#madd Tumblr posts

  • theflamingonator
    17.01.2022 - 36 minutes ago

    anyone else still mad about not getting another season of The Society

    #every month i remember and i am so madd #it had such a cool setup #the society #the society netflix
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  • dean-loves-his-angel
    17.01.2022 - 2 hours ago

    ꗃ  ━━  𝔞𝔪𝔲𝔰𝔢-𝔟𝔬𝔲𝔠𝔥𝔢 ⸙⃔͜ ⬚̷ 𝄃 ² ꞌ ²  ្꙰ོ⃔⃢ཱྀི      

    ⫘⫘⫘⫘🖇 𝖍𝖆𝖓𝖓𝖎𝖇𝖆𝖑 𝖑𝖊𝖈𝖙𝖊𝖗 𝖎𝖈𝖔𝖓𝖘

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     ⸃⸃ ﹌    . .    ﹌   . . ⠀﹌. . ⠀ ︹  ⊰

    𓄳 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐨𝐫 𝐫𝐞𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐠 𝐢𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐬𝐚𝐯𝐞

    𓄳 𝐝𝐨𝐧𝐭 𝐫𝐞𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐚𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐨𝐰𝐧.

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  • dean-loves-his-angel
    17.01.2022 - 2 hours ago

    ꗃ  ━━  𝔞𝔪𝔲𝔰𝔢-𝔟𝔬𝔲𝔠𝔥𝔢 ⸙⃔͜ ⬚̷ 𝄃 ¹ ꞌ ²  ្꙰ོ⃔⃢ཱྀི      

    ⫘⫘⫘⫘🖇 𝖍𝖆𝖓𝖓𝖎𝖇𝖆𝖑 𝖑𝖊𝖈𝖙𝖊𝖗 𝖎𝖈𝖔𝖓𝖘

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     ⸃⸃ ﹌    . .    ﹌   . . ⠀﹌. . ⠀ ︹  ⊰

    𓄳 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐨𝐫 𝐫𝐞𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐠 𝐢𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐬𝐚𝐯𝐞

    𓄳 𝐝𝐨𝐧𝐭 𝐫𝐞𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐚𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐨𝐰𝐧.

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  • liquorlaboratory
    17.01.2022 - 3 hours ago
    #MADD drinks responsibledrinker virgindrinks non-alcoholic cocktails
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  • fulltimedaydreamersworld
    17.01.2022 - 6 hours ago

    Is it only me who can not sleep well the night I don't sleep with my beloved in my daydreams?

    #madd #maladaptive daydreaming disorder #fulltimedaydreamersworld
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  • ambrxze
    17.01.2022 - 6 hours ago

    THIS IS MY THIRD TIME TRYING TO WORD THIS POST RIGHT

    But some of my most aggressive and fast paced daydreams when I’m running on nothing but spite and anger are sometimes some of the best outlets for me and I notice I’ve been doing it more recently wHICH IS AN ISSUE bc now I keep spacing out whenever I feel upset which in turn shuts out a lot of people

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  • average-madd-haver
    17.01.2022 - 11 hours ago

    aaa i feel so weird telling ppl about my plots bc they change like constantly,, i was making a reference/description for orion and then THE NIGHT AFTER i made a separate backstory that made his actions and attitude make so much more sense,,, like forget about everything i told you and listen to this version

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  • gala0geek
    17.01.2022 - 15 hours ago

    That moment when your eyes are puffy and your sniffling after a very nice and angsty day dream. 👌🏻👌🏻👌🏻

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  • acircusfullofdemons
    17.01.2022 - 15 hours ago
    Do you think they miss me...? // I miss them....

    not knowing if your twin reincarnated alongside you, much less remembers you, leads to some pretty big angst, apparently.

