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  • unsenttextsuggestion
    06.04.2021 - 1 week ago

    saw it coming from a mile away and it still hurt

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  • catapilla
    06.04.2021 - 1 week ago

    Heartbreak be like: I'd rather be still struggling with you, than be surviving without you- and I really feel that shit deep in my soul.

    #my writing#my post#heartbreak quotes#heartbreak#heart#heartless#lovers#lost lover#lover#love #love and loss #love and relationships #emotional#loss #grief and loss #love quotes#quote#quoteoftheday #stages of grief #ptsd thoughts #dealing with depression #dealing with grief
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  • unsenttextsuggestion
    05.04.2021 - 1 week ago

    hope is a dangerous thing. but you know me, i’ve always had a taste for cruelness in my dreams.

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  • unsenttextsuggestion
    04.04.2021 - 1 week ago

    i’m sorry i made a promise i couldn’t keep. it absolutely shatters my heart, knowing what i did to you. we’re talking tomorrow but i have a feeling it’s going to end in us going our separate ways. i’m so so sorry. i really did love you.

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  • unsenttextsuggestion
    02.04.2021 - 2 weeks ago

    i just wish i knew how you felt about me now. you were falling in love with me and i was falling in love with you. and then i had to go and fuck up the best thing that’s ever happened to me. i must be delusional to hope that you still might like me, that you still might give me one last chance to prove myself. i’m so so sorry. for everything.

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  • unsenttextsuggestion
    30.03.2021 - 2 weeks ago

    i wish last night never happened. i miss you and i feel absolutely insane that i already miss you but you’re so amazing and perfect and i’m falling in love but last night changed something in us and i wish i could remember what happened because i want to fix it. i want to fix us.

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  • catapilla
    27.03.2021 - 3 weeks ago

    I resigned from my job today. I got a bit drunk with strangers. Bought a new kind of cigarette. Spoke of my lost 'best friend' with nothing but warm feelings and a smile.

    Normally there would be a voice of reason, but he left me and now I'm here just stumbling through life.

    I stand in awe at how much I've changed in the last eight months.

    I feel like a hurricane. Marvelous and disastrous all at once.

    #my writing#my post #dealing with grief #heartbreak#ptsd thoughts #dealing with depression #love#lost lover #grief and mourning #self healing#healing#ptsd recovery
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  • catapilla
    23.03.2021 - 3 weeks ago

    My therapist is going to have a lot to unpack tomorrow afternoon.

    I told one person how I feel about life, my place in it, or lack thereof, and I had a meltdown over it. I recorded a video "just as a precaution" of if I were to die and saved it to my phone as if someone would go looking for it in my absence.

    To be incredibly clear, I have no intentions of ending my own life. I'm not going through and hashing out the details of things, or making any plans.

    In fact, my lack of planning is what prompted me to press record.

    The empty space in my life now isn't something I want to "fill" it's something I'm avoiding at all costs. The center of my universe blinked out like a light being flipped and this spiral downwards feels fitting.

    I am a ruined person because of it. With a ruined life that I had meticulously planned out, with no one to help me pick up pieces.

    My friends owe me nothing, and have no obligation to me to make me feel like I belong anywhere, it's something I have accepted. Only to punctuate the despair of having no one, and nothing.

    I am living in hell with only myself for company, and it's becoming clear to me that I am not company you'd want to keep.

    I can not apologize enough on my own behalf. I understand the meaning of the word inconsolable.

