“Woodkid - I love you”
“Woodkid - I love you”
As you watched me walk away you may have thought you had left me torn apart.
Perhaps you thought I was broken and bruised now that I was without you.
But I have been here before one too many times.
Now my heart does not break like it did once upon a time.
She had blue skin. And so did he.
He kept it hid. And so did she.
They searched for blue Their whole life through.
Then passed right by - And never knew.
Don’t blink your eyes you might lose me !!!!!
“Annabeth and I pretty much skirted around each other. I was glad to be with her, but it also kind of hurt, and it hurt when I wasn’t with her, too.”
-the battle of the labyrinth
I needed you
I need you
I need you
I need something
You won’t even look at me
The one person in the world who I can talk to
Won’t even look at me
I feel so small I feel so small I feel so small
I love you so much
think that you would have loved it here, you really would have.
You didn’t want me
I felt so alone
Rejected by my love
Here I am though
I’m doing better
Some days I’m not
More and more days I am
Love fades slowly
It makes you feel lonely
I’m not alone
There are other people out there
People who want my love
You can keep what I already gave you
I hope it’s enough
I still see
in my room
it was in kauai
where i first held your hand — yet
never really stopped
Where did we go wrong?
I need you in my arms
You were right about the stars
For our last goodbye
I would kiss you in the train
After all, it is fitting.
Always travelling to be together
One month to another
Never always together.
did you think i would just forget about you?
you never forget your first love
I sat there listening in to the conversations that surrounded me. The noise overwhelmed my senses, I could hear every little whisper and chuckle. It started getting annoying. I started getting mad. I don’t understand why, honestly. Was it the anxiety? Or was it just the actual overwhelming sounds entering my head at once. Maybe, and bear with me here this is about to get deep. It was because I was jealous of everybody having someone. I know I’m off topic by a long shot. But listen what I mean is everybody seemed to be so engaged with someone. I realized these people have known each other for so long, or even if they don’t they know each other so much. They still vibe with each other in a way I’ll never be able to understand. I’ll never be able to be the friend someone turns to have a conversation with for the heck of it. I guess I realized I’m not capable of experiencing happiness like the guy who has the girl, and the car, or whatever.
Sometimes there’s moments when they do something and your immediate reaction is to smile and think “I love you.” I mean it’ll be the most insignificant thing but it doesn’t matter. But you obviously can’t say that so you just stay quiet.
Sometimes there’s moments when you wonder what’s going on. When you get ignored or avoided and it’s only happening to you. I mean it’ll be from the most insignificant thing but it matters. But you obviously can’t say anything so you just stay quiet.
I could write, possibly a book of how I feel about you but you won’t probably read it & if you do, you probably won’t understand it. Because that’s just who you are. You’ll just go through it without understanding the context and when the story gets too deep, you close the book.
— one of the thing I wrote about you in the book // a.e