    #paraportal#picrew #lukas circus oddities #*phantasmagoria #*as the world falls down #*crossfire#lucien jekyll#vincent hyde #luka.txt #luce & vinny #HI MADD COMMUNITY IM NOT DEAD JUST INVESTED IN MY FANDOM PARACOSM
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  • maddcultureis
    16.01.2022 - 19 hours ago
    #madd culture is #x culture is #madd#maladaptive daydreaming#s
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  • thunderdomes-s
    16.01.2022 - 19 hours ago

    reading an entire doc abt medicine to know what doctors wore before the invention of latex gloves...

    the things we do for madd

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  • kafiguas
    16.01.2022 - 22 hours ago
    #yall what's going on #you cant do me like this #i thought it was an announcement or smth #for the love of god #pls save hannibal #hannibal #hannibal season 4 #hugh dancy#madds mikkelsen#will graham
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  • ambrxze
    16.01.2022 - 23 hours ago

    If I ever hear someone I know come up and tell me “omg i found your tumblr blog”, i think I will do exactly this

    BECAUSE HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO EXPLAIN THIS MESS??

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  • ambrxze
    16.01.2022 - 23 hours ago

    “I tried to kill two birds with a stone but missed and smashed the window” - Kajus metaphorically explaining how his ‘amazing idea’ fucked up big time (I’m telling you I love him sm)

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  • the-fourth-demon
    16.01.2022 - 1 day ago

    YOU KNOW WHAT

    FUCK IT

    I DON’T GIVE A DAMN WHAT ANYONE THINKS

    MY NAME IS NATALIA, I IDENTIFY AS A CLOUDGENDER NON-BINARY PERSON, I’M ABROROMANTIC AMBIAMOROUS ABROSEXUAL, I USE ANY AND ALL PRONOUNS AND NEOPRONOUNS

    I HAVE AUTISM, ADHD, MADD, BPD, AND FACTITIOUS DISORDER, AND I’M FUCKING PROUD

    I AM A CHRISTIAN WITCH

    I’M MULTIRACIAL AND TRILINGUAL

    I HAVE SSHL

    I AM A CITIZEN OF TWO COUNTRIES

    THIS IS WHO I AM

    AND IF YOU DON’T LIKE IT THEN THE ONLY THING LEFT FOR ME TO SAY IS A BIG FAT KISS MY ASS

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    This was aimed at some people 

    Thank you for coming to my Ted Talk

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  • automaticperfectioncandy
    16.01.2022 - 1 day ago

    I'm turning 21 and it just hit me how uneventful my life has been so far

    So I feel like I should start from the beginning, and disclaimer, English is not my first language so if there are errors here please ignore them. Anyway I remember being such a bubbly and outgoing child but then again most of us were. I was so flamboyant as a kid, I'd always wear my mom's heels, her wigs and her dresses, I thought I was the prettiest girl in the world and I just radiated confidence and no one around me could tell me shit about myself because I knew I was that bitch. And because of how flamboyant I was I wanted to be an actor since I knew what acting was.

    It wasn't until I got to grade 1 that a Dark cloud just decided to hover over me and I wish I could point to 1 specific event that caused this but I can't, one day when I was 6 or 7 changed and my little 6 or 7 year old brain knew that something shifted. Fast forward 3 years and that's when I started maladaptive daydreaming. School can be tough and one thing I learnt at a young age is that people will treat you differently if they find you attractive. And because I've always been a very observant person it clocked on me that I wasn't pretty because I wasn't treated the way other girls were being treated and it did a number on my self esteem.

    I know it can be easy to say "well fuck what others say looks aren't everything " but they are tho. Being "unattractive " and shy meant that A) I was an afterthought to both my peers and teachers and B) I'd just have to pretend that A didn't bother me when it really does. And as someone who's craved romantic attention since I was in grade 5 it would hurt even more, every shy person knows how hard it is liking someone but knowing that you'll never have the courage to ever admitting to whoever you like how you feel. Well it was worse for me and I'd often say we'll when I go to high-school it will get better I know it will. Only to find out that high school is still just school and it doesn't get better. I think me craving a high school romance got really bad, I wanted the high school puppy love experience which I knew was real and didn't just happen on tv because everyone around me including my friends were experiencing. But then again it's a me problem because being shy and quiet does look unapproachable, even I, the person in question understand that. High school is where depression got really bad