    #my writing#my post#grief tw #dealing with grief #grief #stages of grief #heartbreak#ptsd thoughts #dealing with depression #love and loss #love and relationships #lost lover#broken #tw sucidal ideation #trauma tw#death tw#tw#depression
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  • unsenttextsuggestion
    18.03.2021 - 4 weeks ago

    i really want to kiss you, if that’s ok

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  • unsenttextsuggestion
    18.03.2021 - 1 mont ago

    if this doesn’t work out i’m gonna look really really stupid

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  • unsenttextsuggestion
    12.03.2021 - 1 mont ago

    i finally got my closure (no thanks to you) and now i can stop thinking about how you fucked me up and it feels so good

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  • unsenttextsuggestion
    12.03.2021 - 1 mont ago

    if i’m being honest, it scares me how much i like this girl. like i’m not the type of person who falls in love and it genuinely terrifies me to my core that i’m this infatuated with someone i just started talking to a few weeks ago. i literally don’t know how to act around her because god she’s so amazing and funny and perfect and i really, really don’t want to fuck this one up because call me crazy but i think she’s the one

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    05.03.2021 - 1 mont ago

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  • ded--inside
    01.03.2021 - 1 mont ago

    I dreamt of you again last night my lost lover. I cried when I woke up. I hate the reality of I was once yours and you were mine but not anymore.

    You held me close in my dream. I felt your skin, I felt at peace. I remember your laugh, smell and voice like it was just yesterday.

    Cheers to going to sleep and never waking up again, just so I can be with you.

    - reality check thoughts

    #lost lover #I love you still #I miss you #sad#lonely#depressed#suicidal thoughts #just love me
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  • ded--inside
    27.02.2021 - 1 mont ago

    That awfully painful moment when you realise their your soul mate but you’re not theirs. That my dear, is hell on earth. Damned to a life of endless pain.

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  • manicthoughts
    16.02.2021 - 2 monts ago

    Lost lover, I wonder,

    Are you lost or have you changed?

    I can see you on a new road,

    That does not seem to follow your shape

    Lost lover, I wonder,

    Are you lost or have you changed?

    May the winds guide you,

    On the path to finding your fate

    C.C.

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  • probl-ems
    11.11.2020 - 5 monts ago

    x

    #love#sadness#lost lover#elio perlman#oliver #elio x oliver #cmbyn #visions of gideon #sufjan stevens #call me by your name #cmbyn movie
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  • secrethungerofmine
    28.06.2020 - 9 monts ago

    Reminder ...

    You came to me last night ...

    I woke from a nap ... we were in Italy. You walked me blindfolded in to the dining room.

    The table was set ... you’d made dinner ... red wine was ready ... breathing. I wasn’t. Candles were lit.

    You kissed me ... we ate ... we talked ... we drank. We kissed again, but this time for hours. We made love, for hours.

    I remember your touch. I remember your kiss. I remember the smile on your face. I remember the look in your eyes. I remember Peer ... where everything was as it should be. You on the piano. Me with my glass of red wine watching and wondering if I could bottle the happy ... to reuse it when I needed it the most.

    Maybe dreams are just that ... things that take place in a world where everything is perfect and hearts don’t break, and then you wake up. To the sobering reality that this world isn’t perfect, your heart can be broken and you are forced to wake up.

    This secret is overwhelming. It has a mind of it’s own and it’s overtaken me.

    #Secrets Within#lover#lost lover#missing #i love him #i wish he loved me #living alone#alone forever #why did i do this #loving#True Love#Memories #self love reminders #i can't#happy once#screaming inside #Please Don't Hurt Me #bottle of wine
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  • secrethungerofmine
    24.06.2020 - 9 monts ago

    Lover ...

    You are the love of my life ... and she is the love of yours ...

    I love him ... and sometimes he loves me too.

    #lover#lost lover#lovers #i felt you leave #Please Don't Hurt Me #alone#alone forever #the love of my life #love me#love #i loved you #can i love me
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  • secrethungerofmine
    23.06.2020 - 9 monts ago

    I wait ...

    For the one who’ll love me ... for me. For the one who’ll look at me the way you used to. For the one who I dream of when I close my eyes. For the one who has held me tight and takes my breath away.

    But I know the waiting may never be over ... I just keep hoping that one day, I’ll know the love that I crave, whilst holding a smile on my face ...

    But my secret has to end ... before it kills me.

    #waiting#lost lover #waiting for love #don't leave me #when will i know peace #Secrets Within#secrethunger#fyp
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