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  • thebleedingeffect
    05.12.2021 - 14 minutes ago

    End of night thoughts about the Philza and Tommy lore, which boils down to this: the characters of the dsmp are all morally gray, Tommy and Philza both come from extremely different backgrounds and the main conflict was how they contrast each other.

    Tommy's beginnings had all to do about land, items, and what they represented, the weight of their symbolism was given by its inhabitants and they were willing to go to war and fight for those ideals. The disc's matter to Tommy not because it's an object, but because of the history and purpose that's behind them. Freedom, companionship, and home is one amongst many reasons why the disc's are so important to Tommy, they also remind him of the golden age of l'manburg and before everything collapsed around him.

    That's why for a time Tommy was willing to out the disc's above anyone and everything else because he was clinging to a long dead memory, a phantom of the past and of the family that was either long changed or dead. The one thing that Tommy didn't, or couldn't, confront at the time was that the past is dead and gone and that his family, his home- is still there, changed and fractured, but undeniably still alive where Wilbur wasn't anymore.

    There's undeniably flaws in Tommy's thinking and that's okay! Just as there's flaws in Philza's philosophy.

    Philza's philosophy is one of putting people above everything else, above land, above objects, and all of the messages and purpose that might be carried- are ultimately underneath the possibility of protecting and fighting for those he loves. Philza cannot fathom a world where he would even comprehend holding objects or land above love because he's lived long enough to see all of that crumble to dust. It's something that he's done several times and he's willing to do again,

    case in point: Wilbur.

    Wilbur is, and was, a man who placed himself so much in a country and message that once it started to corrupt and become a bastardized version of it, he began destroying himself with paranoid and the knowledge that everything he fought and loved was a shadow of itself. That the people he trusted were willing to betray and bring l'manburg to its knees, that his family were slowly becoming untrustworthy in his eyes as everyone else became fearful of him.

    Philza has sacrificed and lost, he's placed objects and items below the ones he loves, by the simple fact he was so willing to destroy the wings that's carried him for centuries.

    How heartbreaking of a choice had it have to be: to sacrifice your own wings, your own symbols of freedom and salvation, just to protect your own for a few more seconds. Philza made the ultimate choice to sacrifice an item of himself because he loves that hard, that the philosophy of placing lives above anything else is one he truly believes in.

    Which is why I lead back that yes, Philza's advice for Tommy wasn't the best for situation and he's missing out on some key info. His memories and importance of land and items is so heavily skewed that it reflects in so many of his conversations with Tommy and other people on the server. Philza doesn't know of the importance of the disc's and what they represent to Tommy, yes his advice was ultimately flawed and not the best, but what the advice did have? It had care, it had purpose, it was Philza telling him that he had to strike a balance between people and ideals and to have courage with his own self.

    To begin the process of trusting his own self and finding the strength that his trauma took away, that despite everything Tommy is more than the disc's.

    Philza's message is one that's flawed, of course, especially when Tommy and Philza come from such different backgrounds and philosophies- but it's one that has such an interesting dynamic between them and really highlights the differences between them in both positive and negative ways!

    Basically: Philza had good intentions, no matter how flawed, Tommy must reach some sort of balance while still receiving protection and and comfort, and the dsmp is one of morally gray characters

    #dsmp #c!philza #c!tommy #dsmp analysis#dsmp meta #c!philza analysis #c!tommy analysis #GOODDDDDD this took a sec for me to get all my thoughts together #but really i find neg and anti and all that stuff to be extremely boring. theyre all interesting characters with their own dynamics #basing philza or tommy one dimensionally is doing this a massive disservice #anyway <3 i love philza #thebleedingeffect talks
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  • professional-croweater
    05.12.2021 - 36 minutes ago

    The fact that the river Cephissus (A really important river to my OC, who’s dad was Cephissus) got turned into a fucking ROAD will never not amuse me

    #the one time destroying historically important land marks was funny #at least they destroyed the river of a massive dick-wad #Cephissus god of riv- i mean roads #technically it was just covered by a massive bridge spanning 90% of it but shhh #its funnier this way #Alex is a lawyer so he totally could've been the reason why they did that lol #Sir why do you want to make this important river into a road? #Because it's my dad's #Understandable let the construction begin #original characters#original character#oc
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  • andhumanslovedstories
    05.12.2021 - 53 minutes ago

    do you think Leverage thanks god for its good luck that they got in on the ground level with Aldis Hodge

    #feels insane he’s not a massive star #leverage rewatch
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  • dapper-lil-arts
    05.12.2021 - 1 hour ago
    #ask #why yes he has a massive peepee
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  • bitteroryx
    05.12.2021 - 1 hour ago

    Remember how Tommy refused to kill Dream because he wanted to revive Wilbur?

