“Se aseguró tanto en que la tenía,que nunca pensó que podría perderla”.

“One day, you let go and feel whole again.”

- the better man project

After every war

someone has to clean up.

Things won’t

straighten themselves up, after all.

No matter how big of heart

you have

it’ll always be small

to hide the pain inside your chest

& those foreign thoughts

nostalgia will kill

through your ribs

& your mind will burn

as ashes of those memories

will quarrel amongst the peace

within and all

you’ll do is plug earphones

to hide the pain

because it’s 2 am-quite late;

the person you want

to share this feeling with

poisoned this toxic

inside your veins,

slowly and all

at once left.

Like this excerpt you reading

right now and you think

you are midway

through it

& you feel this

this is exactly what

you are going through

but let me tell you

this piece,

this has an end.

But the pain,

pain will flow

it’ll flow through

your every nerve till

this moment

paralyses your happiness.

And every time in a loop, this will happen.

After every war.

A war- you fight with yourself on your own.

@randomscribbler-guywholovedher

“Hasta cuando tienes que aguantar para entender que no mereces llorar por eso que te hace solo daño”.

…and I screamed at God, “How dare you put me in my place?”

he started to pray for me…

-The Holy Mountain (Poppy)

and if the sun should lift me up, would you come back?

-C'mon (Panic! At The Disco)

try not to mistake what you have with what you hate.

-C'mon (Panic! At The Disco)

Am I in your head, half as often as your on my mind? If I don’t make sense, please forgive me I can’t sleep at night…

With everything fallin down around me

I’d like to believe in all the possibilities.

-C'mon (Panic! At The Disco)

Everyone sees what you appear to be, few experience what you really are.

7-4-2020, “… a ghazal.”

Three things we still conserve from Paradise: the stars, the flowers and the children.

Meine DMs, die sind voll, du musst mir Liebesbriefe schicken

I want you to look at me

and see what you’ve broken

that you fucked up

and that I won’t ever be that stupid naive girl you knew again

But I know

That when we will see each other again

You won’t even notice the changes

Cause you just don’t care enough

to look for them

Die reinste Form der Liebe ist, jemand zu haben, der etwas über dich, von dir und mit dir lernen möchte.

Wahre Liebe existiert über das Leben hinaus, sie ist stärker als alles andere und kann niemals vollständig herausgerissen werden, egal wie sehr man daran zieht.

Und meine Liebe zu dir, ist unendlich und zeitlos🌹

Even though I have skype, and I can see you and talk to you, and I can text you all day long. I have never felt this distant.