Eh you know what i wont be stable for a while but im mentally okay enough to meet new people again
Hai! Im lola! Im 17 and im a lesbian! I have a small requirment, and that is be 17 or older i dont really feel comfy talking to younger thats just a personal issue
Im dutch so im sorry if my english isnt perfect, i do have alot of mental issues so if you feel like you cant talk to someone thats mentally messed up thats okay! Thats why this warning is here
I have ADD autism depression 3 types of anxiety, seperation abandoment and normal or what you might call social anxiety, then also bipolar and paranoid PD meaning i over think everything especially when having a paranoid episode which i recently started having, usually it was just looking behind me or walking fast when in public and now i dont feel safe in my room which sucks but i have found out that it calms me to just talk to someone about legit anything but me being scared
Enough with the sad stuff!
I love writing lgbt+ stories, especially fantasy love triangles |demon x princess x princess|
Lesbian stuff yknow, it gives me hope.. alot of hope that i might get a cute wlw or wlnb relationship, just not right now, after my mental issues are being looked at professional, going to a mental hospital type of thing soon just on a long waiting list, its been 4 months :((( its really upsetting, its going to mess with my school now, it was supposed to start in my vacation time but its been 2 weeks into my vacation, the project is 4 to 6 weeks, ofcourse they are gonna have to see if i mix well with the group ect ect
Which will take about 2 weeks, because i will need to have alot of appointments there until they allow me in there its a whole annoying process
But i feel like having new friends will distract me from that all
Im not looking to flirt, but if that happens i wont mind it, just tell me if your flirting with multiple people, but thats a story i wont get into now haha
Im 5'7 :( its very upsetting because i wanna be like a oompa loompa, 4 feet! I would be able to just pretend im not there! That means not talking to people! Anxiety cure!!
Also if i dont reply ill either be in bed reading because i have sleep issues, or ill just have my phone not open seeing as tumblr does not make the light of my phone go on
Im very girly, and i also have issues picking my clothes, so be ready for alot of “should i wear pink or yellow” questions
Sorry this is full of useless stuff and its probably really long im very sorry!
I’m 22, TOTALLY LESBIAN ,looking for other chicks like me,I’m a playful soul who loves having fun, I’m between a fem and a butch I love girls who look straight and I love girls who are butches. But I’m a virgo so look up virgo and I’m all them things and more. Just contact me if u want to chat or ya know just chill together. No threesomes ever with me I like to be with one. And no guys ever. I’ll only talk on here so @okpeachybear is my name cause peaches remind me of a girls butt lol!!! And I’m a bear in bear lol . Give me a holler. Love u my peeps and fellow loves
After a rough night, you find yourself in a bar hoping to unwind, but a chance meeting with the front man of KISS quickly changes life.
A/N: About 3 more chapters remain on this story. There will more than likely be a sequel. Thanks to everyone for their re-blogs and comments. Special thanks to @tryntryn for all the positive comments on the story.
Paul pulled into the driveway of your mom’s house around 6:45, shutting the engine off. You looked over at him and wondered if meeting your brother would make him rethink asking you to go to California with him. Paul placed his hand on your knee, pulling you from your racing thoughts.
“Babe, you okay? We don’t have to do this if you don’t want to. I’ll take you to a nice restaurant or something.” Paul said
You shook your head at him “ No tonight has to happen, for my own needs. ”
“ He can’t be any worse than the other two I’ve met. I don’t scare that easy, I promise. Squeezing your knee, Are you ready to go in? Paul asked
"Fair warning, my brother is very arrogant. Thinks he’s god’s gift to the world,” you said, rolling your eyes as you opened the door to climb out.
“His name isn’t Gene Simmons, is it? Paul cocked his head to the side as you laughed
You both quickly walked up the porch steps. The door was swinging open to reveal your younger brother standing there, holding a beer.
"Well, well, look who decided to grace us with her presence and the new flavor of the month. Mom, the ‘girl’ is here,” he shouted as he pulled away from the door.
