66 hours??? My longest yet!!!
66 hours??? My longest yet!!!
i’ve gained so much weight i want to cry. it’s all my fault.
“ is it better to speak, or to die? ”
Maybe if I tell him how much I like him he won’t leave me on delivered for 15 hours
literally almost there lmfao
heard smth about crust punk spo ?
i dyed my hair purple and uhhhhh it’s falling the fuck out lmao
Yay . Guess who binged today ? Happy Friday :(
T has made me gain weight and i hate it. it hasn’t made my frame more masculine so i’m just even curvier i can’t stand to wear pants because they hug my thighs…
It’s important to acknowledge the ‘spectrum’. It exists so that everyone who’s life is affected by a collection of symptoms gets appropriate attention and help. Everyone gets validated which is beautiful. It applies to pretty much all chronic illness. But it’s also a reflection of how much space the illness takes up in someone’s life.
It’s easy to say “we’re all suffering on the same spectrum” but that implies we’re not all suffering the same.
I have a lot of different disorders, some mental some physical. I fall all over the various spectrums and I have to acknowledge how many people suffer in ways that I feel strong enough to avoid. I also get to understand that there are some things I have zero control over because of how severe the issue is.
It’s important to understand the various ways illness presents itself
1. So you can empathize. Staunchly defending you’re sicker than anyone else doesn’t make anyone better. Furthermore, insisting you’re not as sick as you actually are is equally worthless. Most of us wanna help if we can but you won’t if there’s no relativity in your reality.
2. So you can take care of yourself!! How are you gunna know when YOU are slipping if you choose not to recognize the severity of symptoms? No type of progress will feel like progress if you don’t even really think about what direction you’re going? Doctors don’t take anything seriously if you don’t. Ignoring symptom severity is a classic tool for avoiding recovery so don’t do it! Even if you don’t beebop down to rehab immediately at least you’re working towards a mindset that might eventually bring you there.
I made a diet for myself im gonna do starting from today. Im secretly a small femboy lmao and like cute stuff.
Body check. Relapsed a couple days ago but didn’t realize until today. I was up to about 150 and now I’m back down to 146 which doesn’t make me happy.
I “get” lunch from school tho so I can skip that and breakfast along with doing tennis and working out and minimizing dinner damage with coffee, I think I’ll be back on track soon. Hopefully
Hay something happened to my other account I used to be is-this-a-new-low reblog so people can find me again :)
I really miss when others told me that I was too thin
My favorite pretty boy — @heir.of.Atticus on Instagram and tiktok
Leg check? 😳
I just saw my torso in the mirror no lunch for me