#maybe Tumblr posts

  • namenoted
    01.08.2021 - 2 minutes ago

    part of me likes yagami having a regular katana in his kny verse but part of me also would like it to be like a scythe or something bc all his artwork has him with a scythe and i 

    just kind of think it’s neat

    #it wouldn't be as grandiose i imagine #but maybe a blade in that shape or something idk #idk how to do it and not have it be dumb so #ill probably go with the regular blade but still #it's good imagery
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  • blueberrybelova
    01.08.2021 - 3 minutes ago

    theme so bright it hurts my eyes

    #the pink is maybe aggressive #rebeccaspeaks
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  • theshapeofagua
    01.08.2021 - 3 minutes ago

    all of a sudden i love miscommunication trope

    #they never learn #why dont you read a book and maybe you'll calm down
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  • esmeraldablazingsky
    01.08.2021 - 4 minutes ago

    talk to me abt lan xichen….

    #lxcposting#lan xichen #im not sure where to find fandom friends???? #I have like 1 mdzs friend and we were friends before mdzs #maybe I should make a server or smth?? #but also servers scary #HM#mdzs
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  • intearsaboutrobots
    01.08.2021 - 4 minutes ago

    current mood: sitting at tumblr at the work computer waiting til the technical legal end of my shift so i can go, moving only the muscles needed to scroll (and type right now) bc every part of my body is exhausted

    #original content #so. busy. today. #just miserably busy and not enough of anything #and my jaw hurts #i think maybe i was grinding my teeth last night??? fROM STRESS #about how this day would go!! #and it went: bad #well no one died. so not that bad. #but not good #and not pleasant #and guess what?? i have to come BACK tomorrow!!! #legally!!! they want me to be here!!!! #AGAIN
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  • heckolve
    01.08.2021 - 4 minutes ago

    DONT REBLOG

    i was planning on just posting this to my instagram but i am kind of obsessed with how it looks 😭

    #the most line of all time. i make this my discord status 70% of the time & i almost got kicked from a warrior cats rp server bc of it lol <3 #anyway #yeah i did draw more hlvrai. a little. but im done now i think lol #ill post them tomrrow. maybe. but theres def a few things ill only post to insta lol #rant#dl#wip#my art
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  • earthlinghowl
    01.08.2021 - 5 minutes ago
    #YOU SEE WHAT THE FUCK I MEAN #HOW DID I FEEL SAFE ENOUGH TO BE THIS UNADULTERATEDLY CRINGE #is this still me or am i already miserable? i just really don't want to go back to being a people pleaser #it sounds so fucking stupid but id wake up everyday knowing that was how i was with him and just fucking cry dude i wasn't myself i didn't #even know myself anymore every word I'd type I'd overthink the fuck out because when I'd be by rowdy fun loving self he'd hate me for it an #i thought that was the sacrifice i had to make that everyone gives something in a relationship i don't know the ground works of any fucking #relationship all ive seen are the bads so i thought maybe it was unpreventable that I'd just morph into the person he loves someday and i #wouldn't feel so shit about it then but it's different now i have something now that i didn't have back then #it really in all honesty feels like my heart and brain have been genetically modified and i really like that analogy it fits the sock #I've rambled to hours on end of the weirdest things that reach my mind and have received the same but cooler back and I've never felt that #way about anything it feels like i really know someone and they know me and that's not frightening to me its really safe feeling you know? #i just feel like I'll be dumb and mess everything up but then i get the feeling that that's probably not the deal here and probably never #was i just have this dumb double standard for myself that stops me from telling them that I'm really not feeling well and am probably going #to wind up accidentally ghosting him and that's why i go on tumblr to vent my dumb little heart out because I'm too scared to get out of th #dumb dumb idiot babey shell im in to learn how to fucking communicate because people deserve that much no- HE deserves that much #FUCK FUCK UHHH WINDING THIS UP WITH A LESSON I GUESS BYEE LEARN FROM ME I'M DEFINITELY NOT YOUR GUY'S ROLE MODEL #DON'T BE LIKE ME AND ACTUALLY COMMUNICATE WITH THE PEOPLE YOU LOVE INSTEAD OF HURTING THEM YOU MIGHT NOT FEEL LIKE YOU HAVE IT IN YOU BUT #YOU HAVE AND YOU'VE ALWAYS HAD IT YOU WERE JUST TOO BUSY BEING MORPHED BY EVERYONE'S EXPECTATIONS AROUND YOU TO ACTUALLY MAKE YOUR OWN FOR #YOURSELF!!!!! #HOW DO I KEEP FUCKING THIS UP IN EVERY POST VENT TW
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  • cormorant-red
    01.08.2021 - 5 minutes ago

    i’ve been procrastinating on art fight all month and feeling guilty about it, and now that we’re in the last day of the event i’m suddenly Full of Team Spirit. girl it is too late