He was striking a nerve in you within a minute of contact. Paul grabbed the door holding it open as you walked in.
“Paul this is my little brother Jake, Jake this Paul Stanley, and hello mom,” you said
Paul reaches out to shake Jake’s hand but is left hanging. He took a seat on the couch next to you, eyeing your brother. The room was quiet for a few minutes before your brother broke the silence.
“So Paul, What brings you back to Oklahoma? Jake asked
You started to feel a little relaxed, thinking the situation would be decent for a change.
"Well, I wanted to come to see my girlfriend for a bit and spend time with her while off the tour,” Paul said as he looked over, smiling at you.
“Your girlfriend must be busy for you to get laid, must be why shacking up with this whore” Jake said, smirking at you.
“That supposed to be a joke, man? Because I don’t find any humor in calling Y/N that since she’s my girlfriend.” Paul ask with stern tone causing you to look at him seeing his face appearing calm but his body language showing he would jump up any minute
Both your mom and brother started laughing as if Paul had told a joke.
“Is it necessary for you to start your shit, Jake? Mom, why do you have to encourage him? You asked, hoping your mom would defend you. Her silence spoke volumes.
"Y/N, why don’t you and mom’s head into the kitchen and finish dinner and bring our guest and me another drink. Make yourself useful on your feet instead of on your back.” Jake spit at you as your mom headed to the kitchen.
“Watch your mouth Jake, and you can’t come in here, acting as the king of the world every couple of months.” You spit back as you attempted to walk off.
Paul jumped up suddenly, “ Man, If I have to tell you one more time to stop disrespecting her, I’m gonna lay your ass out. Hand to god, Jake.”
The house stayed awkwardly quiet. You looked from Paul, your mom, and your brother. Knowing the situation was going to escalate, and it was out of your hands.
“Y/N, what did you do to get this guy so blinded? Promise you would take care of him like you did, mom and dad? We all know how that goes once the money is gone,” your brother smirked.
You looked back at your brother and then to your mom, hoping she would speak up to defend you for once. Tears were forming in your eyes.
“I think you are talking about yourself. I was the one here until the end while you partied and whored around!!!” You screamed and started to shake
Jake attempted to get in your face, but Paul quickly blocked him.
“Y/N, go upstairs and get your stuff. You don’t have to take this bullshit, and you don’t deserve this treatment. I know you haven’t made a decision yet, but we will figure it out ” he said
You felt Jake grab you leaning across Paul.
“ She’s not fucking leaving. She’s going to learn to keep her word, or I’ll beat it into her like mom and dad should have done a long time ago. You can’t be a whore forever, Y/N. How much are you even making from this douche to take a week off? Jake snapped.
” GET YOUR HANDS OFF OF HER!! YOU WANT TO FIGHT SOMEONE BIG MAN THEN LET’S GO OUTSIDE, Paul yelled, pushing Jake toward the door. Looking at your mom,“ and you are a pathetic excuse for a mother. Y/N an adult, and it’s time for her to find happiness. I would have knocked someone out a long time ago if they ever even looked at him cross.
Seeing Paul take control of the situation proved his point, he wasn’t going anywhere, no matter the freak show that you called "family.” You ran up the stairs to your room, hearing the commotion downstairs. Paul and Jake were screaming at each other, and your mother “crying ” over the situation. Grabbing all of the vital paperwork that you knew would they would destroy and trash everything else as soon as you left, and the photo album you had made with the only reminders of your dad left.
Just as you hit the last step, your mom was in your face. “ if you leave here tonight, even to go back with that bastard for the rest of the week, you better hope you have a place to go once he’s done with you because Y/N you’re done here. All you’ve brought to me is misery for the last three years.
Taking a deep breath,” I’m sorry you feel that way, mom, whatever misery I hope Jake can make it all better,“ you said, walking out to the door.
