#male ed Tumblr posts

  • incoherentscreamsforhelp
    23.10.2021 - 2 hours ago

    Someone wanna tell me why I can see my ribs when I breathe in even slightly, and ass is super bony, yet according to my bmi...

    I'm fucking OVERWEIGHT?

    What is this shit. Guess I'll starve forever lol.

    #tw ed mention #eating disoder mention #trans ana#ana male #tw eating things #trans ed#ftm ed#ftm ana
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  • witherskul
    23.10.2021 - 2 hours ago

    not gonna even consider stopping until i can fit into those fucking jeans

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  • d3adr4tt
    23.10.2021 - 3 hours ago

    I haven't eaten in two days, wish me luck not to eat today

    #only pr0 for myself #notprojustusehashtags#pr0 ed#anorecya#getting skiny #not pr0 just using tags #tw ed related #tw ed behavior #weightloss#trans ed#4na#male ed#pr0 4n4 #cw disordered eating #ana boy
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  • b-0-nyy
    23.10.2021 - 3 hours ago

    I hate period hunger so much, my period starts in 7 days. It’s 1:47am and so far today I’ve had two oreos. I feel disgusting…about to get some diet soda.

    update: had a whole bottle of water instead ~

    Here is yesterday’s total, tbh it was probably a little more than this:

    #tw ed behavior #tw eating things #ftm ed#male ed#ana boy#malesp0 #tw ed vent #ed vent
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  • witherskul
    23.10.2021 - 3 hours ago

    yoo i fasted today and i’m super proud of myself

    i’ve spent 16 hours awake too, huge huge plus that i wasn’t sleeping the time away

    almost kind of partner joked and told me to cosplay the male version of some skeleton woman from a movie, that for sure motivated me

    it was so unexpected, i’m sure he didn’t mean it in the way that he did, but it fucking hit HARD

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  • the-crying-king
    23.10.2021 - 5 hours ago

    Ex.Lax and Pedialyte are like candy now

    #tw ed stuff #eatinh disorder#ana boy #just for me #tw ed talk #tw ana #disordered eating tw #male ana #not pr0 just using tags #dont promote eds just using popular tags
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  • fatfucksblog
    23.10.2021 - 5 hours ago

    I relapsed i dont know what to do

    #tw vent#weightloss#male ana#anarex1c #just ed shit #an0rex1c#4na #eating disoder mention #tw eating mention #vent blog#trauma vent
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  • oh-to-be-a-real-boy
    23.10.2021 - 6 hours ago

    I love this guy from the new school I've been going to recently- I knew him before then and he's the one that helped my get my binder from the other post. But seeing him in person recently has well I don't really know how to put it other then feeling content. I have really bad commitment issues and I knew it'd never work out if I were to tell him I liked him. Recently I've been having some internal self hatred with the fact my mind makes me feel less like a man for crushing on a guy. In the back of my mind I know a guy will never consider me or view me as a guy if we were to date. But this guy was one step to the point he at least acknowledges my pronouns and what I prefer and uses them. We flirt a lot harmless fun but it makes my brain have meltdowns because what if something he brings up in a later conversation is joking as well. We had made multiple scenarios about dating most jokingly or I guess all. I should of seen the fact he didn't like me that way with the fact he'd talk about his school crush with me and made it clear he had no interest in dating someone from a lower grade. But some jokes I just took to heart so I thought maybe just maybe he'd date me. He had asked me out to the fall dance and asked me if I think I'd be willing to go to homecoming as well so I took that as a sign and just asked him if he'd want to date...it didn't go as plan.

    It wasn't the worst respond but it still made me feel terrible and uncomfortable- I don't exactly want anything sexual liking making out I just want someone I can proudly brag about and know they love me and respect the fact I'm trans, I want a official relationship with him so bad. I know it's selfish but I got really mad about the fact he said he wanted to keep me a secret to keep his options open- it was around 1 in the morning when I sent him that so I just decided to sleep on it and decided that I was in the wrong for crossing the boundary and that I shouldn't be mad at him. I feel like I made everything worse because now what if he thinks all the flirting I do now is because I like him and not just banter... like I still want to banter with him like I do all my friends but what if he takes it the wrong way

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  • oh-to-be-a-real-boy
    23.10.2021 - 6 hours ago

    //warning// suicidal and self harm

    I paid a fellow trans guy from school 50 dollars to get me a binder because he had more access to getting one. Then we got in drama after I told him I felt uncomfortable with him calling me piggy, and him refusing to not stop calling me that and stuff. He refused to give me the binder or my money back. The night he told me he might not give it to me was almost my breaking point I started re-cutting and it got so bad to the point some of the cuts would reopen every hour if I made the tiniest movement. He made me really uncomfortable because the reason he got made was because I had told people what he called me and that gave him a bad reputation. I only told 3 people at the time because he was making me really uncomfortable but I didn't want to burden anyone. When I got a bit better I texted him at least 6 times in 2 weeks about him giving me either the binder or money back and he wouldn't respond. At this point I was so weak from not eating,drinking, and overall self care that I stated home for 2 weeks and refused to go back to that school because he was really my only friend there, I had told other people wondering about it that I was on vacation and was moving schools. Once I got back into a better state, I continously asked him to give me either one to no avail. I started dmming people I knew he hung out with. they had told me when they asked about he said that I was the one ignore him and that he was trying to give me the binder and that he tried contacting me... after that I moved schools to be with some other friends and one of them ended up threatening him to give the binder to me so he eventually did

