM

    I eat a yogurt. Your shampoo made your hair smell like lavender.

    9:15 AM

    I put on my uniform. In October, we kissed on a park bench while a family of geese crossed the bicycle path.

    9:23 AM

    I pack my bag. You said, “We need to talk.”

    9:28 AM

    I fill my water bottle. You said, “I need to find myself.”

    9:33 AM

    I gargle mouthwash. You said, “It’s not you, it’s me.”

    9:35 AM

    I stare at myself in the mirror.

    9:37 AM

    9:40 AM

    9:42 AM

    I leave for work. 

    #writerscreedchallenge #the loneliest number #writers on tumblr #writtenconsiderations#kneipho#my stuff
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  • catty-words
    31.07.2021 - 1 day ago

    ben & mr. k in 2.08 - a.k.a. fellas, is it gay to crave your hot english teacher’s approval?

    #never have i ever #neverhaveieveredit#nhieedit#nhie spoilers#manish kulkarni#ben gross#manishkulkarniedit#bengrossedit #gifs by catty #a devi & mr. kulkarni gifset is absolutely on the horizon #for after i finish my first rewatch #but naturally i also zeroed in on this relationship #it's all about how much ben clearly respects mr. k #and about how mr. k revels in ben's disbelief that he lost #without a second's hesitation #i NEED to write d/b being obnoxious in his class. mighty mighty need. #also wouldn't turn my nose up at reading it #the loneliest boy in the world #💖💘💕 THIS FUCKIN GUY 💕💘💖
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  • unbiasedfairysworld
    31.07.2021 - 1 day ago

    Why do people have to be this lonely? What's the point of it all? Millions of people in this world all of them yearning , looking to others to satisfy them yet isolating themselves. Why? Was the earth put here just to nourish human loneliness?

    =Haruki Murakami

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  • sunlit-goddess
    31.07.2021 - 1 day ago

    Someone message me I'm so lonely

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  • fakesurprise
    31.07.2021 - 1 day ago

    The Loneliest Number

    the first number seen each morning flash of orange wishing it were red

    the first number on the alarm clock with no number registered after it

    to vanish as the alarm is fumbled off a vehicle for noise and nothing more

    #poetry#poem#writerscreedchallenge #the loneliest number
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