Paul and Jake were still yelling at each other. Knowing Jake, you had to get Paul out of there before shit got anymore escalated, and Jake ended up getting Paul arrested.
” You’re such a big man hitting women. Bet your dad would be proud of you. You deserved to stay in jail, but mommy saved your ass,“ Paul yelled.
” You need to keep your nose out of family business; you’re an OUTSIDER dealing with the town whore. She’s always taken the easiest way out. Take her, and she will use you up just like every family and friend in our lives. She sucks them dry, which I’m sure you’re aware of …“ Jake didn’t finish the sentence before he got knocked out on the front yard from Paul.
Shaking his hand out, ” You’re not worth me going to jail for, but if you ever say another crossword about Y/N, I’ll make sure you stay in prison for the rest of your sorry existence. Paul spits out.
“Paul lets just get out of here,” you said, running toward the car. You saw him look back at your mom one more time shaking his head, before getting in the car and taking off.
In the first five minutes of the car ride, you were both quiet. No one had done what Paul had except maybe your dad once or twice. Now the decision of California laid heavy on your mind.
“Y/N, let’s just leave tonight, you deserve a happy life. You can get a job out in California if you want to work but don’t have to. Why stay in this misery that you believe you its what deserve? Start a new life with me, Y/N."Paul said, glancing from the road at you.
” Paul, I want to be with you! I’ve told you that. Moving to California is a big move. Are you even really thinking of me when you ask, or are you just wanting to make sure your wishes get granted?“ You snapped.
Paul pulled his car into the parking lot of the hotel. Looking at you with a hurt expression as if you had stuck a knife in his heart.
"Y/N, if you don’t want to go, then tell me, don’t string me along. I love you and want you to be with me and live a happy life together. See where the future goes. They’ve fucked with your head so much that you can’t see what I do, but I’d spend the rest of my life trying to show you.” Paul looks at you as though that would help you make your decision.
Leaning over, you kissed him quickly. “ I love you too, let’s enjoy the rest of your time here, and I’ll give you an answer soon, okay. Just please don’t keep pressuring me. I’m going to take a walk. I’ll be back soon, okay? ” Giving him one more kiss before getting out.
“Be safe please Y/N, I’m going to go up and call Evan. I’ll order some food, okay?” He said as you turned to walk off
“Sure, Paul, that’ll be great. I’ll be back in fifteen minutes.” You said over your shoulder heading the direction of the downtown area
You had a lot to figure out; every decision made would now forever affect your life.
When I realized na I fell in love with Mark, it’s like everything fall into right places as well. I didn’t thought about it. I even stopped praying for it. But God has been too faithful for His promise. Looking at the situation now, I’m happily loving someone who’s wholeheartedly in love with me as well. He is patient, calm and understanding in all aspect of my “topak” and attacks. He’s the kind of boyfriend who would always respond, “okay lang yan. Naiintindihan kita, mahal mo ako eh kaya ka ganyan.”
There are difficult and sad days of course. Both of us are struggling sometimes. But despite of that, we are also confident that we’ll make it through. TOGETHER. Whatever happens, we will always choose each other regardless of our distance.
I may not be on my best behavior all the time but always remember that I am so grateful to have you. We still have a long way to go. Fights will definitely come. We will learn more of our similarities and differences. Misunderstanding will hit us some days. But one thing is for sure, we will choose to STAY and make things work. 💛
I’m a 16 years old girl and I live on the french countryside. I would love to meet anyone, no matter of your gender, race, nationality etc. As for your age, I would prefer someone between 14 and 18.
I’m really into Dark Academia as I love to learn things and educate myself. I like all find of Arts, but I’m especially fond of Cinema (favourite films: Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, The Favourite etc.) Theatre (I practice theatre -or drama ? I still don’t know how I’m supposed to say it- myself), Litterature (I read mostly the classics and things about greek mythology, I’m also a huge fan of Harry Potter haha) and Music (I mostly listen to punk/rock/grunge/alternative, but I also love Classical music, Jazz, Pop, Rap… And I hope you’ll help me discover more !). I spend my time reading, singing and playing the guitar, studying, watching films and baking. I’m pretty fluent in english (even though my english is very child-like), I’m learning German in school, and teaching myself Italian and Latin.
