cw: nsfw implied in mint and viridian parts and kinda explicit in persian

aquamarine

we found a piece of glass by the sea

caressed by water and crusted by salt

like every wound of mine

traced with your lips

and cleansed with your tears

until all of my edges

were smoothed away

by your sheer presence

that night

you pierced the shard right through

and i plaited a beautiful tear-like bead

into your hair

honeydew

i can't remember a single word

of that made-up story i told you

to make your voice vibrate

with careless laughter

only the lump in my throat

when the early spring sun

teased your eyelids

and painted a halo around your face

over our pale green walls

mint

i spilled hot tea

all over my thighs

and after you treated me

with water cold like winter morning

you wrote

'please don't hurt'

over my fevered skin

with the tip of your

tongue

chartreuse

i froze in the middle of the street

helplessly captured by the sudden wish

to look into your eyes

so i tightened my grip on your hand

slightly raised the wide brim

of your flamboyant summer hat

and you caught my gaze

sweetly ablush

as i gently kissed

the tips of your

eyelashes

emerald

you knew this wasn't a real precious stone

a cheap pretty piece of colored plastic

(not eco-friendly too) 

but still you gave me that necklace

fidgeting nervously, flustered and shy

saying how it reminded you of that

deep green transparent blouse i'd worn

and how it went well

with my golden skin

shimmering around my neckline

i saw it in your eyes

you weren't sure i'd ever wear it

while i knew i would hardly ever

take it off

viridian

the darkest mystery

resolves

as even the deepest parts

of my ocean

roar restlessly

under my palms

pine

let's have a picnic

he said

soaked wet from rich lavish rain

as we were hiding under a tree

cocooned in tight embrace of the forest

and then we had one

full of innocent romance

i was keeping him warm

and i gifted him

with the prettiest cone

i'd found

fern

he told me to make a wish

and i made him up

in my hands

in my mind

and desperately begged the rare flower

to bloom with our love

moss

fine membrans of skin

stretched over the arches

of your feet

blueish and almost lacelike

but you still walk bare

as you are

and the undergrowth

bursting with life

covers your path with

intimate caresses 

that sense the same as those

of my wet lips

persian

my eyes were diving deep

into the greenest ocean

as i was fucking you senseless

letting myself go

you

pressed against the curtains

in my best friend's parents'

bedroom

me

tearing you apart

olive

whatever deity there is

for whatever reason

happened to gift me

with you

i called them l o v e

since then i'm a believer

and you're a blessed sapling

i'm bound to take care of

with everything life-nourishing

there is in me

— green palette // julzzz

poetic cycle 'the hues of us' - jules ed.

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I loved him

I love you

and it is a constant choice

to love the person

they call me.

Poem #14

There is blue

Everything is blue

Blue in the sky

blue in the seas

Blue in your cheeks when you realized what you did

Seeing blue

Your blue

Made me realize that I want to feel that blue, too

Rappin Some and fun.. loll

Rappin Some and fun.. loll

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Coisas que odeio em você 2

( A segunda versão que faço do poema do filme 10 Coisas que odeio em você, para uma pessoa diferente e com alterações da versão que fiz no papel.)

1. Eu odeio como você já olhou pra mim

2. Eu odeio seu sorriso

3. Odeio lembrar desse mesmo sorriso

4. Eu odeio como você se refere á mim

5. Odeio que eu achava que você não lembrava de mim

Enquanto fazia alguns dias que tu não saia da minha mente

Mas você me bloqueio sem ao menos ver se mudei

6. Odeio o fato que de já consegui me decifrar

7. Odeio que você seja um dos poucos que quase posam fazer eu me abrir

8. Odeio o fato de algumas vezes, você conseguiu me constranger

9. Odeio que talvez nem tenha tido essa intenção na época

E mas do que tudo nesse mundo

10. Eu odeio não conseguir te odiar

Nem mesmo um pouco

Nem mesmo depois de tudo que aconteceu

Ass:. V

To:. T..... Z.....

"Sink your nails in my chest and try to leave a mark on my heart."

adoring you as you sleep next to me

twisting my fingers in your hair;

making intricate spirals

this love is tender, and i had almost given up on the feeling

you are my never ending wine

Dirt

Whoever said that the truth will set you free

Then those words themselves are a lie

The truth will bound and bury you

Causing your Escape longer and harder to get out of this hole

Leaving your outfit filthy

Stained with the dirt of your own struggles

As much as you want to brandish them

As Badges of Honor

Or as much you've changed

And as much as you've been through to be where you are now

And a world built on hiding your dirty laundry

No one wants to hug you

In dirt covered clothes

No one wants to Hold Your Hand

With it caked underneath your fingernails

No one wants to see the real you

Out of fear that your stains will become their own

So you wash, and scrub, and clean

Until your hands and everything on the inside are just as Raw

But now that it's white as snow

After all of this effort

Why does the work feel so wrong?

-love addict-

Listen …

Echo

As the tears roll down my face for feeling un wanted in a way i once was.

Just to be dropped down like a hat just because.

Not only is my heart in shackles for not understanding.

With energy advising me, its more overtime than voices of what i hear call it randy.

Self worth self worth i say it like aiming a dart.

But along the lines they came into my heart.

They hit the bullseye of my soul and i thought i was good so i thank god right after.

Devil now looking at me as laughter.

Almost 72hrs before a brand new chapter.

So i pray to god is this my punishment for putting my heart outside.

To just be driven with confusing and alone ties.

No valadation but it does get lonley.

Faith will show up i gotta be patient god told me.

The spirit is speaking to me now.

To turn the space frown upside down.

Let it run its course as the age ends.

Who would of thought they win with uno out in being friends.

In this case Let god and let go.

Hurt again and in remission its like an echo.