    You how he didn’t even stop to think for a second about like the only dude who stuck up for him during his worst time? (like yeah I get it obviously but it’s interesting)

    Yeah

    Possibility of Ranboo being alive again gets slimmer and slimmer each day

    #yeah Ranboo will definitely get his 'everyone moved on too quickly' #fucking hell #like i know he's not an  increadiibly massive figure in the  overarching story but yeah this is like he's never existed #like the same way he forgot important events he seems to have been forgotten as well #dsmp#dream smp#ranboo#tommyinnit #like i get it but #not a thought #huh #edit uh you didn’t see that I mispasted lmao
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  • bearkare
    04.12.2021 - 2 hours ago

    Do you cry at how beautiful Tchaikovsky’s “The Waltz of the Flowers” is or are you normal?

    #personal#music #I’m not normal #it makes me so emotional #it’s such a beautiful piece of music #so dynamic and haunting and it swells and flows and I hear it and I’m #😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 #it makes me wish I was in a massive ballroom waltzing
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  • engulfes
    04.12.2021 - 2 hours ago

    I love when people have gay family members like personally i didn’t know any gay people irl until i was like. Idk 16/17 probably. :/

    #i have a massive family on both side and everyone is het married #one of my friends from high school had one aunt and one uncle in total and they were both gay
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  • noloveinfury
    04.12.2021 - 2 hours ago

    i have lost a few amazing mutuals along the way, but i could never give up larkin. :)

    #larkin is a massive part of my life #and everyone i've met on here #are the sweetest people #and deserve some love :) #i may not get as many likes #asks etc anymore #but as long as i can make one person smile #it doesn't matter :)
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  • zalaznyart
    04.12.2021 - 2 hours ago

    been drawing a lot of panels where Dee and Aimee’s heads are close together and the size difference because of Dee’s shaved hair and Aimee’s giant wig is actually kind of disconcerting

    #i have to keep checking that their faces are relatively proportionate to each other #because Aimee's head always looks massive #twelvefifteencomic
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  • bluelightsaber
    04.12.2021 - 3 hours ago
    #if that’s the case i’m sure on tour we’ll end up hearing 1/4-1/2 of lt2 but I just!!! #idk I act picky as if I won’t lose my mind getting literally any new content #screams#anon #I just want a massive rollout yk what I mean :( #like proper promo……singles…..album……music videos….yk 😔 #instead of like. completely rushed #but idk my head is both full and empty and I should shut up bc i’m annoying even myself rn so 🙂
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  • her-artistic-mind
    04.12.2021 - 3 hours ago

    She speaks that dirty language sometimes 😉

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  • iamnmbr3
    04.12.2021 - 3 hours ago
    #and yet he has a massive ego #if anyone is a narcissist it sure isn't Loki! #asks#Mike Waldron#Dr strnage #doctor strange 2 #doctor strange multiverse of madness #loki tv series
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  • cantarella
    04.12.2021 - 3 hours ago

    gotta come clean about this I do in fact like jayce sorry everyone I'm a class traitor

    #he has so many flaws but they're so realistic and they're consistent with his character and the worldbuilding it's very compelling to me #and I can't hate him for any of them bc in the end he is a good person #for now. I'm ignoring how much of a massive asshole he is in later canon #but even then from what I saw he's funny about it so who am I to judge #side note I also like mel for much of the same reasons although her motives are more selfish for the majority of the show #anyway going to bed now byebye #chi.txt
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  • nightbloggingbyday
    04.12.2021 - 3 hours ago

    For a character who doesn’t really like to be manhandled and infantilized for how small they are, I sure do take a lot of screenshots where the focus is “aww look how small and cute they are” AKA a collection of some of my favorite Bixxbi screens I have hiding in my folders.

    #nibs plays gw2 #my ocs#guardian bixxbi #if people put bits of themselves into their characters #bixx is my desire to be simultaneously small cute and able to fuck your shit up with a massive hammer #sadly i don't really have any screens of them with their hammer
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  • thismaybebubonicplague
    04.12.2021 - 4 hours ago

    I’m feeling a lot of things right now, so I’m just going to pretend I don’t feel anything until I forget I even have emotions, responsabilities or anything being human implies.