    #maybe don’t avoid your own hobbies next time #(having a blast drawing this exo tho) #talk tag
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  • vampking
    01.08.2021 - 7 minutes ago

    i am full of love for my mutuals tonight

    #sp.txt #i sent something on discord abt it but maybe ill take screenshots and show just how full of love i am
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  • eyelessdoll-y
    01.08.2021 - 7 minutes ago
    #😥😢😢😢😢 #I'm... maybe a coward when it comes to protecting myself #ask game #bb deia perguntou🥺🥺🥺❤️
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  • koichicat
    01.08.2021 - 8 minutes ago

    i need to watch part 4 with my dad tomorrow i like NEED to im hyping myselfup for that so i dont chicken out and never watch it with him that would be mean

    #because hes GENUINELY INTERESTED but idk if i explainedjojo well wenough to him auhghughgghgh #maybe i could force my sister to watch it too that way it will be less awkward i sound like a socially awkward loser AND I AM SURE BUT LIST #LISTEN
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  • pendraegon
    01.08.2021 - 9 minutes ago

    trying to decide if im willing to torture myself with watching into darkness tonight....

    #it's so fucking long so i wouldn't finish it anyway but hmmm.... #the jerver's planning on watching beyond sometime this week i think so....hmmm.... #that or maybe ill watch jupiter ascending again alsdfkasfd
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  • xfriendstilltheend
    01.08.2021 - 9 minutes ago

    hhh found a unused url for one of my favorite songs ever

    #maybe.... just one more time... #manuel's bullshit
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  • abejapeludx
    01.08.2021 - 10 minutes ago

    i failed a class.

    #and am doing so badly. #like. i haven’t sh in almost nine months but like. #am seriously this close. #i mean if anyone reads this don’t like worry or anything I’m not gonna do it bc I’d have to get out of bed. #but i feel like such a failure. #and now i can’t graduate in spring bc this is gonna add another semester. #and if i don’t do good on those essays tomorrow it may end up being two failed classes. #i havent been able to cry in like a month and a half but like I’m so overwhelmed i cried watching #the crappy 2019 little women adaptation today. #and like ik i was legit trying to pass but couldn’t bc of severe depression and stress #due to my work situation ending and the stress of moving and the overwhelming fear of having to be financially independent #and my abusive parents and living in constant fear and the complex emotions of starting to come out to people and deal with drs #and so much other crap #but i still feel like a failure and a piece of crap #like my brains going lol maybe ur ex was right and you are a piece of shit #and I’m like huh ya know that doesn’t feel so far off rn #especially bc instead of writing the paper due in 45 minutes I’m about to go to bed and hope she accepts it late so I don’t fail #bc there is no chance I can write it in this head space #but fuck man #i just feel so shitty #and ik if I tell my friends they will tell me that I’m not a failure and it’s not the end of the world and it will be ok #but that won’t change the fact that I still feel like a failure rn and that if I wasn’t so worthless I wouldn’t have failed #:( #cw self harm mention
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  • mothpile
    01.08.2021 - 10 minutes ago

    check out my awesome house

    #maybe ill take a video of it l8r some time becasue i dont think pictures do it justice. #moth talk
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  • itzytual
    01.08.2021 - 10 minutes ago

    does it ever end . Does it ever really stop

    #i feel weird like . talking abt this here but also i need to vent and i cant w/o triggering my irls #i hate where im at rn lkke mentally i am not . well and i know this but also i feel like its really not bad enough for me to complain #or for me to get proper help . #my bmi isnt low enough and im not solely starving myself and im stuck in this cycle of anorexia and bulimia but like . it could be worse #i dunno like yes im struggling but i feel like i need something horrible to happen before i feel worthy of any type of recovery #also i feel like even if i did. like . get help .. i would relapse proportionately to how long i would have spent attempting to get better #and that no matter what id be miserable #damn this is a lot for a saturday night on tumblr dot com #i have friends over tomorrow so i have to pretend like everythings good and great lol cant wait . maybe ill actually have fun . maybe #ed ment
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  • kilmaa
    01.08.2021 - 11 minutes ago

    helpef.... i wasnt able to fill up the form yesterday needed for my enrolment this semester  ... its been 3 years and i still dont kknow how to uni :DDDD 

    #kinda freaking out about it #but im trying to convince myself that its ok #and that ill still be able to enroll #maybe#pls#c talks
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  • liichkiing
    01.08.2021 - 12 minutes ago

    I'm yearning man

    #sif says #hang on maybe I'll write some sappy melancholic bullshit
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  • pedropascaldice
    01.08.2021 - 12 minutes ago

    im beginning yall to tell me to stop thinking bc i don’t have time to write any of this but: practical magic au with frankie or javi pls. everything i have become in life is due in part to nicole kidman as gillian owens in that movie

    #misc. #or maybe frankie AND javi #but if i did that i’d be breaking a lot of our hearts including my own
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  • erythaia
    01.08.2021 - 13 minutes ago

    when you decide to start painting shots from media you like as a warmup but you start with the 25th anniversary production of phantom which you are almost constantly hyperfixated on and the whole thing just spirals out of control

    anyway i think these turned out pretty good

    #my art#art#illustration#fanart#painting#digital painting #phantom of the opera #the phantom of the opera #poto #i have a very serious problem #that should be treated by a professional #but i’m going to treat myself by meticulously painting every fruit on that fucking table #good news is though #i’ve found that painting as a warmup helps me a lot #maybe next time i can paint something other than phantom
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