#magpie thoughts Tumblr posts

  • many-gay-magpies
    26.10.2021 - 6 hours ago

    how much would it take for me to just get rid of all my current assignments and start over from scratch

    #magpie thoughts#magpie rants #mainly just the history assignment but . chem too honestly #i need my brain to be power-washed like a fucking sidewalk
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  • many-gay-magpies
    26.10.2021 - 7 hours ago

    ✨burnout✨

    #could not have planned this vacation at a better fucking time dear god #i need to get AWAY #i need to not exist for like a week please and thank you #magpie thoughts#magpie rants
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  • many-gay-magpies
    26.10.2021 - 7 hours ago

    my last edit to this google doc was 26 minutes ago

    #i have sat here #staring at a screen #for almost half an hour. #I JUST WANT TO BE SHIT #PLEASE#GOD#magpie thoughts#magpie rants
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  • many-gay-magpies
    26.10.2021 - 7 hours ago

    i . want to be like "you know what my brain is too worn out, i can't keep going at this point i'll just keep working on it tomorrow when i'm in a better state of mind" but i CANT because its due fucking tomorrow and i cant keep slacking off because im WAY beyond the point of even being SLIGHTLY able to do that and . god i cant wait to fuck off to the woods for five days hvsdnfvnfbfbf

    #magpie thoughts#magpie rants #i want to forget that the world exists
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  • many-gay-magpies
    26.10.2021 - 7 hours ago

    i wish i had the confidence of a stupid person

    #im doubting every single word i type into this godforsaken google doc and its!! so!! fucking!! annoying!!! #god why did i have to wait until the literal NIGHT BEFORE ITS DUE to start cramming and push myself through completing the assignment #why could i not have done that over the fukcing . weekend or something #itd probably still be bad but at least it would be more completed than it is NOW #AND WHY THE FUCK AM I ON TUMBLR POSTING ABOUT IT . GOD #gonna punch a wall #magpie thoughts
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  • many-gay-magpies
    26.10.2021 - 7 hours ago

    why must i my standards for myself reach into the outer atmosphere of the earth

    #magpie thoughts #im . pain
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  • many-gay-magpies
    25.10.2021 - 9 hours ago

    i do not have the energy to type like an enthusiastic travel magazine author right now why the fuck did i do this to myself

    #also im prolly gonna do shit on my chem test cuz i haveng been GIVING a shit abt that class hhahaa #magpie thoughts
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  • many-gay-magpies
    25.10.2021 - 9 hours ago

    me: feeling actually p good about this project i need to work on thats due tomorrow

    very small tiny insignificant thing: makes me anxious

    my executives: dysfunction

    me: gODDAMNIT--

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  • many-gay-magpies
    25.10.2021 - 1 day ago

    what the fuck why is everyone coming out with stuff the day before or the day OF me going to the woods--

    #justb cb on the 27th #youngbin debut on the 28th #and we still havent heard shit from hybe japan #magpie thoughts
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  • many-gay-magpies
    25.10.2021 - 1 day ago

    i wanna write a story about a villain who becomes a villain because trying to be so good and perfect all the time slowly burns them out and, really, it's so much easier to just be bad and not give a shit, but i know i don't have the commitment for that

    #commitment issues (writer version) #magpie thoughts #magpie's writing adventures
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  • many-gay-magpies
    25.10.2021 - 1 day ago

    jungwon

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  • many-gay-magpies
    24.10.2021 - 1 day ago

    OKAY THANK GOD

    #MY DRAFTS WORK #ALL IS SAVED #what the fuck tumblr shdjbfjfbnf #magpie thoughts
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  • many-gay-magpies
    24.10.2021 - 1 day ago

    just deleted tumgle off my phone to see if redownloading 'll do the trick--

    #(laughing nervously) #fuck i . rly hope this doesnt have any more longterm effects #I JUST TRIED TO EDIT A DRAFT GODDAMNIT #W H Y #magpie thoughts
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  • many-gay-magpies
    24.10.2021 - 1 day ago

    so i think i broke tumblr

    #there was something in my drafts that i added to from my ipad (which is notoriously old and full of shit) #aaaand now the drafts on my PHONE won't appear past a certain draft . fuck #nothin new here sadly #magpie thoughts
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  • many-gay-magpies
    24.10.2021 - 1 day ago

    would . would two angsty (and also mildly unsettling) enhaverse wps in one day be too much--

    #the sunjake one wasnt unsettling just sad but. hoo boy. HOO BOY. #hsfjdvdjvd #im gonna wait until artzyy n lulu see the sunjake one before i post anything else thi #*tho#magpie thoughts
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  • many-gay-magpies
    24.10.2021 - 1 day ago

    stages of feeling towards a wp written at like 2 am:

    while writing: this is the best thing i have ever written in my life. this is so good. i am god. i am an artistic genius and this will make me rich. what the fuck

    the morning and several days after: i hate this. this is the worst thing ive ever created with my own two hands. i am an abomination to society

    somewhere in between: hm maybe i should rewrite this to make it better (doesn't rewrite it)

    re-reading after a month or two: huh this is pretty decent actually

    #magpie thoughts #magpie's writing adventures
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  • many-gay-magpies
    24.10.2021 - 1 day ago

    anyone in the mood for some ANGST

    @drunk-dawn @villainsunoo

    #its gay . but mostly angst #im not quite done but almost #magpie thoughts
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  • many-gay-magpies
    24.10.2021 - 1 day ago

    flashback to me like a year ago harping on my mom for always being stuck worrying about the past or future and never being able to stay in the present . i may have spoke too soon lmao

    #she said it was somethjng id understand when i grew up . i think that growing up thing may be happenkng a little too fast #magpie thoughts#magpie rants#negativity tw
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  • many-gay-magpies
    24.10.2021 - 1 day ago

    hmm i see that we're back on the enhaverse longing train again . what if i were to post (possibly finish beforehand) some of the unfinished enhaverse snippets i have

    #i havent done it until now bc i started to feel a liiitle weird about enhaverse fanfic since its still like. kpop fanfic at its roots. #and also gay yearning enhaverseblr hasnt been super active for a while so i havent had a reason to #but . i might feel inclined 👀 #magpie thoughts
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  • many-gay-magpies
    24.10.2021 - 1 day ago

    yk sometimes im okay but other times (lately especially) i start to think wow i am really not that great of a human being

    #like im not BAD but. im not completely good or perfect either and as unreal of an expectation as that is its one ive been carrying since i #was like five soooo lmao #people are allowed to be mediocre sometimes but like. i wish it didnt feel so bad #magpie thoughts#negativity tw
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