cw: nsfw implied in mint and viridian parts and kinda explicit in persian
we found a piece of glass by the sea
caressed by water and crusted by salt
like every wound of mine
traced with your lips
and cleansed with your tears
until all of my edges
were smoothed away
by your sheer presence
you pierced the shard right through
and i plaited a beautiful tear-like bead
into your hair
i can't remember a single word
of that made-up story i told you
to make your voice vibrate
with careless laughter
only the lump in my throat
when the early spring sun
teased your eyelids
and painted a halo around your face
over our pale green walls
i spilled hot tea
all over my thighs
and after you treated me
with water cold like winter morning
'please don't hurt'
over my fevered skin
with the tip of your
i froze in the middle of the street
helplessly captured by the sudden wish
to look into your eyes
so i tightened my grip on your hand
slightly raised the wide brim
of your flamboyant summer hat
and you caught my gaze
as i gently kissed
the tips of your
you knew this wasn't a real precious stone
a cheap pretty piece of colored plastic
(not eco-friendly too)
but still you gave me that necklace
fidgeting nervously, flustered and shy
saying how it reminded you of that
deep green transparent blouse i'd worn
and how it went well
with my golden skin
shimmering around my neckline
i saw it in your eyes
you weren't sure i'd ever wear it
while i knew i would hardly ever
take it off
the darkest mystery
as even the deepest parts
of my ocean
under my palms
let's have a picnic
soaked wet from rich lavish rain
as we were hiding under a tree
cocooned in tight embrace of the forest
and then we had one
full of innocent romance
i was keeping him warm
and i gifted him
with the prettiest cone
he told me to make a wish
and i made him up
in my hands
in my mind
and desperately begged the rare flower
to bloom with our love
fine membrans of skin
stretched over the arches
of your feet
blueish and almost lacelike
but you still walk bare
as you are
and the undergrowth
bursting with life
covers your path with
that sense the same as those
of my wet lips
my eyes were diving deep
into the greenest ocean
as i was fucking you senseless
letting myself go
pressed against the curtains
in my best friend's parents'
tearing you apart
whatever deity there is
for whatever reason
happened to gift me
i called them l o v e
since then i'm a believer
and you're a blessed sapling
i'm bound to take care of
with everything life-nourishing
there is in me
— green palette // julzzz
poetic cycle 'the hues of us' - jules ed.
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I loved him
I love you
and it is a constant choice
to love the person
they call me.
There is blue
Everything is blue
Blue in the sky
blue in the seas
Blue in your cheeks when you realized what you did
Made me realize that I want to feel that blue, too
Rappin Some and fun.. loll
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( A segunda versão que faço do poema do filme 10 Coisas que odeio em você, para uma pessoa diferente e com alterações da versão que fiz no papel.)
1. Eu odeio como você já olhou pra mim
2. Eu odeio seu sorriso
3. Odeio lembrar desse mesmo sorriso
4. Eu odeio como você se refere á mim
5. Odeio que eu achava que você não lembrava de mim
Enquanto fazia alguns dias que tu não saia da minha mente
Mas você me bloqueio sem ao menos ver se mudei
6. Odeio o fato que de já consegui me decifrar
7. Odeio que você seja um dos poucos que quase posam fazer eu me abrir
8. Odeio o fato de algumas vezes, você conseguiu me constranger
9. Odeio que talvez nem tenha tido essa intenção na época
E mas do que tudo nesse mundo
10. Eu odeio não conseguir te odiar
Nem mesmo um pouco
Nem mesmo depois de tudo que aconteceu
To:. T..... Z.....
"Sink your nails in my chest and try to leave a mark on my heart."
adoring you as you sleep next to me
twisting my fingers in your hair;
making intricate spirals
this love is tender, and i had almost given up on the feeling
you are my never ending wine
Whoever said that the truth will set you free
Then those words themselves are a lie
The truth will bound and bury you
Causing your Escape longer and harder to get out of this hole
Leaving your outfit filthy
Stained with the dirt of your own struggles
As much as you want to brandish them
As Badges of Honor
Or as much you've changed
And as much as you've been through to be where you are now
And a world built on hiding your dirty laundry
No one wants to hug you
In dirt covered clothes
No one wants to Hold Your Hand
With it caked underneath your fingernails
No one wants to see the real you
Out of fear that your stains will become their own
So you wash, and scrub, and clean
Until your hands and everything on the inside are just as Raw
But now that it's white as snow
After all of this effort
Why does the work feel so wrong?
As the tears roll down my face for feeling un wanted in a way i once was.
Just to be dropped down like a hat just because.
Not only is my heart in shackles for not understanding.
With energy advising me, its more overtime than voices of what i hear call it randy.
Self worth self worth i say it like aiming a dart.
But along the lines they came into my heart.
They hit the bullseye of my soul and i thought i was good so i thank god right after.
Devil now looking at me as laughter.
Almost 72hrs before a brand new chapter.
So i pray to god is this my punishment for putting my heart outside.
To just be driven with confusing and alone ties.
No valadation but it does get lonley.
Faith will show up i gotta be patient god told me.
The spirit is speaking to me now.
To turn the space frown upside down.
Let it run its course as the age ends.
Who would of thought they win with uno out in being friends.
In this case Let god and let go.
Hurt again and in remission its like an echo.