My dad called me crying telling me he has no money because they are not paying him how they used to in work (He said they are paying 300 euros less) because he wanted money from me…

FIRST: I don’t have money. I can barely life myself like… Literally… I have to pay to do a project for the end of my school year and I DONT HAVE MONEY EVEN FOR THAT. IM FUCKED. 


Second: U LIAR!. I called his boss, because my mom knows her, and I told her about this money thing and she told me that it was total bullshit (Something I already knew tbh but I wanted to hear it from her)


So… :) U liar, u know I don’t have any money, u have not send me anything, not even a teddy bear in all those years and u are trying to trick me like… WOW

“MAD” #4    April 1953   cover by Harvey Kurtzman

It was nice when I had faith the doctors knew what to do. That a plan would emerge.

I find myself thinking about different outcomes more now.

If there isn’t anything that will be therapeutic, no treatment, nobody who knows what is wrong….

Well. There are other answers.

Today I have been learning to hover.

The mental health professionals heard about me wanting to die, so they rushed out all in a hurry.

I told them I only wanted to die when I wasn’t mad.

They told me hospital wasn’t likely to be very therapeutic

That I should drink jasmine tea

My friend says they don’t know much about madness, only the normal kinds of mental illness.

I don’t think they know all that much about the normal kinds either

They said they were coming to make a plan, but they left without making one again.

I gave them the URL to this Tumblr, I do not think they will have time to read it, but I hope they do.

I am working as much as I can to chronical my experience. I want to know what is wrong.

I wonder how long this will last, and if I will die when I come down

Attempted to make a Spy Vs Spy comic for the very first time, and maaaaaan I forgot how much I hate making comics these days. It’s pretty ironic cause I used to make a buncha’ comics like the Wilkins Coffee ones back in 2014 as a kid. I remember having a lotta’ fun making those bad boys.

I made a black and white variant in case if you’re not a fan of the oversaturation of me attempting to color the comic that is made to look like it was made in the 1990s/2000s. This is also the biggest digital drawing I’ve ever made so far, and it’s no wonder why it took me this long to finish it layer by layer.

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You can get as mad as you like as long as you spend the same amount of energy working it out afterwards.

-Winifred “Winnie” Guster

A short thought, on not wanting to leave

I suppose being mad is just another maladaptive coping mechanism

The problem being: I rather like it

If I could hover where I am now.

Floating, but not too close to the sun.

Of course, sustainability is a fiction.

I cannot hover. I am only falling through a pleasant place.

There are no positives for anyone else

And it rather destructive and lonely for me

But certainly not very much less pleasant that the pills were (I should like to say more pleasant, but do not know if that is true)

I think I would like to see what the therapists can do before I come down

Things need to change NOW.

I’m not taking it anymore. These last days I’ve been feeling reckless and restless. I’m angry at everything. More and more I’ve come to realize that this world is not a place I want to be in.

I want to give up. I’m done.

The true meaning of the ending of Mad Men.

I hate it when someone mad and saying why don’t you trust me? When someone really trusted you before and you break that trust and yes nobody will trust you anymore and yet you still ask that question. Like really, why should i trust you anyway? Like you ever change? No.

😤

I don’t like it one bit when you don’t say goodnight.

Humble Bundle Offers World War Z and Mad Max in Latest Bundle

Humble Bundle Offers World War Z and Mad Max in Latest Bundle

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Published on January 22, 2021
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Today I am too tired for writing

I am exahusted from madness and trying to bind my thoughts together

The doctor was worried, and called for help

The help said to wait

It is already the weekend again

It is very inconvenient to be mad on the weekend

Sedation

Sedation is not the same as rest, but I suppose it will have to do

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