Bin ich die einzige die nicht weiß wer sie ist, die immer anderes ist alles die anderen ist …

And again I thought wrong…

Ooooops I did it again.

I need friends 😭

I gave so much of myself to you I WILL NEVER AGAIN OPEN UP TO ANYONE IN THE WAY I DID WITH YOU.

theres the door

Person: dont do anything stupid!

Me who has already made a list of 183692 stupid things i could do: ok i wont :)

What you are going to choose??

A person who understands you, is of your same mindset

but doesn’t love you back the way u want too..

and might not satys with you!!

Or a person with nothing in common but will surely stays with you!!

then, she gave up hope because deep down she knew she’d never matter..

YO IMAGEN! being able to go out to Breakfast after work with someone that actually treats you like an actual human /Friend/ being Or friends because you dont have any in this damn city… And your only friends/loved ones and people that are there for you are either in different states or countries/or cities #Lonley #lonleysoul #lonleysouls #cantwaittomove
https://www.instagram.com/p/CKJQGhrhrjUytdgmy8ut42rsuSU7FTrKsnHssg0/?igshid=1binf78mosqa0

people come and go…

“Hey do you wanna FaceTime tonight?”

“Oh sorry, I’m already hanging out with some other friends.”

“Oh ok lol 😂”

Suck a dick asshole…

I hate that i’m weak.

I hate that I was brought up so well.

I hate that I’m not a selfish & narcissistic asshole.

People who only think of themselves always get everything they want - they just take everything.

Such people are ruthless & very satisfied & happy with it.

I wanna be strong.

A part of me also wants to be a selfish & narcissistic asshole that doesn’t consider anyone.

What has brought me in my life to be friendly, helpful and kind to others?

Nothing !!!

Nobody loves me & nobody needs me.

I am alone & lonely.

I am lied to, betrayed, used, abandoned & disappointed again and again.

People take me for granted & if I am no longer useful or someone has had enough of me, then I will be disposed of and replaced.

Then my love & sacrifice doesn’t count anymore.

I hate myself & my life.

I don’t seem to deserve love & happiness.

I fought & always did my best, but it didn’t bring me anything.

Why should I continue if everything always goes wrong and broken anyway?

My life is fucking cursed.

I wish I was never born.

Hmu

(P.S. If you wanna do dat too-i mean hit me up👉😗👈

do you sometimes struggle to breathe?

‘cause same

I’m mostly posting old work here, I’m not a fast artist; most of my art is on my ig @skyunderwood.p

someone just wanna like love me now please