    #I’m stressed about school and all firstly #Because I dropped out of school as the best strudent #And I don’t want to be trapped in the school system forever #I’m fucking scared #Also my teen ahe years have been wasted #I have never kissed anyone #I have a massive crush on my lil bro’s best friend #I have no talent in anything #I want to cry #Vent
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  • snowshinobi
    04.12.2021 - 4 hours ago

    normal texts during a grocery store trip

    #snowswords#death mention#torture mention #i knew H would roll with me on this. i love you #saw a truly massive honey jar and my first thought was 'omg ... you could kill someone with that' and then i got to wonderin' how
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  • djtangerine
    04.12.2021 - 4 hours ago

    whatever this emotion -_- is, it’s definitely invented by cats

    #hey froggy #i am so bored if you couldn’t tell by the massive amount of bad text posts today #like im enjoying myself at this event but there’s so much downtime it’s killing me
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  • t4nku
    04.12.2021 - 4 hours ago

    i wish i hadn’t been too adhd as a kid to stick with ballet. it’s so beautiful and i have the perfect bitchy reasonably deranged personality to fit in with the other ballerinas

    #massive regret actually
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  • tinyhorrors
    04.12.2021 - 4 hours ago

    honestly a lot of lgbt stuff from the 90s/early 2000s is bad but compared to some of the shit people settle for now......

    #i'm still thinking about this LMAO #like i have my movies etc. that are dear to me because they were so formative #but i recognize where they have massive flaws #owed almost entirely to the time in which they were made #when modern stuff makes some of the exact same mistakes there's really no excuse #i can't get over queer eye for example #and how the old version was more progressive than the new one #in a variety of ways #also that whole police thing was uh. unforgivable really
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  • astrallalley
    04.12.2021 - 5 hours ago

    so yeah i DID talk to my mom and 100% confirm that orion (before he had a name) was around + i was aware of him since i was 12 at least, and then blocked out and forgot everything for a few years?? one therapist thought i had schizophrenia, one thought it was all just my autism/anxiety combo, turns out it was something completely different that meds didn’t magically cure and they were both wrong

    #me askin questions abt this set orion off swearing at me and telling me to absolutely not bring it up but SHRUGS im used to that bro #‘a deep growly ‘demon’ voice telling me to do bad things to myself and saying all these horrible things about me constantly’ Hmmmm. whos tha #t sound like. stares at him point blank #APPARENTLY IT WAS BAD ENOUGH I LIKE. TOOD MY MOM ABT IT ND NOT JUS MY THERAPIST?? #ironically orion would literally rather die than id as a demon or anything like that VSBDBCB he HATES anti for being Cringy And Annoying wit #h a god complex a mile wide nd how dramatic he is (also he thinks the whole jse ego thing is dumb) he HATES anti and how he makes us act #ALSO APPARENTLY MY MOM HAD. WRITTEN DOWN A LIST OF THE THINGS I TOLD HER HE SAID ABT ME AND SHE DOESNT KNOW IF SHE STILL HAS IT SAVED BUT SH #ELL LOOK #and it literally checks out w EVERYTHING he does how the aggression wasnt directed at anybody else except me #and how he wouldnt ever hurt anyone else except me #AND I DONT LIKE… RMBER ANY OF THIS AT ALL???? #I DONT EVEN RMBER LIKE.. HIM BACK THEN tho i literally rmber nothing but like #I ALSO. DIDNT KNOW ABT DID/OSDD AT ALL BACK THEN SO IT WASNT ME DOING THAT ON PURPOSE #AND ON ONE HAND IT CUTS DOWN ON DOUBT A LOT #AND MEANS IM DEF NOT MAKING THIS UP which i mean. i talk to temp nd Ren a LOT abt my doubts and they always reassure me #which…. wouldnt happen if they werent. real ? BC IVE GONE OVER LIKE.. EVERY SINGLE SCENARIO W THEM #and the massive memory gaps and how COMPLETELY different some of them are (LIKE. comparing when temp fronts to when anti fronts) #how anti fronted to talk ???? days ago and i completely forgot that happened the only way i found out was that he saved a ton of pictures of #both himself and hoodie and a hat that said ‘you had meat coffee’ that he thinks is the FUNNIEST thing #and how ren wants to kiss MANY fictional characters that i absolutely do not (hes like i need to be in a relationship or ill Die emotionally #and the thought of *me* bein in a relationship rn kind of scares me) #BUT ON THE OTHER HAND. IT DOESNT EXPLAIN *WTF* ☠️ IS DOIN TO OUR SYSTEM bc just spawning a new person out of nowhere to prove a point should #NOT be possible #AND THE NEW GUYS LIKE. JUST AS RRAL AS EVERYBODY ELSE its wigging me out a little even tho he SAID he would #LIKE. IS THAT POSSIBLE?? FOR REAL #thinks abt ALL of this theres so much to unpack rn bro. I WISH IT WAS EASIET TO LIKE.. JUST JOIN CHATS ND TALK TO PEOPLE bc then spme of #them could process and figure themselves out more #LIKE.. HOODIE DESP WANTS TO FIND HIS MASKY but we havent been able to talk to people consistently in like #AT LEAST.. SINCE THE 20TH FROM WHAT I RMBER idk WHAT antis been doing behind my back. and i dont rlly wanna knowbfkdbfmdn #👾.txt
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