    Just thought I'd let you guys in on what's been going on- I'll probably make another post of another situation

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  • andreywantstohurt
    23.10.2021 - 6 hours ago

    need for older online friends to sulk with

    my name's andrey, i'm a uni student who likes physics and classical literature (or at least used to, before mental health issues hit me like a dumptruck). hit me up if you're some or all of the below:

    18+ (i'm 20, so yeah no minors please)

    struggle with self-destruction

    struggle with self-harm

    struggle with restrictive eating/eating disorders/ednos, especially if you started out overweight (cause like same)

    especially if you're FTM/trans masc non-binary

    my issues have become my world lately and i want people to share it with. not hoping for mutual encouragement or anything, just people to talk to. thanks.

    #male ed#ftm ed#ednos#food issues#fat ana#self harm#self destruction#trans ed#restrictive eating #fuck what other tags do i even use #need people to see this shit #i use he/they pronouns also
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  • demithiicc666
    23.10.2021 - 8 hours ago

    hey so if you’re one of those bitches who’s made/makes those “if you eat more than ____ calories per day you’re fat and/or worthless” posts i wish you nothing but recovery but i hope you burn in hell

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  • cemeterydri7e
    23.10.2021 - 8 hours ago

    bought jeans that are too tight 4 me so that im forced to lose weight lmao 

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  • incoherentscreamsforhelp
    23.10.2021 - 8 hours ago

    Yoo I lost almost an entire cm off my thigh since last time I measured

    Don't look any different though

    #tw ed mention #eating disoder mention #trans ana#ana male#trans ed #tw eating things #ftm ed
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  • sadtransboi33
    23.10.2021 - 9 hours ago

    ☁️cal count☁️

    So I ended up having like 200 calories in coffee and monster energy but I didn’t eat so hahahaaha!! I technically followed the rules— :)

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  • b0neboy17
    23.10.2021 - 9 hours ago

    Only ate about 400-500 cals today so shedding 202 its too bad

    10/22/21

    #ftm ana#male ana#ana boy#anorekic#male ed#malesp0#thinzpo#trans ed #self h@rm #tw sewerslide #tw ed related #tw ed talk #tw ed thoughts #i want to be skiny #skinnnny #i will be skiny
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  • ivy-paintdr1ps
    23.10.2021 - 9 hours ago
    eating log fri 10/22

    yogurt bowl // 12:30pm // 150cals

    gf pancake // 1:10pm // 40cals

    white monster ultra // 1:15pm // 10cals

    chocolate milk // 7:10pm // 240cals

    1/2 chocolate almond bar // 7:15pm // 105cals

    3 strawberries // 7:20pm // 15cals (rounded)

    total intake: 560cals

    total burned(so far): 838

    net: -278

    i wanted to fast longer but i didn't so fuck me or whatever
    #tw ed talk #ftm ed#male ed#male ana#annorexxa #tw ed behavior #tw food#eat1ng d1sorder#tw fasting #tw eating disorder #tw ed #tw ed mention #tw ed related #tw ed thoughts #ed #just ed shit #i want to be sk1nny #newts eating log
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  • strving4you
    23.10.2021 - 9 hours ago

    i need a pro ana bf tbh🙄

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  • ivy-paintdr1ps
    23.10.2021 - 9 hours ago

    ugh my mom brought me food after ballet and I ended up eating it :/ abt 400cals worth just from that unfortunately

    #newts fcked up #tw ed talk #ftm ed#male ed#male ana#annorexxa #tw ed behavior #tw food#eat1ng d1sorder #i want to be sk1nny
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  • skeleton-prince-666
    23.10.2021 - 9 hours ago

    💫✨🌟 October 22 ✨💫🌟

    🥐💫 Breakfast 🌟🥞

    Blueberries, Strawberries, and Monster (79 Calories)

    🥙✨ Lunch 💫🍕

    Sweet Kale Salad with Mushrooms, Tomato, and Chicken (308 Calories)

    🥗🌟 Dinner ✨🍎

    Riced Cauliflower with Avocado, Salmon, and Mushrooms (398 Calories)

    🥨✨ Snacks 💫🍎

    Fruit Cup and Monster (60 Calories)

    I had work at 4pm today, and am about to have a very busy weekend, with things planned all day both days, wish me luck

    💫🌟✨ Total Calories 🌟✨💫 845

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  • thepursuing
    22.10.2021 - 10 hours ago

    Anyone want to be ed mutuals ?!

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