I would love to talk to anyone, I really have no preferences, just contact me :) ! I would love to send snail mail at some point, but I would like to talk a bit through social medias at first.
Howdy! My name is Sam! I’m 20 and have a 1 year old daughter who is obsessed with k-pop. I’m more into the 2006 emo music still. I’m a vaper, “gamer” and into anime! I live in Alberta, Canada and some how despise the cold. I’m full of dad jokes since I have to play both roles 👉🏻😎👉🏻! I also partake in witchcraft! @ hiddensquid0307
I was having rough days when I saw his ‘story’ on facebook. It really made my day. Sooooo happy for him and definitely proud of him. 🤓💯
Let’s continue to be each other’s inspiration. Nandito lang ako lagi to support you and cheer you up. 🥰🥳 And I thank you for always being there lalo na pag down ako, for all the patience and love. Sooo much appreciated it. ❤️💯
It was mid-afternoon when you arrived back into town feeling overly exhausted. Paul had only been back in town and he had already had a glimpse of the drama in your life and wasn’t trying to retreat to California. You heard him yawn beside you, glance over at him.
“What it’s been a busy day and the time difference takes a little of time to adjust to,” he said
“I thought it was old age, but it has been a busy day and it’s only 4 pm,” smirking at him, looking at the clock on the dashboard.
“How about we go check on the fur-ball and just relax for the evening, no pressure to do anything, we can order in, talk or whatever you?” he asked hoping you would be okay with it.
“Definitely sounds like an excellent plan to me sir” you said laughing as you yawned.
The exhaustion had hit you both as you walked into the hotel room. Paul laid on the bed propping himself up on his elbow watching you go over to Maverick’s cage. You looked up seeing him staring at you making you feel self conscious.
“Is something wrong Paul, you’re just staring at me” you laughed nervously sitting the cat on the floor brushing a piece of hair behind your ear.
“What can I not look at my girlfriend? if that’s a crime here i should have been arrested earlier this morning” he laughed as he waved you over to the bed noticing the panic flooded your face. “Y/N I just want to lay beside me, no pressure okay?
You walked over and took your sneakers and socks off before stretching out next to him propping up on your elbow to get a better look at him.Paul was a beautiful man and you still couldn’t understand why he had such an interest in you though if you questioned it too much he could disappear.
“I’m glad you came here even if its for a short bit, I know you have to get back to Evan, but 4 months of phone calls doesn’t beat sitting next to you and visiting though some of it had a little drama in it” you said staring him in the eye. “ Can I ask you a question?”
“Y/N you can ask me anything you want but I think I know what you’re gonna ask, you want to know why Pam and I didnt make it and how after being on tour for a year I broke away from Evan just to see you? He asked looking back at you brushing the stray hair behind your ear.” You shook your head acknowledging that was the questions
“Well Pam and I just couldn’t get along. Anything I did for her she thought I could have done instead of something better. Could have given her the world and she would have wanted the moon too.Kinda in the way I grew up my parents especially my mom never thought what I did was good enough. I was left to fight on my own. When she got pregnant with Evan, I thought everything would start to calm down and we would come to be happy and be good parents together. We are better raising that little guy in separate homes and him growing up happy than miserable like I did” He shrugged. That was the first time he had let anyone in on that part of his life besides Gene.
Brushing his face feeling a little closer than before. “ Leaving him is very hard then huh? Do you have any pictures of him with you.? Asking as he jumped out of the bed and walked to his suitcase.
“It is very hard leaving but I know he’s taken care of. I call him when I can, though he’s barely one I want him to know wherever I am he’s the one I’m thinking about. Paul said smiling when he found the picture album he always carried with him.
