Hits close to home doesn’t it.
imagine an AU where you and Loki have a contractual marriage so that both of you are no longer hounded to get married by both your parents. The two of you have been friends long enough that you might as well be married, anywho.
Your eyes were too intense to stare into for long. 💕🔥
Today I will be talking about this lyric from All Too Well. It really resonates with me and I’m going to tell you how. Contextually, I know it’s from a breakup song. And perhaps, Taylor is talking about wanting to be her self from before the relationship started. I’m not 100 percent sure. But for me, this lyric reminds me of when I was younger (like 10 years young) and how I always wanted to be older. Pretty much all of my relatives are older than me and for some reason, when I was a kid, I thought that being older meant that you were better. Plus, I think a lot of us, if not all of us, always naturally want to be older when you’re young. When you’re younger, you think about how lucky people that are older than you are. They don’t need their parents to tell them what to do and they have more freedom to do what they want. Well, flash forward about 11 years later, and here I am, finally older, with more freedom, and yet I want to be young again. And it’s not because I want less freedom again, but instead because when I was young, I didn’t have to worry about anything. I didn’t have to worry about if I was going to get a career I wanted. I didn’t have to worry about at what age does it become unacceptable to still be living with my parents. I didn’t have to worry about feeling like a disappointment. I didn’t have to worry about living up to a certain expectation/standard. I really was so carefree back then, now that I think about it. Now, it’s all completely the opposite. And to say it overwhelms me would be an understatement. Nowadays, I always just wish I could be my old self again and not have a care in the world with no responsibilities. Obviously, I know that I can’t be a kid anymore because that’s physically impossible. But until I become as carefree as I was back then with less worry, I’m still trying to find my old self. Quite frankly, I don’t know how attainable that is. And so that’s kinda how I really relate and connect to this lyric. Like I’ve said before, this is what I plan for some of my weekly Sunday posts to be like. Singling out a specific Taylor lyric and talking about what thoughts I have on it/how I may relate my own life to it.
folklover tour inspiration by other artists
Lover, Taylor Swift - Alternate Cover
Taylor Swift (Folklore) x Claude Monet (The Avenue,1878)
folklore edit series [4/?]
I need afterglow live, please and thank you
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She has her own smell, it is bitter because she is pure but it is also sweet because of her love and kindness She is different not like any other flower, She has a light and it warms my inner. Maybe she is a white rose, a beautiful lady, innocent with beautiful manners
Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up.
If anyone needs me I’ll be attending Lover Fest in my head.
i see multiple mentions of afterglow on my TL and why, yes, you absolutely have my full attention, what did i do to deserve this today because i’m feeling god in this chili’s tonight