You were too much to handle.
You loved “too hard” and it scared them off.
Continue. That is such a good thing.
Your process will keep you from settling. Your methods will not only block what is not right for you and remove it from you, it will allow you to attract who and what is truly aligned, not temporarily but for the long haul. Your way can even prevent what is not yours from ever entering your life.
If you want longevity, be exactly who you are.
Evolve exactly as you’ve been doing.
Love hard. Be deep. Everybody ain’t meant to be able to carry your heart or swim in your sea.