Teach me to wander
Let’s discover the insides
It is beatiful, warm,
and chaotic—I found peace in your soul.
MG
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As I look in to your eyes, I am hypnotized by the beauty the color blue possess. What happened? Where did she come from? She finally realized that she was beautiful she found herself. But wait, if I look beyond her mesmerizing eyes I see something, its something only a real man can see. Her pain. Though her beauty is in a class of its own, she still sees the reflection of who she once was. The inside doesn’t match the outside. She falls for the men she once craved to have. Only to be used and lied to, her confidence is not what it should be, but it feels good to be wanted. I know u therefore I see u. I see the the woman that wants to be held, made love to but most importantly respected for her true beauty within. A superficial man is just an old boy. Respect yourself and reflect on who u are, then be who you want to be, and most importantly carry yourself with confidence. Confidence doesn’t mean your to good. It just means, u know who u are and know what u want. A man who sees u as concided, is just a boy who cannot rise to the occasion! He is not equipped with the tools nor the maturity to carry on an intelligent conversation nor can he find the words that undress u during a romantic dinner.. I see your true beauty, how u ask? Your eyes say, please, if u let me, I can love you harder and deeper than u ever thought possible. I see u.
DIRKUMDOWN
5She fell into my hands,
With a battered heart,
She said would never love again
But it was lies from the start,
She weeps until someone comes to dry her tears,
She’s been roaming the earth for some odd years,
She says she’s ready to face her fears…
But still she won’t.
She’s present and absent at the same time,
Hopeful that will change in due time,
Making all of the same mistakes,
Her heart was born to break,
Long as they fulfill her needs,
Its fine if inside she bleeds,
Pain might be real,
But anything that hurts can also heal.
-Quantum Bliss
8I remember the reckless nights
The alcohol in our bloodstreams
The darkness we hid in
The risks we took
Just to take a glance
Of each other’s skin
Our limbs entangled
And we felt
It was the closest
Our souls can intertwine
- Hate
4Love like fire burns out
When I close my eyes your image doesn’t snuff out
In my minds eye you twinkle like a dozen stars
Your flame is engraved in my mind and your frame has moulded into my palms
the burning doesn’t stop but I can’t let you go
People say you were a hot potato and to drop it
But your scent in the steam enticed me to watch you glow
How was I supposed to know all you wanted to do was burn and as a consequence scatter my ashes in the process
Our love was a raging fire but now it’s a smouldering mound
I hope your happy with the inferno you’ve found
B.A.A
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Beautiful Demise
There’s a fire across the dawn-lit sky
Yours is such a beautiful demise,
Pick apart your heart just for another’s greed
What would we do with out you,
And how does it feel, them watching you bleed?
I bask in the light you’re casting,
There’s a kind of thrall in a
Heartbreak happening,
You make all these believers, baby
But aren’t you meant
To live your life without this crazy?
You still burn up your nights and call them mine
Maybe I can’t stand to watch you cry
Picking up the pieces of your heart, so blue
And I guess that means I’ll come for you
Picture credit: Stacey Anne Leeson
11“Something I have learned recently is that you don’t always have to accept shitty comments from friends. You are not obligated to see it as a ‘joke’ everytime just because you are friends. If you notice you don’t find it funny, stop yourself from instantly putting on a fake smile to laugh along because that is what everyone is doing. Instead stay still, watch if they notice and do something about it. If not, remember that they didn’t notice what you really felt because of their comment.”
- 3am overthinker
100I Got The Stephanie Symptoms🤍
I get fevers and headaches and I become super hot knowing I’m on my way to see you. My heart rate increses extremely fast every time I take a look at you. Then I begin to feel pain in my chest because I don’t know if i can handle you next to me. Now I’m left out of breath when you kissed me and you made my fever increase immediately. Someone help me please!
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-”the princess saves herself in this one”, amanda lace
now that there’s no chance of seeing your partner/s, internet is the only thing that’s connecting friends, family, every other relationship out there, together. but it can only do so much. you can only do so much. video calling your friend/partner to watch a movie together, stream a game that you both can enjoy, stay connected for hours on end to not feel less lonely, to basically stay connected be together virtually isn’t as full of possibilities as i once thought it could be. it’s…hard. it’s difficult and most of all, it makes it more poignant that i miss them and i want to see them all the more.
if you’re not living in the better parts of europe or america, internet isn’t essential. it’s a luxury and it’s not all that great. the tiniest of problems from the services causes network to be shut down or unresponsive for days. yes, i know, unreasonable, unimaginable.
imagine going on days without seeing each other - no text, no video calls - phone calls don’t cut it but it might be something (until it no longer is) and you’re just on edge wanting to do something but this pandemic isn’t your fault. this is not something you or the two of you can fix, because this isn’t a problem with faults on both of your sides, its the world against the two of you, the unknown against the two of you. all you can do is be frustrated, angry, upset, tired and in the end stop giving a fuck about it all.
so, would you blame the stars if the internet decided not to join forces with your love life? who would you blame for “not trying enough”? i can make a list of things other people can provide as solutions - “if they wanted this, they would have found other offline ways regardless of internet” - no, distance is no longer just kilometers, it’s digital data, it’s pings, it’s looking at my camera hole to make sure my digital profile is painted on their screens. one can only go on for so long w laggy and glitchy network on the daily. i would give up, and i know so would you.
there’s no solution if strong love fades and fails to wires and digits. hope is already dying as deaths keep rising. now is not the time to risk for love.for a time
it seemed to me
that we were
wired and connected
failing to
realize that
we were actuallywireless but disconnected
- the wifi was never on our side.0I carry you with me
everywhere I go
Tucked between heart and soul,
Between thought and surrender,
Where happiness likes to frolick in the light and
the fountains of the ocean meet the sky,
In the extraordinary and in the ordinary for both are parts of life,
I keep you
In my eyes that dream,
In my lips that laugh,
In my hands that write,
In the freedom of my wings that like to fly,
There you are, my love,
You are never far,
You are forevermore a part of me
since the day my heart loved you.
e.v.e.
77is it selfish of me
to hope
that you haven’t made into heaven
because I know
I could never meet you there?
-to lose a good lover
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