    Anyway fast forward to the end of high school in 2018 (I was always one grade ahead of other 2001 babies because I was born in Jan) and I have literally achieved nothing in high school, I don't play any sports, I have 4 friends because all my primary friends eventually grew up and found their own tribes, I'm below average at school and I've never played any sports or done anything noteworthy except being a finalist at a general knowledge competition in grade 10 I was literally a seat filler. The end of high-school was especially painful because I ended up failing (not really failing but not having marks high enough to get university admission) so I rewrote my exams and eventually got accepted to the university of johannesburg in 2020, yayyyy.

    Well that didn't go so well because 2 months later we all went into lockdown for 3 weeks because of covid (lol 3 weeks) but during those 2 months I was the loneliest I'd ever been in my life and would cry myself to sleep sometimes. That's when I realized that just like high school, university is just school 🙂.

    Anyway I've been in lockdown for 2 years I say that because I've been doing online learning for 2 years now but I'll be doing my 3rd year on campus. So I'm turning 21 tomorrow and I just realized how uninteresting I am and it kills me. One thing about toddler me and almost 21 y/o me is that I still want to be an actress. Stupid considering that I've spent this whole post talking about how shy I am but idk there's something burning inside of me to do something literally and I feel like if I keep on ignoring it and live like I have for the last 10+ years I'm gonna wake up in 20 years time and regret not doing something about that burning sensation I feel in my soul. Like yeah it can be easy to dismiss this as a silly childhood fantasy but I'm at the point where I can't afford to care anymore, I've spent most of my life caring and it's gotten me nothing. So how am I going to achieve this you ask, we'll I can't pop up in an audition for a lead role in a blockbuster when I have no experience but there is a program in my uni that gives amateurs to try out for roles while also teaching them the fundamentals of acting. That's where I'm gonna start. And even if I don't make it into the program because I'm just so unwatchable I'll still be proud of myself for atleast doing something that's completely out of my comfort zone

    I want to look back at myself this time next year and say "damn I'm so proud of myself and for what I've achieved this last year.

    That is all.

    #turning21#madd problems#maladaptive daydreaming #sorry for being depressing #im happy to be here
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  • fulltimedaydreamersworld
    16.01.2022 - 1 day ago

    After getting some real life exposure I realised what those posts about

    How being introverted, depressed, anxious,lonely,doing drugs,having disorders is considered cool and how often/easily people use these heavy terms while talking.

    Like IT IS NOT COOL OR SOMETHING ATTRACTIVE PLEASEEE

    I have felt how anxiety feels and after that I dare not to use that word ever in my convos...like bruh it was horrible experience and I never ever want it again

    I have felt that every word by my friends which questions my behaviour in real life and it is stronger than stabbing me with knife for sure.

    I have experienced/am experiencing how difficult it is to live with a mental health disorder in the world and it's not FUN or COOL or AMAZING about me.Like something IS WRONG.

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  • average-madd-haver
    16.01.2022 - 1 day ago

    ever since i made freesia ive become a bit more aware of myself in a good way,, i can look at myself from the side

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  • average-madd-haver
    16.01.2022 - 1 day ago

    i need validation i need to know im not alone,, i need to understand everything bc otherwise i feel so lost i need a label for all of my experiences and feelings, i need to know someone else has also had them and theres an answer to any question i might have ive always felt like such an outcast, like i was fundamentally different from everyone around me, like they always knew what was going on and i didnt, i still dont

    many people feel like there isnt enough space for them in the world, but to me everything feels way too big, i feel like im just not enough to fill the space im supposed to be taking up

    i dont want to try my best because im scared that im right about this, that no matter how hard i try it won’t be enough, so i try to make as little of an effort as possible and not think about it, being right would crush me

    #actually autistic#actually madd #i think this is why i daydream so much #i can change everything so easily and completely get rid of consequences #i can get a second chance with everything
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