maybe you are just a waste of my precious time
maybe you are just a lesson I need to learn
maybe you were sent to set as an example of a walking red flag
maybe I must brave up and wave the white flag
maybe you are just a memory not worth keeping
maybe this is to wake me from a wrong kind of loving
“No one really understood who I am, not even me. And then one day, he came and explained me to myself. Just like an angel who comes from the sky and directs you to the right path. But then, leaves you! ”
You aren’t a narcissist if you love yourself!! ♡
I caught myself looking for him again today and half expecting him to show up.
I thought I was over it. Is this just a relapse? Nostalgia? A little of both?
And a little pissed off.
I don’t believe in the One True Love aka “The One” I believe in The one for now.￼￼￼
I don’t believe two people can realistically‘s lives together. Maybe it’s because I’m a cynic and I’ve never￼ seen a healthy, long lasting relationship.￼
I will tell you little story back in 2019 december i told a twitter friend about N boyfriend who she is with but then the announcement came that shocked everybody. Because i saw he was dating N but also have a relationship with the woman that he have baby with. The reason why she cries at that fancam of run away is because of that situation. Its linked to him. I was so confused i was litterally holding myself back because i dont know but people who are have the same supspicious feeling that he might have a bad habit for having affair this is my honest awnser. He might be good person without that but i hope he will be awake and learn from the mistakes but yeah he will see.
Love is a complete load of crap and I’m done with it
NO NO NO PLEASE don’t tell me i just cried over a scene on ATLA. bruh even my love life can’t beat that.
You know I did that whole Bonnie and Clyde relationship and that ride or die, but that shit in the end stupid af. You both going down. The high don’t last forever.
After going through life, as short as my life has been, trying to impress people to get them to like you, theres only one thing ive learned.
Dont sit there and contort to make your body look better. To hold back from laughing cause you think that theyll find it ugly. Dont fix hide your smile because your face wrinkles a bit.
Literally dont change anything about you (that isnt harmful)
Because when you do that, and you do it for so long, thats what people expect. Thats the person people see you as, and that means you have to do it for as long as your around them, everytime you see them.
So dont hide yourself. Dont change who you are, because then the people you meet will fall in love with that version of you. That mask is heavy love, never put it on.
Watching Anna Kendrick in Love Life and she does this really cute thing with her lips that is reminiscent of having braces. This is cute because her mom embarrasses her in front of her boyfriend by telling him that she had braces until she graduated high school (so did I, btw) and it was so cool to see Anna Kendrick put in this little adult tick for her character to have from childhood.
I really and truly would like to know what causes guys collectively to hit on you more on some days than others.
I finished Castiel’s route.
It cost me 1188 AP
Here are the choices of his route:
Castiel: Poor thing… She must be devastated. But hey, she’s always been a rock. She’ll get over it!
A. I hope so. But I still wonder if we shouldn’t leave
her alone a while… / or +
B. I definitely hope so. And I’m going to do everything I can to be there for her. I know Violette will too… I need to call Nath, too.
A. No… We’re stopping. We’ll sing later, if you’re good,
B. Well, in that case, might as well play along… Come on, Thia… “Carrots are pretty yucky… but you have to eat them anyway!” / of + illustartion with Castiel
A. But I must admit, it makes me want the same. Just
imagine, getting to experience that with… our own child? / or+
B. That all makes me think that we’re not really ready. Just imagine going through that on a daily basis…? –
Castiel: I hope that’s not an issue for you.
A. Still, that’s
kind of a long time to wait. I for one want to enjoy it while I’m still in
B. That suits me just fine! I’m in no hurry either! I have projects to finish up first. / or +
And here is the summary
I made a wish and you came true…
You made me feel like someone new…
And I wonder how come I simply knew…
it’s you, it was and will always be you…
Cause all I did
was make a wish…
I made a wish and you came true…