Handing over to you as he sat back down beside you pulling you in closer. You smiled at the little boy in the pictures with Paul. “That one , he pointed out, was the day he took his first steps. Evan was so proud of himself, he’s going to be such an awesome kid.” he sighed in content.
Closing the book and laying on the nightstand you snuggled into Paul’s arms looking up at him. “ He is definitely your mini-me”
Paul laughed loudly “ That could be both a good thing and a bad thing, pulling you closer and I’m glad I came too four months of phone calls was a nightmare. I love hearing your voice but not seeing you everyday sucks. I wish you were out in California with me.”
You lifted up and captured his lips gently feeling a wave of shock from him before kissing you back. Both fighting for dominance as he slipped his tongue in your mouth deepening the kiss as he pushed you back toward the bed. His hands brushing across your face. Wrapping your hand around his neck and the other one pulling his hair to bring him closer. He moaned into the kiss before breaking apart for air.
He looked in your eyes searching for anything that would tell him to stop. You grabbed his shirt and pulled him back toward you and his mouth went straight to your neck. Hands exploring new and unseen territory. You groaned out when he nipped your neck before returning to your mouth gaining control of if . Your hands going to the hem of his shirt pulling at it as in a silent request for him to lift up so you could take it off.
As he did you looked him up and down with your hands touching every exposed part. Keeping eye contact with you he bent down lower going toward the hem of your shirt brushing it up with his hand kissing your soft belly. Causing you to arch up, he noticed the scars that danced across your belly, you felt him pull back in shock.
“Y/N who, who did this to you? Looking you in the face watching your chin quiver. You were searching for the right words to make it all make sense in some way.
“ I know it’s hideous, this was how I coped with everything: depression, anxiety, and the things she, my mom, said my whole life. I don’t do it anymore. Though i can understand if you want me to leave, no one would want a crazy person around them or their son” You said trying to pull away.
“Hey Hey, don’t talk about yourself like that there is nothing hideous about you. I just hate that you hurt that bad from that situation that this is the outcome. You never ever have to feel that way again I promise” He said pulling you back to him. “I’ll kiss away the pain and those scars, you won’t ever feel the need to do that again now that you are with me”
He held you like he was a magnet pulling your pain from him. You leaned into his neck and kissed it, starting your own personal attack on him. Pulling back up you took control and he didn’t fight back as you captured his mouth and slipped your tongue into his mouth gentle but demanding. It was clear what you wanted as you made your way down kissing every inch of his chest down.He stopped you halfway down and flipped you to your back.
He needed to show you what you deserved and began worshiping every inch of you. Delicately taking each piece of clothing off of each other both stopping to look at the other. Paul looked at you one last time in the eye looking for something that told him you wanted this to stop. You shook your head with approval..Heavy breathing, whispers of admiration for the other. The rest of the night spent in a gentle state of bliss. making love to Paul for your very first time ever.
Both falling to exhaustion, Paul pulled the sheet over you as you laid your head on his chest like the very first night you stayed together. He kissed the top of your forehead as he heard your soft breathing. Now as you lay asleep, this new experience you shared together, he knew that months of phone calls, visits to each other would never be enough, it would all fall through his fingers. He had to have you with him in California, with Evan. To see you every morning and night right beside him. To know you were safe. Now he just had to put the plan in motion. Praying that you wouldn’t leave him the one brokenhearted.
Hey, I’m Ariel! I’m 19 from Georgia but I live in Colorado. I’m looking for a serious long distance relationship or to make some new friends possibly. I love anime ( we should totally have a Netflix party and watch some!😄). Random stuff: I’m 5'8, currently and International Studies major, and I’m bisexual. I’m kinda shy, but I warm up to people once I get to know them! Message me!😋
im Zoey im 22 from Minnesota and im looking for a serious relationship or friends. im shy and im really short 😂 im 5'0" and i love video games and reading. i love horror movies and and anything paranormal im really shy so message me first @ zoeynicole