I fall apart. My heart a cracked vase
with no gold to fill all the space;
screaming. I am manic and you
are unsure what to say.I am whispering under the blankets
between hyperventilation and shallow
breaths; “I am broken. Broken.
Completely fucking shattered.”Your touch leads me to burst;
I am a dam that can no longer
contain the raging water behind
concrete curtain eyes.You hold me tight and the weight
of your body helps get rid of the
float away feelings I cannot control.
The ones that feel like “jump” and
only bring about coffin black
colored endings.ReBecca DeFazio
More Than a Flower
8Εκείνος.
Εκείνος υπήρχε στην καρδιά μου πριν καν τον γνωρίσω. Εκείνος με έκανε να ζηλεύω πριν καταλάβω πως τον έχω ερωτευτεί. Εκείνος με έκανε να τον ερωτευτώ με μόνο μια του ματιά. Εκείνος με έκανε να ελπίζω. Εκείνος με έκανε να αλλάξω. Από την πρώτη στιγμή που τον αντίκρισα κατάλαβα πώς θα γίνει το χάος μου. Από τη στιγμή που τον ερωτεύτηκα ξέχασα οποιονδήποτε υπήρχε πριν στο μυαλό μου. Ξεπέρασα όλους μου τους φόβους, τις ανασφάλειές μου, τον παιδικό εαυτό μου… ξεπέρασα ακόμα και τη μεγαλύτερή μου ανασφάλεια, εμένα…. Ένιωσα όλα αυτά που λένε τα ποιήματα και οι ταινίες πως νιώθεις όταν ερωτεύεσαι. ένιωσα οτιδήποτε μεγαλύτερο από όλες τις προηγούμενες φορές που έχω νιώσει κάτι για κάποιον. Και πρώτη φορά ήταν ο μόνος που δεν με έκανε να στεναχωρηθω… Δεν με στεναχώρησε ποτέ… Ο μόνος που με έκανε να πονέσω σε αυτή την ιστορία ήμουν εγώ.. Εγώ και η δειλία μου να εκφράσω αυτά που νιώθω. Πάντα η λάθος σε αυτή την ιστορία ήμουν εγώ. Και πάντα θα είμαι εγώ. Σε οποιαδήποτε ιστορία και να γράψω το λάθος θα το κάνω εγώ. Όχι εκείνος. Εκείνος μου έδινε σημάδια αλλά εγώ τα κατέστρεψα όλα όπως μόνο εγώ ξέρω. Τον εχασα μεσα απο τα ιδια μου τα χερια. Και με απεχθάνομαι για αυτό.
2”Emotions run deep, but yet we forget that the purest form of love starts within. Love yourself harder, so when someone chooses to take it for granted you stand stronger than ever”.
—Sixela3
3“Fly my little butterfly, fly like the wind your lovely little, soft wings breathes beneath you.. kiss the lit sky with your beauty in all ways, once cocooned, but now a hot love amongst the stars. Never look back on your journey to distant lands of pure beauty equal to your beautiful mind, your soul, your heart.. for they are as lovely as you little butterfly, fly away to your beautiful place and rest your tired little heart. For the beauty of life is surely just beginning for you on the winds of change..”
@venusinpnw, just a little poetry to soothe your tired heart.. trust me, I know pain very well, and it’s best to let it go and breathe in the beauty around you. Things hurt in life, the past mainly.. open your beautiful wings and fly to the future where there are so many good things coming for you. Smile, cause you are truly a beautiful soul - eUe..
8O amor
O amor não é perfeito
Não é um conto de fadas
Ou um livro de histórias
E nem sempre vem fácil.
O amor é uma superação de obstáculos
Enfrentar desafios
Lutar para ficar juntos
Segurando-se e nunca deixar ir.
É uma palavra curta
Fácil de soletrar
Difícil de definir
E é impossível viver sem.
O amor é trabalho,
Mas acima de tudo
O amor é perceber cada hora
Cada minuto
Cada segundo que
Valeu a pena porque…
Você fez em conjunto.
1Waiting for my lovely soulmate,
“I can feel your soul across the wind, through the trees and on the breeze.. I know you are out there, I just know it. I am here waiting to love you with all of me, with every last piece of me.. I don’t know where you are, or if you will ever see this but I am here on my knees looking for your love, so much do I want it. Some may call me crazy, others may think I am dumb for seeking my soulmate.. but I don’t care, I want you in my life. I want to feel your skin next to mine, to hear your voice.. to feel the warmth of your body at night, to look into your beautiful eyes. I can feel you out there, with my soul, with my soft heart.. and I just want you to know that I am here waiting for you every single day. Your forever is here with me, mine with you.. and I am here, right now, waiting for you.”
Dear soulmate, each day that passes is another day wasted without you in my life, I miss you with each heartbeat.. come to me - eUe..
29“My thoughts are in the clouds every time that you touch me, on the very steps to heaven themselves.. I feel as if the world is right, as if I will never come down.”
When you touch me, it’s the way an angel would touch.. so soft, intimate, so amazing - eUe..
6Ήρθε.
Και φώτισε την καταπακτή μου.
Κι’ έγινε φως.
Ήταν ο ουρανός; Δεν ξέρω.
Ένα μόνο ξέρω
Πως έχασα τη γη.
Μενέλαος Λουντέμης, Ερωτικό «Οι εφτά κύκλοι της μοναξιάς»
7“I want to get nasty baby, take off all of your clothes.. and I want to kiss you from your head to your toes.”
I want make heated love to you - eUe..
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“And all my days are trances,
And all my nightly dreams
Are where thy grey eye glances,
And where thy footstep gleams -
In what ethereal dances,
By what eternal streams.”
~ Edgar Allan Poe
An excerpt from “To One In Paradise”4“I’m sorry it’s so hard for me to believe that you actually like me.”
- 12:47 AM thoughts || because no one ever has
93I know you will never be in love with me the way I am in love with you.
It will never change how I feel.
I feel it in my soul.
In my heart.
In my ribs.
My pulse just grows.
You will always be such a big part of me.
Even if I mean nothing to you.
-DB
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